I drive to hospital and rush to J’s room…

She fall asleep and as I walk closer to her bed… she woke up “I’m sorry! Did I wake you up?” I asked

“no! not at all” she get up and smile

“why you always smiling? ” I feel hurt by seeing the wound on her… my eyes just staring at those black blue…she noticed and she just pulled her sleeve down to cover it

I grabbed her hand and stopping her from doing that “don’t do that!!” my heart feel broken when all she trying do is make me feel better

I look down and hoping she won’t see my tears… she lift my chin up and cupped my face again “I’m smiling because I could see you again! I miss you so much !!”

She does feel that? She miss me? She feels happy just because she could see me? Is that possible she have feeling with me also? I already decided… I take a deep breath in and

“will you be my girlfriend?” I asked

“wae?” she look kind of shock and confuse

“I’m….I’m asking… Will. You. Be. My. Girlfriend?”  I held her hand up and said…

she keep slience…so I continue “I know this could be sound strange for you! But I feel for you since the day I met you! I love you, J! I don’t want to wait another single second anymore… I want you to be mine…”

“JiYong ah~ I…” she avoided my eyes

“I know you needs time! I could wait! Just give me the chance to protect you!”

“you know about my past! I’m not the girl you should bring along!” she take off her hand from mine

“I don’t care!  The one I love is you! Is just that simple!” she keep quiet again “you love me too, don’t you? I could see it on that day! You sacrifice yourself for me…every little things you do for me is love!” I grab her hand in mine again

“I just don’t want to burden/ get you in troubles!! If that day is another person, I will do the same!” she looking away

“I don’t buy that!” I yelled and let go off her hand

“then what you buy?” her teary eyes looking at me

I was so angry and walked out from the room

J’s POV

“Mian, JiYong!” I whisper as he walked away… I cried badly after that… I could not be so selfish to accept his love now…if he keep staying with me, geunsuk won’t let him go easily…for his sake, I have to broke his heart…

I pick up my phone and called Daesung “hello?”

“oh J ah~ how you feeling?” daesung said

“could you please take care of JiYong now?” I said with chocking voice

“are you crying? What happen? I come to you now!”

“no no!I’m alright! Please take care of JiYong!” I explained the whole situation to daesung and telling him why I have to do so….

“ah~ Arraso! I will take care of hyung! Don’t worry! Stop crying!”

“nae!” we ended the call

Daesung’s POV

I went down to the club, we used to be… I saw JiYong drank alone in the VIP room…

he was drank badly…as he saw me, he hugged me and cry

“she don’t love me!J don’t love me!” jiYong said

“don’t be like this, hyung!” I tried to help him stand straight

“tell me why?! What did I done wrong??” he cried as he sit down on the sofa… he grab another bottle of wine and drink

I grabbed from him “enough,hyung! You drink too much!! Let’s go home!!”

“home? I have no home!” he grab the wine from me and drink it “home is where the heart is…heart is where she is… ” he fall asleep after the talk

“no wonder J asked me to take care of you! Do you know she is suffering too? What a pity couple? Love each other but cannot get together!” i said softly besides him