Today was the day when we all went home. We finished what we all came here for. It was a day mixed with both excitement and sad feelings. We loved it here, we met here, we worked, we played, we had so much fun. It's sad that we are leaving but happy that we will finally see our friends and family.

Emma and Taeyong were enjoying their last-minute shopping as I was walking along with them doing nothing but following them around and helping them buy stuff. I was bored AF. I was still in that situation where I didn't let go yet. Third wheeling HARD

We got our things and we were leaving for the airport. It was nice, every single memory in this place, every moment was meaningful, I learned a lot and experienced many new feelings. I have always been a er at love. Never fell for the right guy and when I did, he never fell for me but he fell for my bestie whom I really love and whom I'm really close with. I never confessed to her and that's good I think.

Anyways, we went to the airport, we were there on time for our flight. We took the plane and Taeyong said that he was feeling tired, the three of us were sitting next to each other and I could see him slowly falling asleep. How cute was he? I can't describe it. Soon, Emma followed him to dreamland too. They looked so perfect leaning on each other, I smiled bitterly as I took my Airplane Plane Mode phone and sneaked a picture of them.

Few hours passed, and I just couldn't stop my mind from thinking about what would happen when we arrive home. I was more thinking about getting away for some time, my uncle lived in Busan so I was thinking about visiting him for some time, I had a friend in Juju Island maybe I would visit her too? I just didn't want to face Taeyong and Emma so soon. I need time to control myself and my heartbeats.

That was my plan, but it changed the second we landed.