20/07/2107
Dear Diary
Since my birthday, the three of us met almost every day for the last 2 weeks. After work, we used to go try new things and check new places. We got lost so many times but Taeyong was there, he always helped us out. He was the guy to call in every situation and that made me so happy since he was always around.
Nothing special happened though, we were friends, he was so nice to me, his simple words made my heart beat so fast and he was just there for me whenever I needed him. To be honest, I was acting very much like ... me but obviously, that didn't catch his attention. I didn't make fake smiles nor did I do unfamiliar gestures when he was around, never accidentally touched his hands, or fell into his arms I just kept doing whatever I was doing and simply being me.
Emma was there too. That little pot of sunshine made my stay in Greece even more meaningful. We made all the stupid things together and promised ourselves to maintain this relationship. She truly was my best friend. I still didn't tell her about Taeyong though, I didn't tell her anything until that one night when we were having dinner at a restaurant and waiting for Taeyong to come and join us.
For some random reason, Emma picked her head up from her plate and asked me one question that made me nervous the most "What do you think about Taeyong?"
I blushed immediately "Do you think he is a good guy?"
"Yes, he is ... why?"
"No that's not what I meant ... I mean he is really nice but have you ever thought about him differently?"
"What kind of a different way?"
I was stupid, damp, call me anything you want but I was just so nervous. But I believe now that everything happens for a reason.
"You know ..."
"What?"
"Do you like him?"
And there was me, with all the stupidity in the world lying to my best friend telling her "Oh God No"
"Are you sure?" She asked again and I was even more stupid to answer with the same answer "Yes I'm sure"
She looked at me deeply in the eyes and said "We were strangers until we met here you know? and I find it fascinating ... it's like destiny brought us to meet here but the worst part is that I think I like him"
I froze, I looked at her, I blinked a few times I wanted to process the whole thing but then I smiled a wide big fake smile "Why don't you try? You never know"
"Do you think it's worth it?"
"Of course it is" ... "Think about it, you came from the same city but you met in Greece, it is .... so ... romantic"
I have no idea how I managed to say such a thing, I have no idea why I said it in the first place, but it was my mistake. I'm happy that you are happy if my ball of sunshine even if that means that I will be a little sad after this.
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