"If you're ready, I'll walk you to your house," he said with a soft smile before turning to walk.

How should I start? What should I say to not look like a fool? I mean, anyway, I'm apologizing for being a fool and stupid the other day when I ran away crying as stupid as ever.

'Just do it' I thought before speaking.

"About the other day..." we both spoke the same words at the same time.

"You go first," I said before he did, I might feel better if he said what he wanted to first.

"No, you go first," he smiled at me before turning to look straight ahead. 

We've walked few miles away from the restaurant when I finally decided to spit it out..

"I'm sorry!" I apologized and he turned to look at me with a raised eyebrow.

"About the other day, when I ran away crying," I said and went on to explain before he could say anything "Don't misunderstand me, I was just flattered and taken back by your action that day," I tried to explain.

"It wasn't that I was scared... of you, or anything!" 

He stopped walking on hearing my words. He turned around and he had that look on his face that I can hardly understand or explain.

"You thought you were scared, because of me?" he asked softly that I could nearly hear him while taking a step closer to me. Oh no.

"Didn't you?" He asked while sounding so deep yet so low. I can even describe what he looks like right now.

I hesitated. "No! I didn't," I stated and his eyes slowly start to relax. What is this? And what is this feeling?!

"I'm sorry too," he said turning around not facing me anymore.

I didn't say anything and remained silent, trying to take in this weird feeling that I get from him.

"I kinda reacted in an inappropriate way to you that day, I can't help getting pissed off at hearing just her name," he said not facing me. 

"Your girlfriend?" I know I shouldn't. I know I should've not asked once again but I can't my curiosity. I mean if I kept getting involved and dragged into  their situation I might as well know what I'm the actual hell is their relation.

"A screwed up EX - Girlfriend," he said while I wasn't expecting an answer but he did answer. 

"And is she dating Taehyung now? That's why you're pissed off?" I went on when I know I should just shut my curious dumb mouth.

He chuckled hysterically. A fake one I can easily tell.

"She's been going on and about with a new guy every week since the day we broke up." He huffed looking the other way.

I didn't know what to say. Didn't expect that comment about her from him.

"Who knows? She might have had something with Taehyung last year!" He said "It's possible since he's fallen head over heels for her since last year and I'm pretty sure he still likes her,"  he continued.

I suddenly felt a huge rock been thrown over me. Kim Taehyung already has a girl in his heart which means there's no way for me.

I looked down totally feeling depressed at that moment. He might have noticed it but I didn't care at this moment about anything .

"Why did you face suddenly change?" he asked easing my face up to look at him.

"Never mind," I looked at him and he was waiting for an answer with a raised eyebrow.

"I just don't feel well," I tried to convince him so he drop it cause I didn't feel like talking at all anymore.

He looked suspicious but he dropped it and I'm glad he did and so we continued to walk.

"My room is near here, I can just walk alone since it's close," I said. I wanted to be alone.

"My room is around here too, I'll walk you there," he said "we're not walking different ways anyway,"

I didn't say anything since I didn't feel like I could speak. Depression.

We finally reached a small building where I lived in a tiny room that is more than enough for me.

"We live pretty close," he said with a smile while looking around.

"Thank you," I said with a forceful smile before turning to walk in.

"I'll see you around Jeon Jiwoo," he yelled so I could hear, I turned and gave him a wave before walking in.

All I could think of was burying myself into my bed tonight and try to get some sleep. A crush that I've developed after so many years of emotional drought has just been crushed down after just few days. 

What a great way to end my first week. 

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Thank you to whoever is reading ^^

Xo love , Paula