Krystal POV: 1 year has passed. Due to their busy schedule, other members didn’t recognize their misunderstanding. After 3 months were back. Yes we do a lot of world tour in many countries. Thanks to that concert at least I have a reason not to see him. “Jinja? Neh, Neh Hyung.” What’s wrong with umma? “Why Umma?” Amber asked “Haist we have a meeting today. All SM artist, I thought I can rest this whole day since we don’t have any schedule but gosh no!!” She said My heart stops beating for a while. Oh my G. How can I face him? after how many months. Please give me strength. Krystal forget him. You already moved on right? Is it a problem if you see him again? Haha please pretend and pretend. “Let’s go? We’re running late.” Luna said. Minho POV: At the meeting room: Oh why I’m so nervous? ”Hi Minho? What are you thinking?” “Oh Yuri, Nothing I just think of why Lee So Man want us to gather in this early in the morning. Sit beside me. ” “Oh, so how’s your day? I miss you already.” Yuri gave minho her super sweet smile that minho can’t resist so he patted Yuri’s hair, he stopped when the doors open seeing fx member and krystal behind luna. She’s looking at me but when I look into her eyes she look in another way. She’s going to Kai, she hugged him tight? Oh when these to become close like that? “It looks like someone stole your baby sister Minho.” I looked at my side and yuri squeeze my nose. “Yah Yuri” What did she says? Someone stole my baby sister? “What do you mean by that yuri?” I ask like I don’t care. “Well, they are really close these past few months. I don’t know maybe Kai already her boyfriend. Well they looked good together right babe?” She seems so happy and I don’t know why. I feel hurt inside my heart. “Hehe I’m so happy to hear that” having a fake smile. Suddenly Lee Soo Man entered the room. “Annyeong everyone” Soo man greet. “Annyeong” Idols “Well I’m here to tell you that we will have a tour in the Philippines. Since my friend told me that Filipino people loves KPOP. Be ready because we only have 2 months for the preparation.” “Yes songsaenim” Idols Krystal POV: “Is that what he wants to tell us this early in the morning?” Amber said “Well it’s okay. I love to go in the Philippines.” Yah, I remember, before we promise each other that once we go in the Philippines we need to visit their beaches. “Hey girls long time no see.” Jonghyun said and she hugged all of us. “Minho, look at our baby krystal, She looks skinnier than before. Did you eat well? You look so pale.” Key said “Yah, Oppa.” I said then suddenly I hear his voice and yah my face blushed, I miss his voice so much. “Yah baby, you’re so skinny make sure not to skip your meal okay.” He patted my hair, gosh why his just acting normal. “Neh, O…Op…pa” I’m so nervous ottoke? Minho POV: I need to act normal so that the other members will not think that we have some problem. So when Kibum ask, I tried to act normal, so I patted her hair and Yeah her face blushed just like before. “Jungiee..” I turned to my back so that I can see the one who call her. Is he really said jungiee? So they’re really close huh. I see Kai beside me already. “Neh Jonginiee?” So they already have that endearment huh. “Yah kai, are you too dating?” Taemin asked. “haha not yet taem.” Kai respond I looked shocked but then pretend not to care. But wait how about junho? Krystal slapped kai shoulder “Yah! Jonginiee you’re crazy!” “Anyway if you have free time tonight guys let’s have some chitchat in our dorm.” Onew said “Oh that’s good” Vic and amber said “We’ll all of us will go there right girls? Luna said They all nodded though Krystal is a little bit hesitant. “Since jungiee is there well I’m going too.” Kai said Minho POV: At Shinee Dorm: Do I need to invite Yuri? Oh I need to invite her, but I can’t talk much to soojung if she’s here. Okay I don’t need to invite her. Suddenly someone knock the door. Oh it must be them, I open it with a smile then in a few second my smile faded when I see soojung and kai behind. “Come In” I said with my fake smile “Hi guys, we brought some dessert for us.” Vic said “Umma cooked all of that for us” Luna said “Wow. It looks delicious, How about other chicken dishes?” Onew exclaimed “Yah hyung, chicken again? We already have roasted chicken here.” Taemin angrily said “So guys, I have a bottle here let’s play truth or dare after we eat.” Jonghyun playfully said Oh so are we going to play that? Should I ask her if kai has a chance to become his boyfriend? We all here enjoying the food especially onew with his chicken, I’m not in the mood to eat, specially seeing soojung and kai so sweet to each other. After eating we have some chitchat and jonghyun finally said that we need to formed circle so we can start the game. “So guys let’s