Confused
We're TogetherMin Woo's POV
It had been twoo weeks when my life has been turned upside down. All those days were really miserable for me to handle. I did not know the reason of Dong Wan ignorance towards me. From what i heard from Hwi Dong, he actually attended the practice for his musical as usual but he would always in upset mode. Hwi dong also added that he always got distracted in the middle of their discussion,making the director always scolded him. But the result was still awesome. I wanted to talk to him but when I called his phone, he would not answer them. When I texted him, he did not replied it. I thought I would have the chance when there were Shinhwa's meeting but hell no. He would rather sit as far as he could from me. When I looked t him, he always turned away. And when I tried to approach him, he would quickly went to somewhere else. Once, I waited at his car, but he never showed up. I gave up and went home after that. There was one day when Eric asked me about this,
"Min Woo...Are you bickering with Dong Wan??", Eric asked me after we had finished our meeting. Dong Wan was already left saying that he had something to be done,alone. Eric was looking at me curiously. Hyesung was sitting beside him and hold Eric's hand. I just looked blankly at their hands. How I wished I got to hold Dong Wan's hand like that. Hyesung snapped his fingers in front of me, making me back in reality. He smiled and waited patiently for my answer to Eric's question. I shifted my gaze to both of them and looked down after that. I shook my head and let out a heavy sighed.
"No.We did not have any bickering or quarelling at all. In fact, just last week, we was celebrating our monthnervessary. But, he started to act like this on the day after that", I said slowly,opening my thoughts to Eric and Hyesung. My eyes were getting teary remembering that my relationship with Dong Wan was going downhill without I knew the reason.
"I don't know, Eric..Hyesung....He had been avoiding me.....I've never had the chance to talk to him",saying that making my tears fell down on my cheeks. I could not take it anymore. This was really depressing. The truth is I can't even breath when he did something like this. I acted strong only for Shinhwa and Shinhwa Changjo. Thanks to them, I am still alive. Eric and Hyesung looked at each other with silence. Nothing came out from their mouth. They moved their position to sit at both of my sides. Eric put his hand around my shoulder and pulled me in to a thight embrace.
"Min Woo..we noticed that you and Dong Wan were rarely spoke to each other nowadays. That is why I asked you the question. I'm sorry if I made you sad", he said as he hooked his chin on my shoulder. I cried. There was nothing I could do. I want to be with Dong Wan but he seems to refuse me. Hyesung patted my back and added,
"We also noticed that Dong Wan was also acted weird. He always stare blankly towards us and sometimes stare at somewhere else when he had discussion. He even did not give any suggestion in our meetings. The talkative Dong Wan is gone, Min Woo..Not to mention, he is getting skinner, weaker and paler day by day", I nodded.
"I noticed that as well, Hye Sung but he was avoiding me all the time. I even cant' get to near him. He would run away from me",I explained to him.
"Maybe, I am the real reason for him to be like this. You know..maybe he think I am not love him enough", I continued. I could feel my own sadness tone from the sentence.
"Why you did not go to his house?Surely he can't avoid you there", this time, it was Eric who was asking.
"It was useless. He refused to open the door. Sometimes he even pretended that he was not home", I replied weakly. I felt really useless. I lose. I did not know what to do anymore.
"Just never show that you give up, okay??" Eric said and continue to hug me. Later, Hyesung joined the hug as well.
And that was why i've been standing for three hours for the seventh day in front of his apartment. I grabbed my phone and dialled his number but as usual, he refused to answer it. I pressed the door's bell for the nth time but did not get any reply. That's it!!This time, I would not back away. Before this, I thought I wanted to give him some space but this was too much!! Thus, I gambled my guess to enter the code to his house. How did I get the keys? Thanks to Eric for stealing it without Dong Wan knowing. (AN: I did not know the security system in Korea, but i guess they still need keys before they entered the password,right?) First, I entered his birthday but the long 'beep' sounded. I tried to think then I entered his mother's birthday and unfortunately, it failed as well. I had only one chance before the alarms would go off. I really gambled and tried my birthday as the pass code and to my surprised, the door opened automatically. He really did that?Set my birtdate as his pass code?? I questioned myself but my thoughts were interrupted by the views of the inside of his apartment. I was shocked by the look of it. There were clothes, pants and boxers everywhere. On the tables, on the counter, on the couch, on the dining chairs, you named it. There was strong smell of alcohol too. Then, I noticed there were also soju bottles laying on the floor. Everywhere!! I felt that I entered the wrong house. The neat Dong Wan had dissapeared. Finally, I entered silently to his apartment and closed the door behind me. I started to look around to find him. The TV was , that showed that he was currently home,right? When I did not see him at the living room, I went upstairs, to his bedroom. And I was right. He was in the bedroom with an opened door. He did not realise my presence because he was facing to the other side but I could hear his sobbings. "Min Woo....", I heard him through his crying. I could not hold it anymore when finally I called his name,
"Dong Wan..." he turned abruptly when he heard my voice.
Author's note: I decided to make the original one chapter to two chapters. I did not realise it was this long...Huhu~~It will be updated tonight...After I got showered...eaten...hehe~~^^
I'm really sorry if I failed...i dont know why...but I keep thinking that I dont do this well enough...huhu....T^Tgive me some comments,okay??really need encouragement to continue this....
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