Scenes from a rut

“I’m going to get some snacks. Do you want anything Jeonghan?” Joshua looked at him, with those pretty eyes and pretty mouth that scolded him earlier.

The guests applauded thunderously. Everyone smiled, happy for the bride and the groom. Everyone, except for Joshua. Granted, he faked his smile as best as he could. Even when his heart felt broken in two and the urge to cry and hug himself was damn near killing him, he faked a smile. Faked because of the person who was getting married tonight, Joshua's friend turned lover, Joshua's former lover now.  

If he was in the mindset that Joshua’s attention should be purely on him then he’d be that annoying mosquito that never went away. Not until Joshua gave him and looked at Jeonghan like he should. 

After what happened in the past with your ex-boyfriend, you found yourself difficult to trust someone with the gentleman image. 'Gentleman' seems like merely a concept and it was probably impossible for someone to be a genuine one. Now that you're stuck with the number one gentleman at campus for a group project, how would you cope with the one and only Joshua Hong?

Hey Jeonghan, do you remember when we first met? Was it just yesterday? It really did felt so. There were us and then there were the others. We weren’t considered members then, we couldn’t even say we would debut. We perform on stages with applause that are more polite than praise.   But look at us now. Look at where we are.

hong jisoo wasn't sure why he's so protective over kim jisoo. bestfriend!au & nonidol!au

Joshua’s head followed, his slightly glazed eyes blinking themselves back to sobriety. “A jersey? What’s so special about that.” Jeonghan pinched Shua at the hip, smiling as he elicited a tiny squeal. “It’s who the jersey belongs that makes it so important and special you brat.”

Joshua has heard it a plenty in his life. Despite the new age of thinking and how people tried not to put such an emphasis on secondary genders, he couldn’t stop the slight pang when he heard those damn words. “Betas are nothing special.” So why the hell was this Alpha following him around!

Dispatch reveals a shocking report of their leader’s dating status and Joshua's heart hurts for his now surely-depressed best friend who has been pining for the said man since pre-debut. To make things worse, every night since the revelation, Jeonghan seems to be talking to himself more and more at bed time and that worries him a lot… enough to devise an assassination plot for their cruel leader for

  seungcheol has a weird dream these couple months.     of a certain person he never knew exist in his life.     the melodious laughter, the adorable whine.     the smell of lavender and grass.     it feels nostalgic, like a hidden memory of someone special worth his world.     it fills with longing, ache and touches.     his life has been dull, just full of routine and lonely.     but along with these dream, comes an angel in front of him in the form of a youn

“Newbies? Seniors? Juniors?” “Seniors,” Vernon threw in. “Juniors,” Jun said.  “Newbies,” Jeonghan said evenly, eyes lighting up as a fresh-faced bunch of kids came into the room. Everyone owed him now.

After a messy break up with her boyfriend of 2 years, Choi Seungcheol, Yoon Jiyoon's bestfriend decided that it was the time to move on. So, she brought Yoon Jiyoon to a party. But, what Yoon Jiyoon wasn't expecting is, out of all times, that she'll meet her ex husband, Hong Jisoo, for the first time in 5 years.

4 scenes where Jeonghan and Joshua called each other a pet name.

When the brain decides to inspire stories and the heart always desires for more of your favourite pairings, here's a (tiny) collection of oneshots for Lovelyz x SEVENTEEN fans out there. & hopefully, hopefully, may this collection grow.

Joshua just wants to celebrate the last moments and the new moments with his girlfriend, Serena. Unfortunately for him, Serena's already sleeping in on the new year.

“You’re like a cat,” Joshua laughed, running his hand through Jeonghan’s hair.

Sometimes I see him on TV or on giant billboards. Sometimes I hear his name screamed by other girls and sometimes I hear his voice on the radio. He's someone who I spent my childhood with, someone I trusted the most. But ever since life took us both away, I can't help but think that this man on the billboard isn't the same person I spent my past with. We're living different lives. And he's different now.

When we were teenagers When everything seemed simpler When the sound of the waves mixed with the music When we first saw each other It has been way too long But now that you are here… When we are older When our realities are crashing When we want to shut up the thoughts that are turning us crazy When our hearts race just because we see each other Things are not

There are just so many things Joshua wants to say to Jeonghan, but he can't.

Yoon Jeonghan was invited to the wedding of his ex fiancé’s. Continuing with the fact that he was still in love with the man, he chooses to hide his feelings. The only way to prevent suspicions were to negotiate with his CEO, Joshua Hong to be his ‘boyfriend’.  Sounds crazy, indeed. 

Slowly, Jeonghan slipped it on. “It’s a ring I’m giving to you.” He smirked. “Don’t go losing it now. Take good care of it.” 

Extras for all of my current stories. Doing a little anniversary celebration as it's coming up for me. Ch 3: Send me a love letter extra

“I do like it when you’re a tease.”