*FLASHBACK*

 

 

"You love him, right ?" Youngjae asked me with his wobbly voice and his eyes with tears threatening to fall down.

 

I just turned my gaze to the ground and bit my trembling lips.

 

"Answer me Yuri. You love Zelo, right ?" Youngjae asked for the second time. 

 

This time, I looked at him and I saw his face wet because of his tears. I nodded slowly.

 

"I knew it" Youngjae managed to give me the sad smile despite the tears flowing down on his face.

 

"I'll get you back" Youngjae murmured clear and loud enough for me to understand. 

 

 

*END OF FLASHBACK*

 

 

I dont want to hurt Youngjae but how can I dictate my heart to stop loving Zelo ? I can go back to him but it's not easy. Why do I always cry ? I dont want to cry anymore. 

 

"Jiji, what's wrong ?" Zelo asked me. 

 

"N-nothing" I shook my head and swung the playground swing.

 

"You're spacing out" Zelo told me.

 

"I-Im sorry. What is it again ?"  I asked him

 

"Let's go home. It's getting late" Zelo looked at his wrist watch and showed it to me.

 

"Let's go" I nodded my head once

 

 

 

 

 

//

 

 

 

 

 

 

*DISMISSAL TIME*

 

 

"Jiji" Hyosung patted my shoulder. 

 

Surprised, I flinched and looked at her with my eyebrows raised and my eyes widened. 

 

"You're spacing out" Hyosung told me and fixed my hair

 

"Am I ? I'm sorry unnie" I bit my bottom lip 

 

"Tell me, what's your problem ?" Hyosung asked me

 

"It's nothing" I chuckled and shook my head

 

"You're lying" Hyosung pouted

 

"No I'm not" I bit my lip and puffed my cheeks

 

"Tell me. You know I'm always here for you ? Right ?" Hyosung smiled at me reassuringly and she held my shoulders. 

 

"Well, it's about boys. It's very confusing" I told her

 

"Oh. Is it about Zelo ?" Hyosung gave me a teasing look and smile.

 

I puffed my cheeks and continued putting my things back to my bagpack.

 

"I know you like him" Hyosung smiled at me

 

"How ?" I asked her. 

 

"When you told me that the dare is done, you seems sad. You always space out" Hyosung told me

 

"Am I that obvious ?" I asked her without looking at her

 

"To me, yes" Hyosung's lips curved into a thin smile.

 

I smiled back at her

 

"Tell me about your problem" Hyosung insisted while preparing her bag

 

"My first love is here and he wants me to love him again. I dont want to hurt him unnie. Zelo is the one I love now. I dont love him anymore" I said in a lower voice. 

 

"I dont know anything about boys" Hyosung murmured and pouted.

 

"I think you should just let everything work on its own. Follow your heart." Hyosung added while rubbing her chin with a finger

 

I nodded and sighed.

 

"By the way, how did your first love got here ?" Hyosung asked with a confused look

 

"He's my friend's cousin" I told her

 

"Oh" Hyosung nodded slowly 

 

"Well, let's go" Hyosung pulled me and took my bag

 

"Unnie" I stood still

 

"Why ?" Hyosung looked at me with a more confused look

 

"When will you confess to him ?" I asked her with a low voice

 

"Who is 'him' ?" Hyosung asked awkwardly

 

"Unnie" I rolled my eyes

 

"Alright alright. I'm not planning to" Hyosung sighed

 

"But why ?" I asked her

 

"Well, are you planning to confess to Zelo ?" Hyosung asked me back

 

It made me think. I didnt answer her. 

 

Will I confess to Zelo ? No. Why ? It will ruin our friendship. 

 

"Your answer is mine too" Hyosung smiled.

 

"Do you mean it might ruin your friendship ?" I asked and bit my lip

 

Hyosung nodded slowly and pulled me.

 

Yes Hyosung unnie. Dont confess for now. Donghoon might say something unwanted that might hurt you.

 

 

 

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(( a/n )) 

 

Hi everyone o/ Sorry for not updating ^.^ Got busy these days ~ and I was in a 'writer's block' ;~; thats why this is lame ! and then I got sick !!! D: huhu I ate the whole ice cream inside my room while my aircon is duuh im so stupid hahah 

 

sorry for my lame update okay ? I'll try my best in the next chapters ;~;