Hours, Days, Weeks passed. I am still waiting for her to come back. I know she will. I feel it. I want to hold her hands again, to hug and kiss her again. I want to mess her hair again. I miss her when she puffs her cheeks and when she pouts. I miss her everything. I miss her.

 

Rumors about Donghoon, the famous soccer player, and Hyosung, ther nerd, spread so fast. Donghoon confirmed it. It's funny that they got together now that Jiji is gone. 

 

Youngjae came back last week for a visit. He was very disappointed when he didnt see Jiji. 

 

"Junhong" I felt someone shook my shoulder and I looked at that person.

 

"Mom ?" She smiled at me as she sat beside me on our couch.

 

"Do you still think about her ?" She asked me as she slowly rubbed my back. I nodded and smiled a bit. 

 

"My son is really in love." She murmured.

 

"What will you do if ever she wont come back ?" My mom asked me. I gulped. Thinking about Jiji not coming back hurts me a lot. I looked at the floor and then my mom.

 

"I will wait for her even if it takes forever" I told my mom in a lower voice. After some silent moments, she hugged me and continued rubbing her warm hands on my back.

 

"This is just the beginning of your love life. You will experience a lot of pains. I dont know but maybe its not just Jiji after all" She told me as she pulled from the hug and smiled at me. She patted my shoulder once and stood up. She walked away. 

 

No, I dont want to love someone else.