15/08/2017
Dear Diary
Do I have to talk about 11/07/2017?
Emma and Taeyong's first official date?
Well she looked stunning, he was the gentleman who picked her up on time and I was the co-pilot who helped Emma fly. They looked amazing when I sent them on their first date. Emma was so happy, like really happy, Taeyong was just as radiant as ever and I was ... well, broken.
Still, they are my friends, I smiled a lot because of them and I never hated what they had.
It has been already 4 days since they started dating and I pretended that I was busy at work when they asked me to go out with them. It would be weird right? So I just kept some distance and waited for our flight back home. We were here for about one month and a half, and in a few days, we will leave and we will have many stories to tell. The first one was how 3 strangers from the same country met somewhere in Europe, fell in love, and came back home as best friends.
But it wasn't my story to tell.
Only 1 week and we will go home, but that doesn't mean that we won't see each other again.
Emma and I live close to each other actually and Taeyong's university and home are not that far away either. Emma is my bestie, I'll have to see her a lot and Taeyong will be coming along with us for sure, but for now, let's not think about it and just focus on how to stop these tears from rolling down my cheeks, how to stop my stupid heart from acting so .... stupid, how to make myself realize that this is all over and teach it to let go? Summer is coming to an end, we are leaving in a few days, I don't have to see them a lot anymore, maybe keep my distance? And forget I had feelings in the first place
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