It’s entirely my fault…

Why didn’t I stop them?

Why didn’t I try and save Shindong?

What kind of leader abandons their team?

What kind of brother leaves his dongsaengs to run off and get killed?

“Leeteuk!”

“Teukie come on we have to go…”

“Snap out of it!”

Leeteuk finally returned back from his clouded thoughts to see a hand waving in front of his face, his eyes were burning from staying open too long and it seemed he hadn’t took a breath for a while, he took a deep breath in and as he let it out he could feel and hear his breath shaking.

“Teukie… we have to leave, we cant stay here, they might see us.” Siwon whispered into Leeteuk's ear, his voice was soft and comforting allowing a little bit more space for Leeteuk to think, he nodded and slowly shut the door. ‘Mianhae Shindong. Mianhae Kangin.’ Leeteuk bowed his head as he shut the door quietly but quickly.

He turn around and looked at the rest of his dongsaengs, the only one not crying was Kyuhyun instead he was hugging Sungmin who was weeping in his arms, Donghae had given in and now their positions had switched, Eunhyuk was the one comforting Donghae now, Siwon was hugging Leeteuk from behind whispering comforting advise in his ear whilst Ryeowook was on his knees crying into Yesungs arms, the latter was also crying whilst hugging his Wookie.

As soon as Leeteuk had shut the fire exit door completely and confirmed that the zombies hadn’t noticed them he got out his mobile and allowed some light beam through out the dark staircase, he looked at the phone and just as he thought, no signal. “Okay…” Leeteuk started, getting everyone’s attention “W-we can't stay here… l-lets go back to the dorm and figure something out and try to find out what is going on…” Leeteuk looked at everyone and walked past so he was at the front, leading everyone back up.

When everyone had got back up to the 11th floor, Leeteuk unlocked the door and walked straight in to the front room not bothering taking his shoes off, as soon as he got in to the middle of the room he broke down, everything in the room reminded him of the two brothers he had just lost.

“Leeteuk?!” Eunhyuk was the next person to enter the dorm and the first thing he saw was Leeteuk laying on the floor curled up into a ball with his head in his hands and his knees up to his chest, Eunhyuk ran over to him and tried to get him to sit up or even move but he refused, Eunhyuk didn’t know what to do, the sudden worry towards the distraught leader had almost made him forget about what just happened but then he suddenly saw the canvas that was hanging up on the wall.

The canvas hanging up was A2 in size and the content was all of the Super Junior member, all 15, together, happy and safe, Eunhyuk was also about to break down when he saw Shindong and Kangin in the picture both of them had arms around one another with huge grins on their faces and then he saw Hangeng, Kibum, Heechul, Henry and Zhoumi and the thought of them never meeting again was too much.

Donghae was the next to come in accompanied by Kyuhyun who was helping Sungmin in, one of Sungmins arms around Kyuhyun's shoulders and the other around Donghae's.

Donghae saw Leeteuk curled up on the floor and Eunhyuk kneeling next to him staring at the canvas with tears streaming down his eyes, Donghae looked at Ky