"Mingyu can you come to my apartment today?" Wonwoo asked as he left a voicemail on Mingyu's phone. It's been a while since Mingyu came or they saw each other. These past few weeks Mingyu's been cold towards Wonwoo. Wonwoo just thinks that he's busy with work. 

Wonwoo fell asleep waiting for Mingyu's reply. But he woke up when his phone beeped. It was Mingyu and he was hoping that he will agree. But his heart broke,

"I'm sorry but I can't" that was Mingyu's reply and Wonwoo just sighed. He decided to go outside this night and it might help him breathe. The room is very suffocating for him. He decided to go to the park to relax and watch the stars that night. When he was walking around, he found Mingyu--with someone. His heart broke, but just smiled at the scene. The way Mingyu looks at the other is like how he used to look at Wonwoo. 'It seems like you won't be needing me anymore' Wonwoo thought. 

He went home and wrote a letter for Mingyu. After that he packed his things and left. The next day, Mingyu went to Wonwoo's apartment to talk about things but when he got there, no one was there. He checked all the rooms, but he can't find anything except for one thing

Wonwoo's letter

He opened it and read it.

Dear Mingyu, 
I just want to thank you for everything, being my life, my world. But I know that everything will come to an end. I saw you tonight at the park.. It's okay I understand. I understand that you're not happy with me anymore and that my turn is done. Thank you for letting me in your life. Thank you for loving me, showing me what the world really looks like. I will really miss you. Now I don't have to worry that you won't be happy when I leave. Always take care of yourself, stop being clumsy. And continue to cook, because you make good food. That's the thing I will miss about you. How I will wake up to the smell of the food your cooking. I also want to say sorry if I was being possessive this past few weeks, that's probably the reason why you distanced yourself to me. But I had a reason... Always be happy Kim Mingyu. I will miss you and you will always be the last heart beat of my life.

Yours truly and will forever be,
Jeon Wonwoo. 

Mingyu was crying as he was reading it. Now he's wondering where Wonwoo went and what was his reason. He immediately got up and left the apartment. He tried calling Wonwoo, but he was not answering. He only had one person in mind who might know where Wonwoo is. 'Soonyoung hyung' He called Soonyoung and after a few ring he picked up.

"Hello Soonyoung hyung do you know where Wonwoo is? I went to his apartment but he's not there even his things" Mingyu said nervously, he already have a bad feeling about this. 

"Mingyu" that was all Soonyoung can say.

"Hyung! Can you answer my questions?!" Mingyu said impatiently. 

"Mingyu, I'm sorry but Wonwoo's gone" Soonyoung said.

"What do your mean hyung? He moved to a different country?" Mingyu said as he started to cry.

"Mingyu come to my house.." That was all Soonyoung can say. He too, was crying and wishing what Mingyu had just said. 

Mingyu started running towards Soonyoung's house and good thing it was near. He knocked on the door and Soonyoung opened it.

"Mingyu-ah" Soonyoung said. Mingyu came in and looked around. He saw Wonwoo's things there.

"Hyung why do you have Wonwoo's things?" I thought he's gone" Mingyu said as was trying to smile, but his tears are falling.

"Mingyu-ah.... I don't know how to tell you this but..." Soonyoung said crying. 

"What hyung?!" Mingyu shouted as he started sobbing.

"Wonwoo---- he's---Wonwoo's gone...." Soonyoung as he started crying loudly. 

"What do you mean gone hyung. You're not making sense right now" Mingyu said 

"He died Mingyu." Soonyoung said as Mingyu looked up.

"Hyung I don't have time for you jokes right now" Mingyu said not believing the other.

"MINGYU I'm not joking! Do you think I'm going to joke about Wonwoo's life?!" Soonyoung said. "He had a heart disease, he was getting weaker everyday, he was scared to tell you. He was also scared to leave you, but last night he told me before he died, that he saw you happy. He said that he will be ready anytime soon. He knows that you're happy and he said that he will be happy too. That was also his reason why he wants you to be with him every day. But you always rejects him, so he stopped. Did you know that this week he has been in the hospital? Yesterday he was discharged and went home. He said that he called you but you didn't answer and you rejected him again. He was crying when he got here last night, I told him stop crying because it will not help him recover. But when he was about to stop, he had a hard time breathing and he suddenly out. I brought him in the hospital, when we got there it was too late. He died on the way there. Before he asked me to bury him beside his parents' grave and that's where he is right now. I'm the only one who knows about his condition. I think he was going to tell you about it last night, but you didn't came." Soonyoung said crying. Wonwoo was like a brother to him and now that he's gone his life won't be complete anymore. After hearing that Mingyu fell down to his knees weakly. He doesn't know how will he comprehend the situation.

"But why didn't he tell me?!" Mingyu shouted.

"He didn't want to be pitied Mingyu, he knows that if you know you will be more over protective and ditch your responsibilities. So he just kept it" Soonyoung said. Mingyu was crying very hard, he doesn't know what to do anymore. Now he's regretting that he didn't spend the last few weeks Wonwoo had. He stood up and thanked Soonyoung. He went to where Wonwoo is--his grave. 

He sat down and talked.
"You know you're unfair.... You should've told me... And I'm very very sorry if I avoided you these past few weeks. I was so selfish. I thought you just wanted me all to yourself. I felt suffocated around you, but it turns out you're the one who's feeling that. You had a little bit of time with me left and I was so selfish that I didn't give it to you. I wish I can go back in time and correct them. Wonwoo-ah I'm very sorry if you felt that I don't love you anymore. I love you very much. And when you saw me last night, my friend set me up in a blind date. At first I didn't want to, but I ended up going there and rejecting your invitation. I'm very very sorry Wonwoo. I will miss you very much. This morning when I went to your apartment, I was going to explain what happened to us, it turns out I don't have time with you anymore. I'm feeling very guilty right now Wonwoo-ah. But always remember that you will be alway in my heart and will never forget you." Mingyu said as he was crying again. 

"I wish I can spend my life with you, but you already spent yours with me.. I'll miss you very very much. And I love you"