http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpXZnyy8vrs

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Entering your silent and dark apartment, L's words rang in your head, "I don't expect you to be able to forget him anytime soon but...wouldn't it be a bit easier if you had someone by your side to catch your tears?"

Exhaling heavily, "I'm not sure if I'll ever be ready to have someone by my side..."

Feelings of guilt and sadness washed over you, "I'm sorry MyungSoo oppa..."

Not having an appetite, you washed and went to bed.

After closing your eyes and falling into a restless slumber, you tossed and turned until you heard a voice call your name, "________-ah."

When you opened your eyes, you were surrounded by clouds and wearing a white sweater, *Where am I?*

"_________-ah."

Turning to see who had called your name, your eyes widened, "WonHo...oppa?"

Nodding, "Ahnyeong."

Running to him and wrapping your arms around him, you buried your face in his chest, "Oppa...I missed you."

Cupping your face, "I missed you too.."

"Why..how..are you here? Where am I?"

Shin shook his head and smiled, "That's not really important...I had to ask for a special favor so I could talk to you."

Tilting your head in confusion, "Me? About what?"

Shin hesitated before speaking, "_________-ah...you know I want you to be happy...right?"

You nodded slowly.

"Then...I need you to..move on."

Your eyes widened while your body grew rigid, "W-what?"

Shin sighed, "You have your life ahead of you. With a husband, a job and a lot more...you can't really live if I'm chaining you down...that's the least thing I want _________-ah. I want you to be happy and have a family, get married, live to the best of your ability..and then when it's time, I'll be right here waiting for you."

Tears blurred your vision, "But...I can't. It's hard."

Shin held you close to him and your hair, "Give L a chance...he'll love you the way you should be loved. You and L both deserve this."

You stuttered, "But..what if I forget you?"

Shin gave you a gentle smile, "I won't mind it too much. If it means you're happy."

Your voice cracked, "Are YOU happy?"

He nodded slowly, "Mhmm. I can watch you and protect you from up here, I can see all the people I love and care about...but I'd be happier if you were genuinely happy too, promise me you'll be happy?"

You closed your eyes and nodded, afraid you'd cry if you spoke.

"That's my girl.."

Placing a soft kiss on your forehead, Shin murmered, "Saranghae..always have, always will."

You whispered, "I love you too..."

You panicked when he slowly began fading, "O-oppa?!"

"Be happy..."