After 1 and half month….

In the morning, I woke up earlier...again another day without JiYong cause he went to Bangkok for the concert purpose…I hesitate and get myself dress up… bring the ipod and my cap…I went to the garden nearby our house for jogging…

During jogging, I passed by a family…I slower down my step… a cute little boy run infront of his parents

“Justin, be careful!” the mother said

The boy heard what his mother said and slower down… he turn around and run back to his mother “mama!!” what an adorable voice he have…I smiled when I saw he hugged his mother

Is so warm and sweet… when the little boy realized, I stop and smile at him…he walk towards me and pulled my pants slight “mama!!”

I smiled as he called me ‘mama!’ I bet he just learned how to speak and he only know how to say mama…I bend down and touching his head “hi, little one!! How are you?”

His father quickly come to hug the boy up “I’m sorry for my boy to bothering you!”

I shaked my head and smile “ani, he is so cute!!”

“mama!!” the little boy pointed at his mother who walk closer to us….he wanted his mother to hug him and so his father passed him to the mother

“thanks!you’re here alone?” the mother said with a smile

“yeah!” my eyes still kind of glued at the little boy

“we always come here for walk…but never saw you frequently?”  the father said

“I’m not used to come here…normally I will do my work out on the gym room with my boyfriend! but today he is not around, so I decided to come out for some fresh air…” I explained

“look like you like children a lot!” the mother said

“yes I do!” I touching the little boy as he tried to hold my hand

“you should get one! I think you will be a great mother!” the mother said with another warm smile

I look down and smiled…

“dear, we gotta go! Time for breakfast with umma” the father said

“mian, we gotta go!” the mother said

“Justin, quickly said bye bye to noona!” the father hold justin’s little hand and show the waving moves

While they leaving, Justin turn back and give me a smile… is so sweet and warm…I wish me and jiyong could start our family like they do…while I plan to continue my jogging, someone pat on my shoulder….i turn back…is hee sun

“oh~unnie?” I was shocked to see her

“why you’re so scare? You did something bad?”

“anniyo!” I give out a smile “why are you here, unnie?”

“I’m here for you!”

“me?”

She pulled me to a side...she grabbed my arms so tight and it hurting me“ unnie, it hurt!” then she let go

But suddenly she slapped me “hurt? Now this is hurt!” she turn a bunch of pictures and papers on my face…I never understand why she hate me so much… I pick up those pictures and papers…I was shocked…is those picture that been posted before…and those papers are…

“this…this…” I was chocked…

“this is the proven that you cheating on Jiyong!”

“how you get this?”

“you don’t need know! All you have to know is now I know those pictures are real! I know you don’t even pregnant! You liar!” she gives a punch on my stomach…

“ocuuh” I scream in pain “I… I can explain”

“now I give you two choices…one is leaving jiyong or I will tell the truth!and you got nothing from him!” she said it with threaten voice…she come closer to me and I was scare…so I take a back step and I fall down…but her fierce scary eyes still stare at me

She took out some pictures, which snapped I dance in the club on that night, along with a medical certificate that proven I’m not pregnant…she threw it on my face “now tell me, will a pregnant women will able to dance like this?will your tummy that flat???”

I quickly grabbed the pictures and certificate that fall on the floor…but then hee sun step on my hand while I tried to grab with her high heels “ocuuhh!!”

“think twice when you touch my man!” she said and leave

Her man? Who is her man? JiYong? She love jiyong too? What I’m supposed to do? If this news break out, it will sure affected bigbang…my mind was fully of doubts and wondering….i wiped my tears and groaned with the pain…I stand up with one hand cover on my stomach…. I feel dizzy after all…