Yuri woke up the next day, feeling the heat and being a bit blinded by the sun's morning light, she rubbed her eyes and slowly roll over her bed lying on her back , facing the ceiling, she noticed the thick comforter wrapped around her body.... She stared blankly at the ceiling as the events the night before slowly sink into her mind one after the other

"I had an attack..." she mumbled to herself as a tear started to roll down from her eye, she wiped the tear off and sat up. She looked around her room hoping to find someone is with her there, she was feeling really lonely and empty that all she wanted that moment is somebody's presence, waiting for her to wake up reminding her that she's not alone, and giving her the comfort that she needed the most..... But then, nobody was there, the room was too quiet that it's almost defeaning, and the emptiness she's feeling is just getting bigger and bigger. 

She heaved a deep sigh.... then a realization suddenly hit her, she hurriedly stood up and dashed out of her room she scan every corner of the house from the living room to the kitchen but found no one.... Her hopeful and eager smile suddenly turned into a disappointed frown, her head hung low as she drag herself back in her room

"What's with that frown?" Yuri almost immediately shut her head up upon hearing a  voice ask that question, a smile crept into her face as she saw the person she was hoping to see the moment she opened her eyes now standing in front of her, with his just-got-up-from-bed hair and his gentle yet concerned smile. Yuri just stood in her place frozen just looking straight at Yunho still half convinced that he's really there, that he's still there, that he never left her and that she's not dreaming at all.

Yunho walked towards her "Goodmorning" he smiled and placed his hand over her forehead "Are you okay now? You had fever last night" he asked his voice full of concern, Yuri nodded now believing that she really is not dreaming, Yunho smiled as he caress her cheeks "Good.... come on let's eat" he grab her wrist pulling her towards the kitchen but then, Yuri stopped him causing him to turn and looked at her questioningly

She walked closer to him then wrap her arms around him startling him a bit and causing him to tense up "Thank you so much Oppa.... thank you" she said as she buried her face on his chest, Yunho loosen up and patted her back.. She really felt a great comfort knowing that he's still there, that he never left, thats all that she wanted, someone to be there for her and she couldn't thank him enough for being there, for being that person she needed.

The moment they started eating the usual happy, giddy, bright and hyper Yuri came back like nothing bad happened at all, Yunho was glad that she can smile and laugh again yet he still couldn't help but observe her knowing that she's just building her walls again not letting him see her weak and fragile side..... He wanted to crash that wall yet he knows that now is not the right time.

"Oppa don't you have work today? Changmin Oppa might kill you" Yuri said with full of pancakes

"Yah... you're spitting your food!" he hand her a tissue "And it's sunday there's no work babo!" Yuri just chuckled realising her mistake

"Right..... I almost forgot that since I'm working on sundays" she chuckled after taking a sip from her coffee

 "Don't go to work today" he said almost ordering as he glance up at Yuri who gave him a questioning look

"Why?" 

Yunho sighed seeing that she's ignoring the fact that she just had a major anxiety and asthma attack and that she's totally not well yet she acting as if nothing really happened "Are you really asking me why?" Yuri didn't say anything, she just tilted her head and scrunch her forehead totally clueless, Yunho gave up and heaved another sigh "ju... just don't go" he irritably said

"What?.... Oppa you're not my boss why are you ordering me not to go to work? and be...." she got cut off

"Just listen to me and do what I say okay?.... I already called and informed manager Choi.... do you want me to make an overseas call to Jaejoong?" he's starting to get annoyed and the CEO Jung inside him is starting to act up

"But why?.... I'm perfectly good and.... I don't want to stay at home I want to work" Yuri whined, she knows Yunho is concerned over her but the last thing she wanted to do is to stay home all alone and feel lonely and empty again.

"stop whining just finish your food" he said as he cross his arm looking at her with authority, Yuri just scoffed not really understanding anything. The moment she finish eating Yunho stood up, pulled her from her seat and pushed her to her room "Go get ready... Let's go out I need to buy something" he said as he close the door in front of the bewildered Yuri

The two of them ended up in a mall, Yuri was sitting on a couch waiting for Yunho who's inside the fitting room trying different suits, he had taken her there saying that he needed to buy new suits for his work and that he needed Yuri's opinion, who on the other hand totally had no idea on those kind of things.

Yunho went out of the fitting room wearing an all black suit with just a plain black V-neck tee inside, he brush off the invisible dust from the suit as he look up  "What do you think?"

Yuri almost drop her jaw at how beautiful and perfect Yunho looks like but before she could think of more inappropriate things and before he could notice her she was able to redeem her sanity and swallowed hard "I... I thiink that's nice.... I didn't know suit can be paired with just a tee" she shrugged preventing herself from drooling sa Yunho roll his eyes and smirked "You just don't know anything.... Yuri babo!" he said before turning his back. Yuri scoffed and threw her fist in the air gesturing to hit him

"Where do you want to go next?" Yunho asked.... they are walking to his car carrying six paper bags on his hand while Yuri is happily skidding beside him totally emerged and enjoying the ice cream she's eating. They just finished eating lunch and Yuri asked him to buy him an ice cream in exchange of her accompanying him.

