Hi guys ! Sorry for a very short update last time >u< I hope you like this one ! (:

 

 

 

 

 

 

I woke up late today ! I cant sleep last night because I was thinking about Youngjae and Zelo. Well, I made my decision. I will tell Youngjae that I am sorry because we can't go back to the old us. I'll tell him that we will stay as friends. It may be rude but it is hard for me. My decision will surely hurt Youngjae but everything is hurting me right now. I dont want to hurt him but it's hard. He hurt me before, yes I did forgive him already, but I love somebody else now.

 

I hurried to the school but I still arrived late and got scolded by my teacher. I sat on my chair lazily and tried listening to my teachers but I cant understand anything. Nothing seems to be entering my mind right now.

 

After some boring subjects, it's lunch break. I followed Hyosung and Donghoon to the bench where we sit everyday and sat there. I saw Jongup running towards me so I stood up and looked at him weirdly. 

 

"Jiji ! Y-Youngjae Hyung" Jongup said while panting heavily.

 

"Youngjae is what ?" I asked him.

 

He gestured for me to wait and I nodded. He drank the water in the bottle he was holding. "He's in the clinic right now. Himchan hyung is calling you" Jongup said when he finished.

 

"What ?! What happened ?!" My eyes widened.

 

"I dont know. You should see for yourself" Jongup answered 

 

I ran as fast as I could to the clinic. I saw Himchan, Zelo and Yongguk sitting on the chairs inside the clinic when I arrived. 

 

"Where is he ?" I asked Himchan while panting heavily. I felt some sweats on my forehead.

 

He stood up and left the other boys and pulled me to the second bed. Every bed has white curtains covering them just like in the hospitals.

 

I saw Youngjae sleeping on the bed. I looked at Himchan and pulled him out of Youngjae's area.

 

"What happened to him ?!" I whispered loudly.

 

"The nurse said his classmate brought him here because he fainted" Himchan answered in a low voice.

 

I went back to see Youngjae awake and sitting on his bed.

 

"Oppa" I murmured

 

"Riri" He smiled

 

"Why did you faint ?" I asked him as I sat on his bed.

 

"I dont know. I just felt like I'm getting weaker and I need to sit and rest and then suddenly everything is turning black and then I think I out" Youngjae explained

 

"You're making everybody worried" I told him and wrinkled my forehead

 

"I'm sorry" Youngjae answered and formed a little smile with his lips.

 

"Himchan oppa" I called Himchan and Himchan entered Youngjae's area.

 

"Hyung" Youngjae smiled at Himchan

 

"How do you feel now ?" Himchan asked him with a worried tone in his voice and sat on the chair beside Youngjae's bed

 

"I'm feeling better hyung." He smiled again

 

"Jiji. You should scold him. He's not eating on time and not sleeping on time. He is also skipping meals." Himchan told me 

 

"Is it true ?" I asked him 

 

Youngjae just bit his lip and smiled.

 

I shook my head and rolled my eyes.

 

"I'll leave you guys for a while" Himchan excused himself and went back to the boys.

 

"Oppa" I called Youngjae and pouted

 

"What is it ?" Youngjae asked me

 

Should I tell him ?

 

"Do you want water ? Or anything to eat ?" I asked him. 

 

I won't tell him for now. I'll tell him when he's better.

 

"No no I dont need anything" He smiled

 

"You should go to the doctors for a check up oppa" I told him

 

"Should I ? Can you come with me ?" Youngjae asked me

 

"Sure. I'll accompany you. Just tell me when you'll go" I answered with a smile

 

"Riri. Can you come closer ?" Youngjae asked me

 

I moved myself closer to him and he leaned his head closer to mine. Suddenly, I felt a light peck on my cheeks and I felt my whole face burning. I was shocked and lost in trance for a while until he spoke.

 

"Thank you for worrying about me. I thought you dont care about me now. And uhmm, sorry about that. I just missed kissing you" Youngjae explained in a low voice and chuckled.

 

When was the last time he kissed me on my cheeks ? I can't remember.

 

"Do I still have a chance to be with you ?" Youngjae asked me

 

I looked at him with my eyes widened. I swallowed hard. Should I tell him now ? This is the chance. I'll tell him that we should stay friends now.

 

"Oppa I--" I was interrupted when someone opened the white curtain. Aish, that was my chance ! 

 

The other boys came to check him and ask how he's feeling. Soon, we were called by the nurse because we needed to go back to the classroom. I said goodbye to Youngjae and I went to my classroom with Zelo and Jongup. 

 

"Do you still feel something for Youngjae ?" Jongup asked me while we were walking to our classroom

 

"I dont know. I think I dont feel anything anymore" I admitted 

 

"Poor hyung" Jongup murmured

 

"Have you ever been in love ?" Zelo asked Jongup

 

 "Why are you asking me about that ?" Jongup's eyes widened

 

"I'm just curious" Zelo answered

 

Jongup didnt answer and shook his head.

 

 

 

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hope you guys like it ! Im really sorry for my short update ;_;