For the last 10 days or more. I was just trying to convince myself that what Emma told me was just a joke. But no. They were getting closer and closer or that's what it felt like to me anyway. I wasn't jealous nor broken-hearted I was just ... disappointed.

I can't blame Emma, she never knew how I really felt and if I told her that night, she would never have thought about Taeyong in that way but I paved the way for her, I was the one who encouraged her to take the risks and see what could happen and I think it worked.  

I'm not jealous nor angry but simply sad. I'm just too naive, too innocent and I can't express myself that well so I just keep acting like myself and nothing more, and obviously, it wasn't enough. Emma on the other hand is super cute and adorable. Her smile and her crazy attitude are just so attractive and I can't be mad at her, they look perfect together.

My train of thoughts got interrupted by his voice calling my name, I turned around and he was walking in my direction and I could feel my heart start beating again  "Are you ok?" He asked me looking worried

I smiled "Yeah ... what's up?"

"You look dazed," he said as he put the back of his hand on top of my forehead, I don't know but I got really dizzy right there and then

"Nah, I'm good just admiring the view"

He turned to see where I was looking, it was a really amazing sunset near the sea where we spend the whole day swimming and just acting crazy. He smiled "Yes it is so pretty"

I sighed, his hand slowly parted from me and silence took over "We are going on a trip to Athens' ancient ruins in a few days, wanna come?"

I confusedly asked him "We?"

"Emma and I, we just saw an add for a trip and we want to go we thought that you would want to join for sure"

He looked at me casually searching for an answer to his question, but I felt like he was digging deep into my soul instead and, unconsciously, I nodded a yes. He smiled "Perfect then, we will all go, it will be nice seeing all the ancient stories we heard about when we were kids"

I looked away, I couldn't stare at him any longer he will notice my red cheeks for sure "Like Thor" I said He laughed and ruffled my hair "Yes like Thor"

He never knew then that he was Thor with his big hummer breaking his way into my heart. Tearing it to pieces.