when you can't decide, just wait and see.

In time, you'll see that faith have prepared everything for you.

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Woohyun's POV~~

the fight continues throughout the morning. i saw the slight anger in his eyes as he drifted towards me

our blood and sweat mixes as we crashed into each other.

i took a swift turn and hit him on the face. he cursed and pulled my hand, pushing me into the hard ground

i could feel my whole body ached. my left feet trembled.

i remembered the doctor's diagnosis that my left feet still needs a lot of rest.

i cussed as i tried to stand up.

i could see his eyes drifted to my leg feet which is now shaking due to the pain.

quickly, i ran for his stomach. he fell onto the ground. unexpectedly, he didn't hit back.

he looked at me closely and closed his eyes slowly as if he was waiting for another whip.

and so i did.

he cursed as blood started to flow from his lips causing his teeth turning itself to bloody coloured instead of white

i stopped. he snorted a little as he eyed me.

"why do you stop?" he said mockingly

i didn't respond. instead i wanted to say 'why don't you hit back?' but i only stayed quiet

"the princess' yours" he said as he looked at me

i blinked "what-?"

"i lose. you're happy right? and so.. as i promised, i will not see her again." he said while smiling

i know he was faking it. but... where is that myungsoo who will do everything for the princess?

where's that arrogant guy who is willing to die for her?

now i only see a pathetic guy who gave up easily. i wanted to give him another punch but i held in.

i move from him as he stood up slowly.

"why..?" i can't understand him

he smiled a little "because i will only cause her trouble.. and i don't want to do that. she will be happy with you. no doubt about that."

he started walking towards the door

i choked. what is he saying? is he giving up on her?

"don't you love her?" i said loudly at his direction. he turned around slightly. "i do. that's why i want her to be happy" he said slowly

"if you really loves her, you should be strong and fight for her, not giving up halfway like this. you're pathetic!" i said

eventhough i hated the fact that he's an arrogant guy who is also my rival, i expect more of him.

he snorted "i am.. i am.. i want her to live without tears.. i... wanted to see her smile. and with me.. she will never will.. woohyun.. can't you see?"

his voice lowered, i can sense the tense and sadness in his statement.

i don't know what to say.. i don't know why, but his statement really gets deep into me. he thinks about her and her happiness. he cares about her

he reached for something in his pocket and gave it to me. "please give it to her before i leave."

i looked at the scrolled letter in my hand and for another second he was walking out the door

"yah! wait!" i held him back. he turned at me, looking annoyed

"what else? i'm going to be late" he slapped my hands away as he showed me his passport

eh?

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MY POV~~

so there stood him.

Woohyun. Nam Woohyun..

the guy who stood before me is Woohyun.

so this what faith has chosen for me. i smiled as i approached him slowly.

"gwenchana..?" my voice whispered as i start to clean the sides of his face from blood stains.

i wiped his scars slowly and he stood there emotionless.

he didn't respond.

"woohyun-ah.. gwenchana?" i asked him again as i looked at him in the eyes.

he clenched his fist. "..purposely.." he whispered slowly

"what--?" i look at him confusely.

he shook his head slowly thinking wether he should say it or not.

he sighed as he looked at me. "he.. lose purposely." his face stiffen. he looked miserably hurted.

"that guy.. he let me hit him and he said he wanted to stop the fight.. that jerk...!" he slightly screamed then held in his emotion

i wrapped him in my arms. woohyun.. since when did he become this vulnerable? he murmured slowly as he hugged back.

his hands trembled. he pushed me lightly releasing the hug. "but.. princess i.. i love you.." he slowly said

my heart cringed. i tried to smile but i couldnt look into his eyes.

"i.. i ... i... love.. you.. too.." i said slowly as i shivered

woohyun wins, myungsoo was nowhere to be seen. isn't this my fate?

but then he looked at me with pain in his eyes. "no.. you didn't.." he shook his head as the tense creeps upon him

"yes i did..." i whispered again as i faked a smile.

"then why are you crying?"

my eyes widen as my hands touched my face. it's wet..

why am i crying?

i shook my head slowly as i tried to wiped off my tears. "woohyun.. i.."

i wiped my eyes quickly but i didn't work, my tears fell harder onto the floor as the pain in my leg worsen, i fell on my knees infront of woohyun

"no.. no.." i cringed slowly.

woohyun knelt down infront of me as he stopped my hands. i looked at him slowly.

he carresed my cheek slowly as he leaned in to kiss me.

i closed my eyes and shivered. but then, nothing happened. he pulled himself away.

"i can't.. princess.. " his voice shivered as he stood up from his position looking away from me.

"woo.." i gripped onto his arms. he didn't look back. "find.. him.." he said slowly

"please.. woo.. i'm sorry.. i will forget about him" i tried to stand up slowly still gripping on him.

he let go of my hand "you will not. you will never forget about him. you love him and right now, you're only forcing yourself"

"princess.. you're hurting too much. if you're burdened that i saved you from that accident, what i want from you now is to find your hapiness." he continued

"woo.." i looked at him. woohyun..