start” Key spin the bottle and the bottle stop to kai. “So Kai, truth or dare?” Key said “Truth” he said “Okay so are you courting krytstal? I mean are you two dating already?” Key asked and members are laughing except me and her, I look at her face, she’s blushing. Really? So he likes kai? “Well as I told you earlier were not dating yet, it’s up to her if she will let me date her. Do I need to ask her today? If the bottle stops her when I spin it I will ask her.” Kai happily said “Yah jonginiee!” Krystal hit kai shoulder “Wayo? Hahah” “Kai don’t be so cheesy. Let’s see then spin the bottle please.” Sulli said “Oh yeah” He spin the bottle and stop to me? “So hyung, truth or dare? Oh what should I chose if I chose dare I know jonghyun will gave a hard punishment, when I say truth maybe they will ask me something that I cannot tell, suddenly someone hold my back. “Yah, Minho truth or dare?” Kai exclaimed “Oh, da…TRUTH!” he said “Oh so, since you and Yuri unnie are 2 years dating already. Do you ever feel that you like someone else other than her?” Kai asked “Haha, what kind of question is that Kai?” he exclaimed “I mean you’re close to every girl in our company right? You have you’re Noona Killer title. Don’t you feel something in other girl like what you feel to yuri noona?” he explained Krystal POV: So that’s Kai’s question. Good to hear that from you Kai, At least I don’t have to ask that kind of question to him. Why I do care? I don’t care! “Oh Noona Killer? I heard that, Yeah I kind of close to our Noona’s and dongsaeng also but I don’t think I can feel something like I feel to yuri beside I just treat them all as my eldest and younger sisters.” He said Oh so he really just treat us like a sister. Well I don’t think I can stand this kind of game. Suddenly the bottle stop. What me? Oh my god, so his going to ask me? Should I say dare? So that he can’t ask me personal question? “Truth” I said without asking me of truth or dare “haha truth okay? So baby if kai confess his love to you, are you going to accept it? Yes or No, and why?” Minho asked Yah! Why his asking me that question. I can’t answer that. Should I change to dare? Oh my G!!!! “It’s hard Oppa, I don’t know yet. It’s too early to answer” Oh if I said yes, I will make Minho jealous, but is he going to be jealous? I don’t think he will. And if I also say yes Kai will think that I have a feeling for him, but if I say no he’ll be hurt probably. “Well Kai is important to me, but I don’t think we can be a couple. His best friend so it must be better for both of us to maintain our friendship right jonginiee?” Is it a safe answer? Looks like minho is not satisfied in my answer. Minho POV: Oh best friend already? It’s so fast. “Well, can I have follow up question since I think Kai is not satisfied in your answer? Is it okay guys?” Please say yes guys “Yeah” they all nodded “So is it okay soojung?” She look so nervous “We..ll… it’s okay, I think?” she said “Okay, but why don’t you give Kai a chance what if you two are compatible being a couple? And why do you have someone in your heart?” Oh idiot Minho, why did you ask her that question? “Well” she paused for a while and taking a deep breath. “I have one; I know he will never love me back. So I need to stop daydreaming right? Since I know that his already committed and he loves the girl so much. I will stop loving him from now on, I will never think of him from now on. And yes I love him so much. It’s my time to move forward and forget that person right?” She tell that with a tears in her eyes “Yah, baby you okay?” Vic noona asked and hug her tight followed by the rest of her members. Shinee members and Kai are all shocked and worried specially me. You’re crazy minho, why did you ask her that. So he will forget me for real? Oh I need to punch something. What did I do? “hahaha, no it’s okay. At least I feel relieved to let out all what I feel. Thank you for that wonderful question at least I know now that I need to stop this fantasy of mine. I’m such an idiot right? To love someone that will never love me like I do. Sorry guys if I hide all of this to you. I’m really sorry. Let’s continue the game. I’m really okay.” She explained “Well since its already late, much better to go back in our dorm since we have a tight schedule tomorrow.” Vic said “Yeah, you need to rest too guys.” Luna said “Okay, maybe that’s better. Thank you for the time everyone and take care.” Onew said Should I follow them and talk to her? I need to tell her what I feel but I’m still confuse I love yuri and I’m sure of that but some part of my heart love her. Waaaaah… I don’t know what to do? Yeah, I need to choose and I know this is for the sake of us. Krystal POV: After a week of what happened in shinee’s dorm, Yeah I still