To Mr Xu Minghao

Jeonghan was okay and safe.

He walked me back to class and ensured he was okay.

And I had made sure I would be too.

But things like that don't last, I guess. And you should know, huh?

How could you do that, Minghao? I thought you were so much better than that.

They held me at my neck- they pinned me to the wall and I was so scared. I couldn't move because each time I tried, it hurt. Their grips were strong and I was already having trouble breathing.

I was so, so scared until I saw you.

The corridors were empty so it had only been me, the three guys pinning me and you making your way down.

Your eyes met mine and I had so much hope. I screamed out to you- not your name, just a cry for help- but they covered my mouth then and I was forced to watch as you turned your head- and then you walked away like you hadn't seen a damn thing.

You acted like you hadn't seen a damn thing when we both know you did.

I'm hurt and I'm mad...

But why can't I hate you?

- Lee Jihoon.