*DISMISSAL TIME*

 

 

"Himchan oppa. Why are we going to your house again ?" I asked Himchan

 

"I will introduce my cousin ! He just came back from Japan and he doesnt have any friends here in South Korea" Himchan answered while typing something on his phone

 

"Ohhh what's his name ?" I asked him again

 

"Youngjae" Himchan answered and took his phone inside his pocket

 

"Youngjae ?" I asked and Himchan just nodded

 

Youngjae ? There are many Youngjae in this world Jiji. He's not the only one.

 

We reached Himchan's house quickly just by walking unlike Yongguk's house, we need to ride on a taxi.

 

"Sorry it's a lil bit messy" Himchan apologized as soon as he opened the door to his dorm.

 

"My room is messier" Daehyun chuckled

 

"I know. I'm wondering if you brought Denise into your room already" Himchan smirked

 

"Stop talking about Denise" Daehyun said with a serious face and sat on the couch.

 

"Wait here okay ? I'll just change clothes" Himchan said and went inside his room.

 

Some minutes passed and Himchan came out of his room and went straight to the door. And stood in front of us with a smiling face.

 

"Guys, meet my cousin, Youngjae. We grew up together until he moved to Japan." Himchan stood in front of us while pointing at his cousin. I glanced to look at Youngjae and my heart skipped a beat. I gritted my teeth and clenched my fist.

 

I am looking at Himchan's Youngjae and the Youngjae in my past. 

 

His eyes widened when his eyes found me.

 

"Why Youngjae ?" Himchan asked. He noticed Youngjae's widened eyes.

 

"Riri ?" Youngjae asked 

 

"You guys know each other ?" Himchan asked while scratching his head

 

"Yeah, we were schoolmates before in my previous school. Nice to meet you here Youngjae oppa. I didnt expect that we would meet here. The world is so small right ?" My eyes never left Youngjae. I faked a smile at him. 

 

I can still remember everything and I feel like crying but I should not ! I should show him I am strong. I should show him that I erased him and the pain from my heart already.

 

"Oh. I didnt expect it either" Youngjae said with a low voice.

 

We're looking at each other's eyes. His eyes looks teary. I made a small smirk.

 

We sat back on the couch. Himchan took Youngjae's luggage into his room. Youngjae sat on the chair in fron of us. The other boys introduced themselves. Youngjae never looked back at me.

 

"How are you Riri ? It's been a long time" Youngjae asked with his gentle smile that made me fell for him before.

 

"Me ? I'm fine" I answered and again, faked a smile.

 

"Youngjae, why are you calling her Riri ? Her name is Jiji" Himchan puffed his cheeks and pouted

 

"Oh right" Youngjae answered and made an awkward smile

 

Himchan just giggled.

 

"Riri, can we talk ?" Youngjae asked 

 

"We're talking" I answered blatantly

 

"I mean alone"

 

"For what ?" I raised my brows

 

"Dont ask too much questions. I need to talk to you" He said firmly and stood up. He pulled me inside Himchan's room and closed the door and locked it. 

 

"What are you doing ?" I asked him with a serious face.

 

"Forgive me. Please forgive me if you haven't yet" He knelt in front of me and held my hands.

 

"For what ?" I asked him again still with a serious face

 

"Damn it ! Dont be like this Riri ! We all know what happened !" His voice raised.

 

I shook my head. "I will never forgive you. And please ? Stop calling me Riri !" I pulled my hands from his but he took it back.

 

"Please. I regret what I did. I do. Please forgive me. I did what you told me. I got out of your life even though it hurts. Please." He started crying. 

 

I felt my eyes getting wet. I shut it close tightly but the tears made its way out.

 

"Do you think it's easy ?! You broke my trust ! You broke my heart ! And now you're acting like it's easy to forgive what you have done ?! It's not ! Never ! I can still remember everything ! I can never forget those !" I shouted at him. 

 

He stood up. Our face being wet by our tears. He hugged me tightly. I tried to pull away and break our hug but it is too tight.

 

"I miss you Riri. Please dont be like this" Youngjae said with his trembling voice.

 

I calmed myself down and cried silently but I didnt hug him back.

 

He broke the hug and looked at me and smiled gently. "Do you want chocolate cake ? I will buy for you. Or maybe chocolate ice cream ?" He asked me while holding my shoulders.

 

Chocolate cake and Ice cream. Those are the foods he used to buy for me whenever he knows I feel upset. 

 

I wiped my tears and removed his hands from my shoulders.

 

I went out of the room and took my bag. I didnt mind the other boys' questions. I wanna be alone right now. I need to be alone.

 

The boys followed me out. Someone caught my wrist. 

 

"Riri. Please" I heard Youngjae's trembling voice pleading.

 

I looked at him. "Do it again. Get out of my life. Again" I faked a smile and removed his hands from my wrist.

 

I walked away.

 

"This time, I won't !" I heard him shout.

 

Get out of my life Youngjae. Please, I am begging you. You're just adding up to my problems right now.

 

Maybe I lied at Zelo when I told him that I dont cry because of this anymore. I lied at him when I told him that there's a little pain left because the whole pain never left.

 

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