feel the pain but at least my members are here to support me even though they don’t know the person who I really love. Well they didn’t know what I really feel I’m an expert in terms of hiding. “Baby, I know it’s your private life but if you don’t mind can you tell me who is he? I mean in that way I can help you and at least I can lessen some of your burdens. Is it okay?” Vic umma said “Neh umma, I’m sorry. He is…he is.. Min..ho Oppa.” tears down in my cheek. “Oh my God, didn’t expect this baby. I thought you just think of him as an older brother. You’re really an expert on hiding something huh” she playfully said that makes me smile “haha well at least you smile, well baby I know it’s really hard but I think the best solution in your problem is to tell him everything.” Vic umma suggest “Well umma, I already tell him what I feel 1 year ago.” I explained She was shocked on what I’ve said. “Really? So what did he say? And when did you feel that you like him?” she asked “Well umma, to tell you the truth” she stop a while and take a deep breath with a smile “I already like him since our trainee days so it’s almost 5 years already.” I explained to her by details all what happened and she hugged me tight saying sorry because she didn’t know that I’m suffering a lot and no one knows, but it’s not their fault anyway, it’s really my fault for not telling them. I should tell them earlier so that this will not happen. Suddenly sulli appears crying. “Oh sulli, what happen?” Vic umma and I asked her immediately hugging her without knowing what happened. “Guys I have to tell you something, but please don’t be angry and help me please.” Sulli said “What is it baby? Vic umma asked “I’m hurt, I feel so much hurt. I’m in love for so many years since the day I met him.” She said “Ommo? With whom? Why didn’t you tell us?” krystal asked “With minho oppa” she cried out loud, me and vic umma was so shocked as in shocked, our mouth hang open. “Oh my god.” Vic umma said with her shocked face “I’m sorry didn’t I tell you before that I have someone special in my life? And you asked me before if it’s minho oppa because I’m too obvious but I deny it and said that his just a brother to me so you all are not suspecting anymore because you know that I’m telling the truth well umma, krysie I’m sorry for not telling you this I was just afraid and not yet ready cause I think before that I’m too young to feel this kind of love so I ignore my feelings but then last week in shinee oppas dorm I realized that yes I’m still in love with him. What should I do umma? Should I tell him what I feel? It really hurts me now.” She said while tears down her beautiful face. Ummo, Ottoke? We both have feelings for him? Yeah I remember before she asked me if I like oppa, I thought she discover that I like him. What to do? Am I going to tell her that I like oppa too? Yes I need to tell her too. “Sulli, ottoke? I need to tell you this too because I don’t want to lie. I also like minho oppa.” i said nervously “Ummo? You like him too?” sulli hugged me tightly and she whispered in my ear “let’s separate yuri unnie and oppa hahahhaha” “Yah sulli are you crazy?” vic umma said “hahahhaa I’m just kidding umma” sulli exclaimed and we laugh “Well sulli baby, let’s forget him I know it’s hard but it’s really the best way for us to move on. Hwaiting!” I smile widely “Hwaiting! Promise me if he will love you or me back tell me okay, and I will tell you too. Hahahhaha how we wish” sulli said “Oh guys I’m really surprised. Well without doubt his really handsome, a respectful one and he really love you both.” Umma exclaimed, we all laugh and after that confession sulli and I was relieved and we don’t need to hide this from them well we explained everything to amber unnie and luna unnie too. Minho POV: While practicing our dance steps in our new song someone cover my eyes. “Guest who?” the girl said “Yoona unnie? Teayeon yunnie? Hahaha” I said in a joke way though I know who she is “Yah!” she hit my shoulder “Ouch!!! I’m just kidding babe, I know it’s you. I miss you so much, can I hug you? I said it with a bright smile, I just remember something when krystal cover my eyes too. Oh minho stop that, you made a decision right? Stop thinking her. STOP! “Hey babe? Something thinking? Or someone?” yuri said curiously “haha who do you think I’m thinking? I just miss you so much, so where is my hug? Can you give that..” without finishing my words she hugged me already I hug her back, I miss this girl so much but why I’m still thinking of her? Ahhh yah choi minho, stop thinking her. “I miss you too choi, so so much! I love you.  