[[JIJI'S POV]]

It was 3pm when I reached our apartment and when I opened the door, I saw my cousin crying.

She wiped her tears as soon as she saw me and opened the TV and pretended she's fine. I wanted to ignore her, but after all, she is my cousin and I know that she needs someone right now.

I just put my bag on my bed and sat beside her. 

"S-subin. What's the matter ?" I bit my lips. This is embarassing. Am I really going to do this ??

"W-why ? What do you mean what's the matter ?" She scoffed

"Fine" Im going to help her but she rejected it.

"W-wait. Im sorry" Subin turned the TV off.

"Now, tell me. Why are you crying ?" I faced her.

"Is it really okay if I would confide on you ? I mean, I know how much you hate me" She fiddled her fingers.

"Yes of course. I might be rude at some times. SOMETIMES" I emphasized the word "sometimes"

"Well, my boyfriend. I caught him cheating on me. The worse part is, she cheated on me with my bestfriend. Wait, she cheated with my fake bestfriend. I dont know what to do. They're the only persons I trust the most and yet they cheated. I am too young to experience this. Why is this happening to me ? Can you help me ?" She started to cry and hiccupped.

I bit my lips. I know how hard it is when someone broke the trust you gave them.

"Well, how should I help you ??" I pouted 

I dont know what to tell her. I shouldnt tell her 'Just forget it' because its not easy.

"Ughhh, its embarrassing." She laughed a little

"Understood" And there, I hugged her and patted her back. 

"Stop crying and continue the day without them. It will pass too. Time will heal your pain" I smiled. She continued crying while hugging me.

This is the first time I hugged someone just to comfort them. I didnt know that it feels good too. 

Somebody opened the door and my father saw us hugging each other. My father saw Subin crying.

I quickly pulled from the hug and Subin wiped her tears away. She opened the TV and again, pretended that she is fine.

"What is this ?" My dad smiled at what he saw.

"Its nothing. You should cook the dinner ppalli. Im hungry" I stood up and entered my room, embarassed.

I sat on my bed. I remembered Youngjae and the memories came back. 

Yoo Youngjae, he is my first love. The very first person to make my heart beat really fast. He confessed his love for me. But, he didnt ask me to be his girlfriend. You know why ? He has one. He has a girlfriend. He hid it from me for a very long time. I dont even know if he really love me.

"Ima time machine, Ni norikonde" Thats my cellphone's ringtone.

I opened my bag and took the cellphone out.

*Himchan calling ~*

~"Himchan ssi ?" I answered his call

~"OPPAAAAAA. I told you that you should call me oppa right ? OPPA. OPPA. OPPA" Himchan shouted from the other line

~"Haha mianhae oppa. Why ?" I just giggled

~"Nothing. I just miss you. Hey, you should meet us tomorrow. Dont worry because Zelo is coming too" He giggled

~"Oh really ? I will spend my day with my father tomorrow" I just made an excuse

~"YA ! You should spend the day with us. We really miss you. And you should come with us or I am going to kidnap you. No jokes" I heard him laugh

~"Aigoo oppa" I sighed as a sign of defeat.

~"Okay bye ! See you tomorrow ! We will fetch you at 8 in the morning okay ? Bye !"

*CALL ENDED*

//

*Sunday morning*

I woke up 7 in the morning and prepared. I wore a pink polkadot dress and partnered it with a gray blazer. 

I received a text message from Himchan

~"We're here sweetie"

I hurried up and got out of my apartment. Then I saw the whole BAP group waiting.

"Here you are. Looking pretty as always. Let's go" Himchan smiled and started to walk.

"Where are we going ?" I pouted

"My house" Jongup grinned. 

We reached an apartment that's quite bigger than the apartment where I'm living. Jongup opened the door and we entered.

"Where is Daehyun ?" Yongguk nudged Jongup

"Wait. I'll call him. Go to my room first" Jongup entered a room and Himchan pulled me into a room that is much cleaner than mine.

"This is Jongup's ? It's clean" I puffed my cheeks

Himchan opened the TV and they sat on the bed. You were there standing when Himchan stood up and pulled you. He made you sat beside Zelo.

"Hyung" Zelo looked at Himchan while you were frozen in your place.

"Why ? She's your girlfriend" Himchan smirked

Zelo just sighed.

A moment later, Jongup came inside with someone. They greeted the guy. 

"Who is she ?" The guy asked Jongup

"Hyung, I introduce to you, Zelo's girlfriend, Lee Yuri" Jongup grinned

"Oh, hi there. My name is Daehyun" He waved at you and you waved back smiling shyly.

The boys, except Zelo, started to discuss something about sports and you were just listening, unable to talk because you dont know anything about sports. 

"Jiji ssi ?" Zelo called me. It feels so awkward being called Jiji ssi by my own boyfriend.

"Call me Jiji" I smiled shyly

"Ne" He nodded

"How are you ?" I want to remove the awkwardness and I think I just made it more awkward. Wrong question

"Im fine" He laughed a little

I puffed my cheeks.

"Zelooooo" Jongup called Zelo

"Wae ?" Zelo looked at Jongup

"Nothing. I just think you should date. Hey hyung, you should add something in their dare. Make them date" Jongup was pulling Himchan's shirt

I heard Zelo cuss. 

"Yes ~! You guys should date. That's a good idea Jongup !!!" Himchan smiled

"I have no money for a date" Zelo said

"Dont worry, We will give you money for your date" Yongguk smiled

"When ?" Zelo asked

"Tomorrow ~! After dismissal" Himchan smiled at Zelo

"Alright" Zelo looked at me and mouthed "Sorry" and I just nodded

We got out of the room and went to the kitchen. Jongup took a food out of the refrigerator and put it on the table. I sat between Jongup and Daehyun.

"Jonguppa, who is he ?" I nudged Jongup and whispered

"My cousin" Jongup smiled at me and offered me the food

I got one and ate it. 

"What do you like about Zelo ?" Daehyun asked me

"Like ? Uhmmm" I looked at Zelo and I caught him looking at me so I quickly looked away.

"He is cute and I think he is kind ? Well, I really dont know him yet" I told Daehyun in a lower voice

"How did he become your boyfriend if you still dont know him yet ?" Daehyun chuckled

"Because of Himchan" I wrinkled my nose

"Oh ~ Truth or Dare ?" Daehyun asked

"Yeah" I bit on the bread I am holding

"Hahaha I remember when Zelo kissed Jongup on his cheeks. Himchan is really crazy" He laughed and I laughed with him

I looked at Zelo again and I saw him looking again and this time, he's the one who looked away.

Zelo, you are so cute. 

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(( a/n ))

GUYS  ! I APOLOGIZE FOR BEING LAME LOL . I guess this is the worst chapter ever. I cant focus because my head hurts. It is so hot here in our country. ;-;