The problem seem like settle but it wasn’t ….hee sun said she will make sure jiyong regret about this…what she will do? If she shows those things to media, it will sure affected big bang and jiyong… I look at jiyong who so concentrate while applying the medicine for me… how could I make him suffer? And the boys… they treat me as their family…I couldn’t do this to them…I couldn’t be so selfish! I should do something… I sighed when I think of it

“what you thinking?” jiyong asked while closing the first aid box

“nothing!” I shake my head and smiled

“these days you sighed a lot!” jiyong walked away for keeping the first aid box….i know there is no way could make jiyong break up with me…I touched my tummy and if he knew we are having own baby…he will never let me go…but if he do, hee sun will be pissed off…nobody knows what she will do as revenge…if the news revealed that jiyong and me were lying, how would the society react? And how would the fans react? Will they against him? I couldn’t think no more….

At night…

Jiyong was sitting on the sofa and watching TV while I was cleaning up the plates…

“yeobo, come sit here!” he requested while he saw I finished clean up

I sit down and his arms immediately placed on my shoulder …after a few minutes silence , I finally break it with “oppa, do you think we should let YG know?”

“hmm” he agreed without looking at me

“hee sun unnie…” before I said something, he kissed my lips and said “don’t worry! I will settle it!” then he continue watching TV

Actually even jiyong confess to YG that he was lying, there isn’t better way to solve this problem than having someone coming out for the blame… I hugged jiyong’s waist tight and lay my head on his chest “saranghae, oppa!”

“oh~ omo, my yeobo is so sweet!!” he kissed my forehead and said “I love you too!”

After jiyong fall asleep, I get myself up…leaving his room and start packing my dress in my room… I recorded video and burn it on the CD…I placed one on jiyong’s room…

I walked out to the kitchen…I could saw the image of how jiyong hugged me when I was preparing breakfast every morning…

I could saw how he stealing food while the dinner is prepared…I walked out to the living room…it seem like another video in my mind play on…

I saw how we used to watch football together…

I saw those boys teasing each other in front of me… how cheerful when they playing game…

Flashback

“noona, you see hyung!!” seungri complaining after jiyong grab his chance to play with youngbae

I smiled

“ashhh, this maknae!” jiyong run towards him and hit on his head….seungri chase after jiyong for revenge…

“I will help you!” youngbae said to me, I nodded and smiled

“I want ice-cream! Is mine” top pouted said

“no you have a lot already, hyung!” daesung grab the ice cream from top and said

End of flash back….

The room back to cold and lonely… I have to leave for their sake… my tears rolling down…even its hard, I still have to leave… I grabbed my luggage…leave the keys on the table and leave the room

“J, you have to be strong!!” I keep remind myself while leaving the apartment