“How are you feeling Wookie?” Leeteuk asked looking at Ryeowook who was sitting up against the wall and his head rested on Yesungs shoulder and smiling as everyone was crowded round in a circle, Eunhyuk and Donghae were snuggled together and to their right was Kyuhyun and Sungmin next to them was Leeteuk and Siwon and then Ryeowook and Yesung, all of them together and talking for once in what seemed a life time.

“I’m ok, it still hurts a lot but I guess that’s to be expected” Ryeowook let out a little giggle and everyone smiled, glad to see he was back to being his old self “How about you Kyuhyun? How are you feeling” Kyuhyun looked at Ryeowook and then looked up in thought

“Hmm… I’m… Bored” Everyone frowned but giggled slightly confused with the maknaes response Kyuhyun looked at everyone, smirked and then sighed, “I miss starcraft! I was so close to becoming the worlds top high scorer” Kyuhyun frowned and for a few seconds, it was quiet until everyone burst out in to laughter, Kyuhyun also couldn’t help but laugh

“It’s a zombie apocalypse and you are still thinking about starcraft?” Sungmin laughed and hugged Kyuhyun from behind.

“So since we are on the subject, everyone say what you miss the most,” Leeteuk said looking at all his Dongsaengs

“I’ll go first” Sungmin volunteered, he looked around at everyone one by one “I miss our dorm and the life style we lived, it was busy and hectic but I loved it and all our fans that would find us and walk up all shy and nervous just for us to sign something” Sungmin giggled at the memory, he then looked at Kyuhyun

“Well… I miss starcraft and my electronics like phone and Xbox” Everyone smirked a little and waited to see if Kyuhyun had any more to say “I also miss my hyungs…” at that moment everyone’s hearts sunk, the memory of Shindong and Kangin reminisced through out the church as it all went silent.

“I pray that our fellow brothers Shin dong Hee and Kim Young Woon are in a better place, Amen” Siwon had his hands together and his head down, everyone around him looked at him with happy eyes but sad smiles and pressed their hands together as well “Amen” Everyone but Kyuhyun repeated and raised their heads,

“I miss the internet and my magazines” Eunhyuk spoke up to change the cold atmosphere, everyone looked at him trying to hold in their laughs

“Ya!” Donghae hit him and pouted, “You should be happy, there may not be any more you can look at but you still have me” Eunhyuk smirked at Donghae

“Your right Mianhae” Eunhyuk smiled but had other things on his mind, Donghae shook his head and rolled his eyes,

“What about you Wookie?” Donghae asked avoiding Eunhyuks gaze, Ryeowook looked at Donghae and then to the floor.

“I miss a lot of things” Ryeowook looked back up and held his giraffe pendent and looked at Kyuhyun “I miss my hyungs” He looked at Sungmin “I miss our old life style” He then looked at Eunhyuk and Donghae “I also miss that stuff too” Ryeowook and Yesung both blushed softly but he continued “I miss the old world and the way life went, all the ELF’s, the fans and Singing… But most of all I miss my family” Ryeowook smiled as the images of his family popped in to his head, a tear rolled down his cheek from the memories and every one else could feel his pain, they all had people that they missed and would never know if they were ok or not.

“I know everyone must be upset, but please try and think of happy thoughts, because…” Leeteuk sniffed trying to keep in his tears “b-because you could go in to a depression and I personally don’t want to loose anyone else” Every one nodded in agreement. It went silent for a while until Eunhyuk brought up a delicate subject “Hae?”

“Yeh?” Donghae looked at Eunhyuk

“I-I know it’s a bit late to ask and its not a happy thought but…” Eunhyuk looked at Sungmin and then back to Donghae “I didn’t hear the name when we were outside… I hate to bring this up but my curiosity is eating me up” Eunhyuk looked down, he knew that no one would want to talk about it but he felt like people should know.

Donghae place his arm around Eunhyuk and whispered the name in to his ear, Eunhyuk then lowered his head further and pulled his knees to his chest “Such a pretty name…” He murmured to himself, Leeteuk looked to Eunhyuk for an explanation and Eunhyuk could see Leeteuk wanted to know,

“Well we…” Eunhyuk looked to both Donghae and Sungmin for permission to talk about it, the both nodded and Eunhyuk continued “You had 4 walkers banging at the doors so Donghae and I killed them but…”

“But?” Leeteuk said getting desperate to know

“There was a little girl walker and we couldn’t kill her… eventually she got closer and closer and she would have gotten us if it wasn’t for Sungmin” Everyone follow Eunhyuks gaze to Sungmin who was on the verge of crying again “Sungmin saved us but just before he did Donghae looked at the name tag on the girls uniform, she had gone to the school that is next door”

“I hate myself for having to shoot a little girl but… but” Sungmin started to break down and Kyuhyun held him, Donghae got up and also held him, patting his head with one hand and brushing his back with another, he then looked at Leeteuk with a sad smile “Her name was… Suki Hara”

At that moment Leeteuks eyes widened and then glanced at Siwon and tears started to fall, Siwon sighed and looked at Donghae “We know that name” he then put an arm around Leeteuk.

Donghae, Eunhyuk and Sungmin all looked at Siwon in confusion, Siwon then looked at Leeteuk and nodded “Show them, now is the time” Leeteuk looked in to Siwons eyes and nodded reaching in to his coat pocket, every one watched as he pulled out a sheet of A4 paper and unfolded it to reveal a picture, everyone looked at the pictur