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PAUBAYA
I've placed Giselle’s jacket inside the paper bag in a hurry. Idadaan ko na din sa workplace niya with the umbrella I borrowed last time. I always forgot to return them sa kanya since she didn’t look for them naman.
I’m on my way to see my Dad.
Unfortunately, the situation got worse.
My dad left the house weeks ago that left our whole family and company in chaos.
My sister unwillingly took over since the board of directors was in clamour.
We were almost certain that he went to his other woman.
My mom had his mistress investigated and she was informed the woman was also nowhere to be found.
My mom is preparing herself for the possible divorce.
My sister is furious.
I am mad at my father for putting us into this plight.
I am mad at him for everything.
For cheating, for lying, for being selfish.
Bakit ngayon niya pa naisipan magloko?
So this is how it feels like.
I hate this feeling, because I feel like I don't have the right to feel that way.
There’s a voice inside me saying na I deserved this, na it’s a taste of my own medicine.
There’s a voice inside me saying I am no different from my father.
I shouldn't complain.
The guilt of what I did before comes back like a tornado.
Is that the reason why I am the only one he contacted?
Is he expecting that I’ll show him sympathy?
My head is full of thoughts that I almost slip while descending the stairs.
I let out a stifled grunt and tap the handrail in frustration.
....
I didn’t inform Giselle earlier na dadaan ako since I won’t be long din naman.
She doesn’t mind me giving her a visit unannounced. So I just come by anytime.
She works at
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