Even so I was shocked with the situation I couldn’t help but enjoy the warmth that Jung Min’s arms were providing. I wouldn’t imagine situation like that. Hyung Jun was stirring behind my back and put his leg slightly on mine what makes even harder to move and concentrate. My head was in pain. I recalled some events from last night like drinking, feeling bad and going to bed. Then I fell asleep. And then there was that strange dream when I pulled Jung Min towards him and kissed his neck…. Why would I dream about kissing his neck?....

-          What’s going on – I heard behind my back and something moved. Then there was rather loud sound, followed by “ Aigooo”. – What the ….

I looked to my right as far as I could to meet Hyung Jun’s confused eyes.

-          What are you doing in my bed? – He asked.

Was I in his bed?! Wait that would mean I went to wrong room.

-          What happened last night?! – he kept staring- Did you and Jung Min…. On my bed… I was sleeping here… ewwwwwww.

He made that awful sound. Did I really do anything I shouldn’t? In that moment Jung Min hugged me even closer and whispered something kissing my head. I moved a bit trying to free myself from grasp.

-          Don’t – maknae stated  - You may end up bold. Better wait till he wakes up on his own. Anyway I have appointment so I will leave you now.

-          Yah!!! Where are you going – I whispered.

-          I don’t want to disturb – he winked at me and left.

I sighed. It wasn’t that bad really. Asleep Jung Min looked like an angel. His lips were perfectly formed into a smile. His skin looked smooth and I couldn’t help but notice how nicely comfortable his chest was. I blushed on my own thoughts. I felt chest raising in a deep breathe and I looked at Jung Min’s face. His eyes fluttered open and tried to adjust to sudden hit of light.

-          Morning – he whispered to me.

I was wondering why he isn’t panicking like me. Instead he still hold me tight and his chin was resting on the top of my head.

-          That was really great night – He stated and it made me more nervous.

-          What do you mean – I asked slowly praying I haven’t done anything I might regret.

-          You don’t remember? – his eyes were playful. – I guess you don’t. But it was interesting.

-          Jung Min ? – I asked.

-          Maybe you should call me Oppa?

Is he kidding me? I gave him “don’t piss me off look” and tried to free. He didn’t let go.

-          Let go of me, now – I growled.

-          It’s not something you wanted last night. – I got very scared now. I think he noticed something in my eyes. – You got drunk, I mean very drunk – He started  - And then you just went off.

I remembered that part. I was tired and everything felt weird so I went to bed.

-          I was worried so I went to the room, but you weren’t there. I searched all rooms and found you in Maknae’s bed. You looked …hmmm how to say it.. strange.. so I wanted to make sure you are ok. When I came closer you coughed me by the shirt…..

I didn’t remember any of it. This wasn’t good.

-          You would torn it to pieces if I wouldn’t take it off somehow. Then you pulled me on the bed. I tried to get up, but you just….

I covered my face with  my hands. Did I kiss him? Did I do anything else?

-          And then you fell asleep hugging me, like nothing happened.

Really?! So I just pulled him to me, on a bed….. Thought might be worse.

-          How Hyung Jun ended up here? – I asked.

-          Not sure. He was in a state yesterday too. He probably didn’t notice there were two people in his bed already. You really do not remember?  - he looked at me in a bit different  way, sad way, disappointed way?

-          No.. – I said ashamed – Nothing apart of me trying to go to sleep

He sighed and removed his hand from me. Then he got up.

-          I will get something for your headache. Wait here – he said and left the room.

Bed suddenly became cold, uninviting.  I didn’t move at all. I was thinking about Jung Min. It was strange how I hated him at the beginning and how now my body just accepted him next to me. I might of even liked it. At the end he was handsome guy. But on the other side, there was that other person who made me feel strange too. And what about my friend? She was totally obsessed with my fake fiancé. I shouldn’t have feel that way towards Jung Min. My body shouldn’t feel that warmth. But what could I do. I guess Mr Arrogant didn’t upset me anymore as at the beginning.

Jung Min came back with a glass of water and tablets.

-          Here, that should help.

I accepted the gesture and took my tablets. He gave me also a cold cloth and hold it to my head, like the time when I was sick.

-          Thanks – I whispered.

-          Well I need to make myself human again. We have schedule today.

I was in the room alone again. I was considering spending there whole day. After a while one by one, members started checking on me. I was fine with them seeing me like that till Hyun Joong didn’t come in. Somehow I didn’t want to see me so bad. I wanted to look pretty. I covered my head under the covers.

-          What are you doing?

He came further and with one pull took the covers of me.

-          You have been a little forward towards Jung Min last night….

Well ok I did pull him on the bed but nothing happened, right?

-          Nothing happened  - I responded.

-          Really?  - he eyed me.- What about the kiss?

What was he all about there was no kiss. Jung Min would told me… And it’s not like I remember anything.

-          I didn’t kiss him – I said totally unsure of myself.

-          You did. I have seen it – What was he talking about – You don’t remember? I thought dongsaeng would tell you.

-          He told me I pulled him on bed and fell asleep.

-          What about that moment when you kissed him straight after you pulled him on bed? You told him how cute he looks and you planted quite y kiss on his lips.

He was joking, he was joking – I was mentally slapping myself.

-          Very funny – I said .

-          I have seen it. I was staying at the door.

His face was serious. I still couldn’t recall anything at all. But he wouldn’t told so cruel joke right? I was embarrassed, sad, ashamed and tearful. I kissed Jung Min, I don’t remember that and for worse, guys I liked had seen it all. I was cursed or something. I turned around showing Leader my back. But why Jung Min didn’t say anything? Why he kept it to himself?

-          I guess I will leave you alone – he said.

I was confused, shocked at my ow actions. I will never drink again. But what should I do with mr arrogant? How will I look into his eyes now, after I kissed him. Maybe I should pretend I don’t know anything. It will be easier.

I waited till the voices in the dorm quiet down and left to the bathroom. Then I cleaned all house while boys were out. Cleaning always took the stress away. After that I decided to take a walk. This time I checked three times if I have my wallet and mobile. I noticed a green envelope on the table. It reminded me little girl. Idea popped in my head. I took the letter and left dorms. I needed to clear my head. I double checked if anyone fallowing me, then I took a taxi  and asked the driver to drop me in town so I can buy some things before my visit in the hospital.