_{A Heart Divided}

^{_________________________________________♦ Chapter 7 ♦____________________________________________________________________________________________________________} 

           It was as if all the blood in my face had rushed out, leaving me like a person who just died, cold and empty. My heart was pumping hard and fast. His words caused me pain. I just couldn't believe what he just said. He's my best friend.....why won't he help me? I look at Onew's eyes, filled with anger, but for some reason I saw some sadness.....why did he look sad? Why was he even mad? I don't get it.

“But....why not?”

“Because he's a player”

“What?! No he's not!” I start getting louder, “You even said he was a good guy!”

“You've seen him!! The way he is with all the girls! Sure he’s a good guy, but he doesn’t have the right motives when it comes to girls!!"

I’m frustrated.

“What the hell does that even mean!!!? And he's just being nice to them!"

“NO! HE’S TOYING WITH THEM!!!!” His voice echoed through the empty and soundless street.

Ugggg!!! Onew is getting me so mad!

“Fine! Forget it! I'll get one of my other friends to help me!”

“HA!  Another friend!? What friend!? You only have me!” He says while pounding his chest with his hand.

“I have other friends OK!!!!” Who does he think he is!?

“Oh really? Ok then tell me their names.”

             Crap! I actually don't have any other friends, I've only been by Onew's side since we first met, he’s the only person I have ever been comfortable with, so no, I never bothered making friends with anyone else. Why did I say that I had friends without thinking! Pabo, so I lie and just randomly say the names of girls I last talked to.

“There's.....Tiffany! She sits next to me in art class and Rachael who I partner up with in gym!”

“HA!!  You mean those s that are always throwing themselves on top of Jonghyun!? Yea go ahead! Ask them for help! Tell me how that works out for you.”

“FORGET I EVEN ASKED!! I don't need anyone's help! I'll do this on my own then!”

I was so mad, I couldn’t look at him any more. I gave my back to Onew and started waking away.