TOP's POV

 

Few days later, my little sister will turn to 20. It's too bad that I can't see her and celebrate this special day. Her birthday always give me happiness and sadness. I'm happy because my little girl is already become a lady but I'm afraid I'll lose her too fast. I promised her to always be there, accompanied her through all of the painful medication.  But what am I doing right now? I'm here, in Korea. Living my dream, since she's still in LA and faced her illness alone. I felt very sorry for left her but I knew Kevin can take care of her. I miss her so much. I believed this would be hard for her to forgive me.

 

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This morning, me and my group member, BIGBANG just arrived from Japan. The manager gave us time for rest until afternoon and we've to come back for recording in YG Building. I'm so tired but this is my job. That afternoon, we arrived at YG building.

 

'It's 3.30 pm, we have meeting with YG hyung and he wants us to go to the club tonight.'  Manager hyung said.

 

'Hyung, I'm hungry. Let's go to cafetaria' Seungri said. He's the maknae in the group and he said with his puppy face.

 

'Okay, we'll go there.' Jiyong said. He always couldn't refused what the maknae wants. After that we heading to cafetaria for got some snacks. 4.30 pm we  went out from cafetaria and manager hyung told us to wait for him before heading to the club, so we just stood up at the main door while waiting for him.

 

'TOP hyung, since YG hyung wants to meet us at his club, lets go party tonight!' Maknae said again, asked to me.

 

'Yah, I'm tired' I said.

 

'Aigoo, please hyung plea- OMO!' He shouted when somebody hugged my back all of sudden and made all of us shocked.

 

'Oppa..Oppa.. You are my Oppa right?' She said.

 

After heard the voice, my mind went blank. I can't think anything and I found my self tearing up.

 

'Rei..?' I didn't believe my little sister is here.

 

'Oppa..' She said again and I could felt she loose her hugged after that she fainted.

 

'OMO! Rei! I shouted and hugged her.

 

'HYUNG! SHE'S FAINT' my dongsaengs kept shouting.

 

I scooped her and rushed to the hospital. The boys get along since they can't leave me alone. We arrived at the hospital and the nurses brought her to the emergency room and we were waiting outside. Jiyong was talked to manager hyung on the phone and explained our condition.

 

'Hyung, manager hyung would talk to you' Jiyong said while gave me his phone.

 

'Hyung, yeah I'm sorry. We're in the hospital. I will explain later. Yeah. Thank you Hyung. She's my little sister.'

 

I gave back the phone to Jiyong and my mind went blank again. I didn't have any idea why she's here.

 

'Hyung, can you kindly explain to us what happened?' Jiyong asked and I just stared blankly to my members. I only thinking about my sister now. If her life was in danger, I wouldn't forgive my self forever.

 

'Jiyong, let's talk again later. I don't think TOP hyung can explain to us now.' Youngbae said and all of them nodded while rubbed my back. My body was trembling and I couldn't think straight. God please save my sister!

 

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TOP's POV

 

I knew that she' s suffered after I left her, but I didn't think it would be this harmful. The doctor called me after she's fell asleep.

 

'Seunghyun, your sister are under strict medication, right?' He asked.

 

'I do think so, doc. I dont have any idea though why is she here.' i answered.

 

'Well, this long journey really made a huge impact for her and I can say that she's even risked her life. I want her to continue check up every week after she releases from the hospital, and I warn you  not to make her tired and stress because I'm scared she can't handle it.' The doctor explained.

 

'Yes, I understand doc. Mm doc, may I ask you?' I asked.

 

'Yes, go on.' He said.

 

'Is there any hope for my sister? I mean, is there any chance for her to be cured?' I asked him although I knew the answer already.

 

'Seunghyun, the only chance that she have, is to get transplant organ for her heart, but it is really hard to get. Practically, her chance is too small. I dont want to give you a too highly hope but I and my team here will always do the best for her.' he answered and I can feel my eyes are tearing up.

 

'I understand.Thank you very much doc.'  I said and went out from the doctor's room and got back to Rei's room. Outside the room, I sat down on the bench and cried. She's so fragile now and it's because of me.

 

'Hyung' I heard Jiyong said and felt hands patted my shoulder. The boys were here already.

 

'Hyung, we brought you clothes and food.' seungri said and smile widely. I wiped my tears and smiled to them.

 

'Waa thank you dongsaengs.' I said and patted his head.

 

'Hyung, what happened?' Daesung asked me. I was about to answered him when Rei shouted.

 

'OPPA! OPPA!'

 

'OMO! Is that Rei?' Youngbae said and all of us hurriedly ran to her room. When we opened the door, her room was already messed up that she even picked out her IV!

 

'OMO! Rei!' I shouted and hugged her.

 

'Its fine. Oppa is here. Calm down.' I said and scooped her.

'I thought you left me again.' She said. My heart felt like stabbed when heard she said that. She's being like this because of me. Because of my stubborness. I put her on the bed and drifted her off to sleep.

 

After she fell asleep, I sat on the couch with the boys. 'Sorry guys.' i said.

 

'No need hyung. We understand at all. Anyway, YG hyung gives you two days off for take care of your sister here.' Jiyong said. And suddenly I felt very sorry for my boss.

 

'I understand. I will call him later' I said. I went to take a bath for a while and we ate the food that Seungri brought together.

 

'Oppa..' Rei sobbed and I stood up to check on her. She's still sleeping but I can see tears dropped and she sobbed again.

 

'Nightmare, huh?' I her hair and kissed her forehead. I think i do the right things because after that she calmed down and back to her sleep.

 

'How's her now, hyung?' Jiyong asked.

 

'Well, according to doctor, her condition is stable now but she must totally rest and no stress and she has to check up every week.' I answered.

 

'But hyung, what's  Rei's illness?' Seungri asked me.

 

I forgot that they were so clueless about my sister condition. I was used to told them about her but I didnt tell about her illness. So I explained her illness to them and from their stared I can say that they shocked too.

 

'Omo, our Rei  is really pity. This must be hard for her.' Youngbae said.

 

'Yeah, and her condition is getting worse day by day since I left LA.' I sighed.

 

'Don't worry, hyung. We will take care of her too. You can count on us.' Jiyong said.

 

I smiled for his words and said 'Thank you guys. I owe you all a lot'

 

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GD's POV

 

Her condition was in very bad shape. I didnt know how she could through this condition for a very long time. I salute her brave. She must be loved her Oppa so much. I promise I will help TOP hyung to take care of her. She's become part of us already.