I ran into JiYong’s room and saw his laptop on…the pictures of mine on internet….all of my pictures…must be geunsuk’s father did it….must because he couldn’t find me so he do this as revenge…I feel weak on my knees and tears burst out unstoppable….all of the boys ran into JiYong’s room and tried to have a look what happen next especially seungri…but JiYong came in the room first and locked the door…

he immediately turn off the laptop and drag me into his arms and let me cry as hard as I could….i totally break down this time…I couldn’t comfort myself its going to be alright anymore…cause nothing turn out right….An hours passed, JiYong just hugged me till I stop crying…he didn’t ask what, why or how this happen…he just quietly let me release my emotion…

I push him away from me and wiped my tears “I’m fine and sorry that I giving you troubles again!”

“you know I never care about the troubles…I just..” I looked at him and he paused

“I think I should make this clear …I should face my problem!” I walked out from the room and seeing those boys looking at me with curious look

“guys, I have something to say!” I explained what happen to me in the past and why will have those pictures…instead of looking down on me, they look pitying me but I feel so embarrassed to stay here anymore. So I stand up and take a bow

“I’m sorry that I lied! I’m sorry that I caused troubles to you all!” when I bow and apologizing my tears just can’t help and rolling out even I wiped it over and over.  I take a deep breath and walked to JiYong and take a bow “I will return you the money as soon as possible and I think I have to quit! Thanks for taking care of me for so long…”

When I turn back trying to leave, he grabbed my hand and said “who said you could leave? You forget our promise? I don’t want your money, you’re my worker now! You can’t quit unless I allowed! Now you still my worker!”

“but JiYong ah~ the pictures over the net and they mention that I’m your worker, your lover…even big bang’s secret toy friend…” I feel embarrassed when mention the word they used in the news…I keep my eyes look down when talking with him because I feel so sorry for them…if wasn’t me, big bang won’t get into this trouble…

“hyung~ call YG see whether we could sue them for that!” JiYong said to Daesung and he do as JiYong said without second thoughts

“Are you all scare of scandals and troubles?” JiYong asked the rest of the boys…

“Scandals?? What’s that?? Bring it on!” TOP said it energetically

“that only make us more famous! Noona, don’t worry we have a lot of strength to handle this!” seungri released his arms on my shoulder and look at me

YoungBae came to me and take seungri hand off me“ cut that off, maknae!you’re the one who freak out!” then turn to me and said “don’t worry, J! we could handle it!! It’s just a small matter!”

“nope I’m not!! I just…just” seungri tried to cover and make me smile a bit with his cute expression

“look! We ain’t scare about this! Are you scare?” JiYong walked toward me and make me look at him straight

“remember! You’re not alone anymore! We will never leave you alone anymore, you’re part of our family!” JiYong said “we are big….”

all of the boys including Daesung who just ended the call, all of them walked next to JiYong and said “BANG!”

my tears rolling down again “don’t cry!!” Daesung wiped my tears and sing his song

Even if you are crying

No different jilgeot

You said even if you are crying,

nothing will change.

Now if you are not

No different jilgeot

You said even if you are gone,

nothing will change.

But why you are you crying?

Finally, close your eyes Do you like

But why are you crying?

Why are you closing your eyes as if this was the end?

Laugh Now, it’s the last twelve

Everything is in the past, now smile.

Even though it left many people this song forever you at the Formal (will be together)

I leave it to all the guys still standing here, I’ll be right beside you

Baby don’t cry baby don’t cry baby don’t cry

Someday I’ll shine, give me your smile

Baby don’t cry baby don’t cry baby don’t cry

For one more day just give me your smile

TOP joined the singing

A desolate day, I receive a letter

Your circumstances make me tear

If my voice brightens your world

Farther and farther, I'll shout

Nananana Nananana Do you hear my heavy heart

Friend wipe your tears, I think you're prettier when you smile

He smiled at me when he sing at this part and wiped my tear again….

Sorry I'm sorry, Oh my God

TOP having the guilty look again when he sing this part…I guess he is sorry for putting me through what’s happen just now…I smiled to him as if telling him it’s okay ….it is never your fault

Then YoungBae , Daesung and Seungri started singing

Even though it left many people this song forever you at the Formal (will be together)

I leave it to all the guys still standing here, I’ll be right beside you

Baby don’t cry baby don’t cry baby don’t cry

Someday I’ll shine, give me your smile

Baby don’t cry baby don’t cry baby don’t cry

For one more day just give me your smile

JiYong start rapping

Baby don't cry, You stand vacantly alone

Don't worry, It may be lonely but you're not the only one

Look beside you, you're not alone

TOP wiped his own tears and rapped alone with JiYong

Life is funny, It's a delicate play with fire

Playful obstacles are life's restraints, Everything is for your heart's resolution so

Keep your head up

Baby don't cry, You stand vacantly alone

Don't worry, It may be lonely but you're not the only one

Look beside you, you're not alone

I’m so thankful that this time I have them with me… these guys not only singing but I could feel the sincerely concern from them…some people said when God take something away from you, he will give you back other things as return…I believe it….they barely know me but they never leave me behind even there are problem turn out….i smiled when saw them singing happily…they all give me a big hug after the singing

“Thanks!! Thanks a lot!” my eyes turn watery again

“oh baby don’t cry baby don’t cry a~~” Youngbae walked near to me and said “it’s 5 in the morning, we are so hungry don’t cry or not we have to sing again….”

“can we grab some breakfast instead?” daesung suggested

“OK!let’s go!” Seungri grab my hand and rushing out the house….

“Maknae!!!” JiYong, YoungBae , Daesung and Top screamed at him…seungri let go off my hands and four of them come to me

JiYong holding my hand and walked into the lift and left seungri who pouted locked up the door…