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The MisfitsHana was packing things as someone knocked her at her door. Lay peeked in, a smile on his face. Kai had told him what had happened, and he was a bit worried about her, but it seemed like Hana was completely okay. “Are you okay?” He asked though, and Hana flashed him a small smile, although it couldn't cover the sad glimpse in her eyes. “Yeah, I am fine. I will get through it... I have to,”
Lay admired strong women and even though Hana didn't look like it, she was indeed very strong. Maybe not physically, but every other people would have broke under the heavy mental pressure. “I am finished,” with a nearly resolute move, Hana closed her backpack and pulled it onto her lap. “Lay, are you guys always like that? Going from place to place?”
Something in her voice told him that Luhan has told her something, or at least adumbrated something that Hana shouldn't know yet. With a sigh, he closed the door behind him and sat down next to her. “That's our life, Hana. We don't have a home, no place where we can return to. We are just Misfits and since we are Vampire, it just adds more weight to that. Who do you think would accept us if they know what we are?”
Again, her father's words rang in her mind; a warning which could cause a witch hunt on Vampires. “See, no one. They would try to kill us, and you can be very sure that we don't have any desire to die. At least, not yet.” Hana felt incredibly guilty for everything she ever had thought of Vampires, now that she was a Vampire as well. “You want to die?” The question came over her lips before she could take it back. “Sooner or later for sure,”
His words were so neutral, and he spoke them with such a nonchalant tone that Hana couldn't hold her expression anymore. “Don't make that kind of face. I said that we don't want to die yet, right?” Lay ruffled Hana's hair with a smile, but she froze under his touch. “But... but...” She didn't know how to word the question, but she didn't have to since Lay already knew what she was trying to ask him.
“Hana, we have already seen so many bad things. Things you can never probably imagine. A normal human probably would have committed suicide already, but we are not humans.” The more he talked, the monotone his voice became; and the more Hana started to want to know more about them. “And Luhan?” Lay knew that this question would come, and he patted her head again. “If there is any
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