Nakakabingi, nakakakaba, nakakaoverwhelm.

Lahat na yata naramdaman ko sa halos tatlong oras na nasa stage ako.

But most of all, masaya ako.

 My heart is full of gratitude and love. I feel so loved.

Seeing my fans, my friends and those important people in my life watched me on stage, had me realized na mahal ko ang ginagawa ko. Na I will continue to show them my best and make them proud.

I can’t ask for more.

I couldn’t help but tear up during my last performance.

Di pa nakatulong yung pagngawa ni Ning during my speech. Napakaiyakin talaga.

I could also see Tita and Tito, Ning’s parents. They’re almost like my foster parents.

Also Jennie and his dad the CEO, and her mom.

My friends, Giselle, my staff, my vocal and dance teachers.

Halos lahat present. All of them are here to show support.

Nakakatouch. Sobra.
 

This night is indeed the most memorable so far para sa akin. It’s ony the first day of the concert tour, but I’m already thrilled.


….


Nagbihis muna ako bago pumunta sa after-dinner party na nasa venue lang din ng concert. Nagpa-catering ang company para sa private event. Andaming pagkain!
 

Binaha ako ng Congratulation greetings as I hug them one by one.

Halos ayaw ako pakawalan ni Ning at mukhang di pa din siya tapos magdrama.

Gaga talaga.

Halos kaladkarin nila Giselle and her parents si Ning palayo sa’kin para malapitan ko pa yung iba sa ibang table.

And here I am sa table ng Gaia.

Tumayo sila at inabot sa akin ang flowers.

Kailangan ako buntutan ng dalawang manager dahil tila umuulan ng bulaklak at gifts ngayong gabi.

Star na star talaga ang feeling ko specifically tonight.

Gaia is actually my seniors. Nakakasabay ko sila during training dati, pero nauna sila magdebut.

I know all of them. Yuna, Ryujin, Chaeryeong and Yeji.

I smile to all of them then my eyes search for Yeji.

She shyly smiles at me. Nakikita ko yung mga makahulugang tingin ng co-members niya.

“Congratulations. Ang galing mo lang kanina.”  Ryujin says.

“Salamat. And thank you again for being my guest tonight.”

“Ayan! Dapat present ka din sa concert namin Min ah.” Ani Chaeryeong.

“Agreed. Guest ka din dapat namin. May utang na loob ka sa’min beshy.” Ryujin adds.

I laugh at the two. They’re still funny as ever.

“Oo naman. I’ll be there. Pero salamat talaga sainyo. The concert was more fun.”

“Alam mo Min, we’re more than happy to be here. Lalo na si Yeji.” Kumindat pa si Yuna sa’kin.

Namula si Yeji at umiwas ng tingin sa’kin. But she has a small smile on her face.

Napangiti din ako. Ang ganda niya talaga.

My heart can’t help but flutter.

Tila nagising ako nang marinig ko ang hagikhik ng tatlo.

Pareho kasi kami ni Yeji na tuliro.

“Sige. Maiwan ko muna kayo. Enjoy the dinner.”

Lahat sila nagwave sa’kin and I take one last look to my ex bago ako lumipat sa ibang table.



Huli kong pinuntahan sila Jennie and her parents.

Nakakaintimidate talaga sila kahit na nga mabait naman si boss at yung wife niya.

Nagcongratulate sila at nagpasalamat sa hard work and dedication ko daw sa trabaho.

After ng batian, bumalik ako sa table nila