Guilt
Fixing a Broken HeartEunbi's POV
The sky is asleep but my thoughts are wide awake. I'm still on that familiar tight hugs, those warm and steady breathing, those sweet sweet scent that I'm addicted to. In normal days I would be fast asleep right now but tonight is very different. I want an answer. I want something more from this complicated relationship. I want to say that she's mine only mine. I don't want to have secret dates I don't want those stolen moments that we have. I don't want to be alert every time we are together. What I want is the freedom to love her. I don't want to feel that I'm a mistress that she needs to hide and the same goes to her I don't her to feel that I'm hiding her from everyone.
"Kkura can we talk?"
I faced to her slowly without breaking her hug. "What is it?"
"What are we? We are bot a couple. Are we friends doing things that friends don't do? Or do you have any plans on taking this to the next level?" I want her to feel what I am feeling right now and I know by just the looks of it she understands that I'm bit frustrated.
"Let's take it slow Eunbi starting from today."
"What? Slowly? Are you kidding me we started really fast then now you’re telling me to take it slowly? You should have held responsible for the things you’re doing to my heart Kkura."
"Hey calm down. We started on the wrong move Bi and I think it is not too late to make things right. I'll take responsible for this" she pointed to my heart which made me blush.
"Hey you ert stop touching my ." Good Eunbi nice words you embarrassed yourself.
"Hey I'm not touching it too hard besides why are you over reacting to it last time we made out you put my hands on it?" Blood rushed to my face. I remember that night it is still vivid to my memories. I still remember the way she touched and squeezed my it is one of the most pleasurable things that I ever felt.
"But it is different now you said we should take things slow so why are you touching it?"
"Hey it's just there it's not my fault that your is that big." Is it a compliment?
"So it's my fault that my is big huh? Don't blame me blame my parents for that!" She then hugged me even tighter and closer to her. I love this warmth I love the tightness of her hug I love this feeling. This feeling that she didn't want me to leave her side.
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