12/18/17

I woke up with so much energy today, wanting to start my day brightly having my own aim how much work I want to get done only to come across the news of Jonghyun's suicide yesterday. It all went into drain.

I'm not a fan but I do like shinee. I like them a lot.

Taken by shock, I went blank for 5minutes before crying. Not just over him but also over those I know battling against depression. Sadly, Jonghyun was defeated by it.

Then I read his translated suicide note and my heart ache even more. He must have been so lonely. He seek for help but he must have felt no one understand him. Maybe no one really does.

I'm worried about those he left behind...

Jonghyun is strong but I guess that cruel insidious entity namely depression is stronger. And he is not the only one. I know that...

For those who are suffering for it, I hope you guys know you are not alone and if you are then find someone, fight against it, seek for help despite feeling like no one will be able to help. Fight and fight!

I don't know how it felt because I have never experience such bad depression but I have seen some bad cases and it call my heart to help. I want to reach out to them and I want them to trust me. I believe people around you would feel the same as me.

How many signal he must have sent out but the help that came were not enough. It made me sad thinking about that.

Don't let depression win