"I was actually planning on visiting the kids, do you want to come with me?" she asked as she stopped walking

"Sure... let's go" Yunho grab her wrist and pulled her towards his car

The moment they arrive at the orphanage Yuri immediately ran towards the kids who are playing in the small play ground they have

"Kids, Anneong!" she happily greeted them and they all ran to her the moment they saw her, she took out the candies she prepared and gave each one of the kids. Yunho watched her happily interact with the kids, a smile unconsciously crept into his face seeing Yuri's smiling face and hearing her one of a kind laugh

He felt someone tugging at his shirt, he looked down and found Jiyeon smiling brightly at him "Omo.... Anneong Jiyeon-ah" he greeted the little girl as he sat down to face her and pinch her chubby cheeks

"Oppa.... did you come with Yullie unnie?" she asked tilting her head at the side, 

Yunho nodded "Yes.... why?"

Jiyeon gestured him to move closer "You like her right?" she whispered to his ears and giggled, Yunho got startled by the sudden statement of the kid but then he nodded, "I knew it" Jiyeon chuckled, then she whispered again "Just tell her Oppa"

Yunho gave her a curious look "should I?" he really doesn't know why he's asking these kind of things to a kid "But i don't know how"

Jiyeon rolled her eyes then palmed her forehead "Aigoo.... why are you asking me I'm just a kid..... just do the kissy kissy thing I saw on the tv" she suggested as she giggle shyly covering , Yunho laughed at the kids cuteness.

Yunho enjoyed playing with the kids that he didn't notice that Yuri is gone, he started looking for her, he walked around the play groud calling her but he didn't find her until he passed by the small chapel in the orphanage and saw her kneeling in one of the chairs, with her hands clasped together in front of her and eyes tightly closed. He slowly walked towards her avoiding creating any sound to not distract her praying, he quietly sat beside her waiting for her to finish, he looked around the chapel realising that it was the first time he entered that chapel ever since he started going in that orphanage.

he was looking around admiring the simple yet beautiful chapel until his eyes landed on Yuri again, he notice her shoulders lightly shaking and heard soft sobs coming from her, she's crying and he got a bit taken a back, he just watched her preventing himself from pulling her into his chest and crash her with his hug, he just stayed there eyes fixed on her feeling pain upon seeing her cry like that.

Yuri finally opened her eyes and wiped her tears, she was about to stand up when she saw Yunho sitting beside her looking at her with his gentle eyes, she was startled but she smiled at him, she was about to say something when she suddenly felt him grab her arm and the next thing she knew she was in his tight embrace, her body pressed against him, her face feeling the heat of his chest and hearing the sound of his breathing...

"O....Oppa" she tried to struggle but he just tightened his arms around her

"sshhh.... let's just stay like this for a moment.... just for a moment please" he breathed into her hair not wanting to let go, Yuri didn't say anything and just let him, also enjoying the comfort his hug gives her, she also wanted it, needed it, and long for it 

After a while Yunho let go of her, he held her in her shoulder and took a deep breath, Yuri slowly tilt her head up and looked at him, they held each other's eyes

"Yuri-ah.... I know it might not sound right, you might not trust me..... I... I also don't trust myself" 

"Oppa.... what... I can't" she looked at him curiously not understanding anything, Yunho lightly shook her to stop her

"I'm really not sure of what I'm feeling..... I don't know if this is love, I'm not even sure if I'm still capable of feeling that..... all I know and I'm sure of is that.... that I want you by myside, I want to protect you and make you happy.... I like you and I want you to be with me" Yuri's eyes widen at his statement her knees started to shake, her heart flutter so much and she doesn't know how to react

"You're the only thing I want in my life now..... I don't know how but I feel that you complete the person who I am now that.... that maybe you made me whole again, maybe you really are the iodine for my wounds..... I know this is not right, I'm broke and of all people you know that best but..." Tears started to fall from his eyes without him noticing "I can't let you go.... I can't imagine my life without you now so please.... can you trust me with your heart and be my girl?"

Yuri's jaw dropped upon hearing those words, she wanted this she knows she loves him but everything just doesn't feel right, she started crying "B... but..... Yoona.... she..."

"I know.... she was my everything.... she was my life.... but you came Yuri.... you came and made me whole again.... I'm so confused, but I'm sure of one thing and that's me wanting to be with you so please.... let me love you  Yuri, let me love you....." he held her face and made her look at him in the eyes "I love you.... I don't how much.... I don't know if its enough for you to love me back but please I'm begging you.... I cannot lose you.... please"

Yuri knows everything is not right, how can Jung Yunho the man who love's only one womanin his life, the man who was so broken that he just wanted to die, now telling her that he likes her, that he cannot lose Kwon Yuri the stupid and nosy bartender....... he told her he loves her..... Lot's of things are running in her mind, she wanted to say no, she needs to say no, she might get hurt, he's broken he cannot feel anything, he cannot love, he wouldn't love any other woman than Yoona..... He's just confused but.....

She looked into his eyes and the moment she saw through it, she saw the sincerity in those eyes and she knew..... she love this man, she love him with all her heart, she can do anything for him, screw the pain, screw what's right and wrong, screw what people will say...... She loves him and he said he loves her too, no matter how tiny bit of love is that as long as he does, as long as he want her by his side, she will, she's willing to give him everything she has, she's willing to take the risk because.......... She loves him!! and that's all that matter....

Yuri placed her palm on his chest gently caressing him then she looked back into his eyes, gave him her warm smile then slowly nods her head......

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Whew! this is one hard chapter to write.....

Finally....... they're together now and I'm so sleepy....:)

I intentionally didn't attach a quote on this chap since I think everything they said is enough.... right?

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