Let’s have a date if you’re not busy?” she said “Babe I want too. But we need to practice more, were running out of time. I’m sorry, I will promise we will go on a date, a memorable one okay?” I kissed her forehead and she smile “it’s okay babe, I understand okay. I love you.” She said That’s why I really love her, she is so kind and understanding, she took care of me well. I will never lose this precious gift of god. I made the right decision I think. After Yuri left, FX members are here? Why? oh my I forgot we have collaboration in one of our new song. I saw her, she smile happily? Why? Something happen? Maybe she’s okay now and I’m happy for that at least I’m not going to worry again. “Hi everyone? Seems you all look so happy huh? Jonghyun said “You already okay krysie?” Onew and taemin asked “Neh oppa’s, I’m okay now. I told you right the night I confess. Well don’t think of it again, let’s practice.” She smile widely “Baby sulli you look so pretty today huh” I said, she looked blooming, my second favourite little sister “Oh yeah oppa, how are you?” sulli asked, I can see krystal looking at us Krystal POV: Oh so sulli is now her favourite sister huh, I don’t care anymore. I don’t want to waste my time thinking of you again minho! Suddenly taemin approached me “Hey krysie, Why you’re looking at minho hyung furiously huh?” teamin asked while laughing “Yah taem, I’m not looking to him. I’m looking at sulli.” I defensively said “I know you like him.” Taemin said I was shocked and didn’t know what to do? How did he know? “Well if you’re asking why I know? Well krysie it’s so obvious, you think you’re the best in hiding your feelings? I know sulli like him too.” He said “ummo? Taem, please don’t tell this to everyone I beg you.” I said “hey don’t say that. Don’t worry your secret is safe. I will tell you something too so that were equal, I like sulli for almost a year. ” he confessed “Ummo? Really taem? I’m so schocked haha well you don’t think I don’t know that? You’re wrong taem I know that too. You’re also obvious don’t you know that? Hahahha” They laugh so hard and didn’t know that everyone are looking at them “Hey, what makes you both too happy huh?” key asked “Oopps… Sorry oppa” they giggled why laughing Minho POV: While talking to sulli I suddenly heard a loud laugh behind my back, I’m surprise looking at krystal and taemin laughing so hard. What’s with them? “ Hey oppa?” sulli said “Yes baby?” “Oppa can I talk to you alone? Maybe later is it okay?” sulli asked “Is that so important baby? Okay I will fetch you in your dorm after we finish our guesting okay?” “Neh Oppa” Sulli POV Oh my, I’m going to confess. This time I will make sure to confess I just need to let this feeling out. If he doesn’t accept me, I will accept it with all my heart at least I try. “baby sul, Minho is here. He said his going to fetch you? Do you two are going on a date?” Luna asked with curiously. “Yes unnie, ahaha just kidding. No unnie. I will tell you later.” “What’s with him and minho? Umma asked “I don’t know. Where is krystal?” amber asked “She’s in her room.” Vic umma said “Neh unnie?” Krystal suddenly appear “Oh I got to go guys oppa is waiting” sulli said In the lobby “So baby what is that important thing you want to say?” he said wondering what sulli will tell “Oppa its about.. about…” feeling super nervous, you can do this ssul it’s the right time. “About what baby? Something wrong, you okay?” minho asked “Oppa, I like you” “What, is it a joke baby? He asked with his shocked face “Oppa, do you think I’m joking? I’m serious okay.” “ssul.. I’m sorry but you know that I’m in a relationship with..” She cut minho’s explination. “hahaha oppa, it’s okay. Just want to tell you this and believe me I’m expecting this to happen. Just want you to know what I feel. Don’t ignore me oppa huh? Were still friend right?” she said “ssul baby, I’m sorry again. Were still friend you know and beside I’m still your brother. I love you like a sister.” He said apologetically “I’m okay now oppa. I feel hurt but I also feel good at least there is no burden in my heart anymore. Thank you for listening oppa. I think I’m going now. Bye oppa.” I wave and smiled with tears in my eyes while running back to the dorm. At the dorm. Before I open the door I sigh. Feeling nervous I need to fake my smile. You can do this sulli you’re a cheering person right? I open the door and found that they are all waiting at the sofa. “hey baby? How is it?” vic umma worriedly asked “Are you okay ssul?” Amber and Luna asked also I fake a wide smile and said. “haha you guys look so worry don’t worry I already expecting this to happen, just want to let go this feeling. I’m okay and were still friends, I’m happy. ” I explained “I feel what you feel ssul when I confess to him also. It’s okay, we will be fine.” Krystal smile and hugged me tight follow by our members. “I’m glad you’re all here. Saranghe” I said