"i can't stop your tears.. at least.. he can" he looked back at me as he sighed. "find myungsoo.. i know you needed him"

my eyes widened. i looked at him carefully. this one man whom i truly find very different.

gentle but strong.. calmed but determined.. manly and full of charms..

but those pair of eyes full of warmness.. i've always looked at him not as a lover..

more like a brother, like a friend..

tears dropped from my eyes. woohyun patted my head slowly and kissed my hair. "you needed him.. and he needs you"

"don't cry.." he said as he stands up slowly

i cried louder as i gripped onto his hands. woohyun brushed against me slowly to calm me down.

"don't cry.. please.. it's not your fault" he whispered slowly and i wiped my tears.

"you might've hated me by now. i'm a bad person.." i sobbed.

"i will never hate you, princess.. you knew that right? instead, i've fallen for you. and it will never change.." he carresed my cheek slowly

"uhhh..." i hugged him tightly as i cried again. woohyun.. thankyou..

"woohyun.. you're a nice guy.. i've told you that right?" i whispered in his ears

he nodded slightly. his face were somehow lonely and.. just lonely.

"now.. go find him.." he let go of the hug and pushed me slightly to the exit.

there stood sunggyu who waited for us all along. woohyun leaned in closer to him and whispered something.

sunggyu nodded as he called dongwoo. and soon enough, a black mercedes rolled its way to the barn.

sunggyu opened the door and pushed me slightly inside. i looked at woohyun and open the window.

he smiled "good luck..."

"thankyou, woohyun.. you will always be that special friend for me.. i'll never forget that" i smiled back.

i closed the window and waved at him

the car starts to move slowly and i looked back at woohyun who stood motionless.

then he began running towards us as he screamed. "dongwoo stop!"

dongwoo brakes and the car stopped. i quickly open the window

"princess.. myungsoo told me to give it to you.. he's leaving.. catch him before it's too late" he tossed me a letter and i catched it.

"gomawo" i smiled.

the car starts moving again. this time, faster.

i looked at the view of woohyun fading behind us. his face were tired.

when he said that i swear i didn't know what he meant by leaving. i started to look back at the letter he gave me, i read it silently

it's written...

` to princess..

                i know i've been a coward. a coward who gave up on love. i sensed that i was being a bad guy. i've hurted you, i made you cry, many times and

eventually make you lose your smile. that smile i've been looking forward to everytime i meet you. your smile.. if only i could see it for the last time before i go

back. if only.. but now, all i wish is your hapiness.

               princess. when you read this letter, you'd probably in woohyun's embace by now. princess.. with all my heart, i'm happy for you and woohyun..

woohyun.. he can protect you, he can give you everything you needed. i don't want to admit it but.. woohyun.. that guy is more suitable for you than i am.

for some reasons, i envied him. he can live his life freely, he can love just anyone and most of all, i envied the way he understands you more than i did.

but princess..

                you know that even right now, i was remembering our moments. the day when we first met.. our fated dreams.

the time i sneaked out inside the castle and being locked by sunggyu, when i fought with woohyun.. and what i love the most is when we fell in love with each

other. at least that one time you said you loved me. it was probably the best memory. and you will always be my best memory.

i know saying it right now won't make any difference.. but princess,

i love you. i love you. i love you. with all my heart. with all my soul. with all my mind, i love you.

i hope you forgive me for all the tears you've dropped.

and when you finished this letter, i'll be on my way back to my country.

good bye, my juliet.

                                                                                                                                ~Myungsoo`

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tears fell down onto the letter.

myungsoo you fool! don't you understand that all these times, i've been thinking bout you?

i froze when i get back to the last part. and when you finished this letter, i'll be on my way back to my country. 

what..? it can't be ...

"sunggyu.. where are we going now?" i looked back at sunggyu who sat beside me

"to the airport of course, don't you want to stop him? " he raised his eyebrow

so it's right.. he was going to go back to his country..

"woohyun told me" sunggyu continued.

"dongwoo.. ppali..!" i screamed as dongwoo accelerated. i corssed my hands and pray that he hasn't gone.

myungsoo.. please don't leave me..

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WOOHYUN's POV

and so.. this is the end of the story, hyung.

sunggyu hyung, am i making the right choices?

am i?

princess. she fell in love with him despite all the restrictions of the two countries

with that, only he can stop her tears. not me, not sunggyu hyung.

myungsoo it is. i looked back to the small red box beside me. i opened the box slowly and put out a ruby ornament ring .

that is her present. it was.

i sighed as i put back the ring onto the box.

i put the box on the ground and burried it with snow.

just like they say, let the white snow burried your past and let you move on thot he future. and so.. that's how i end my first love.

this is one lonely chirstmas.

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PS: merry *belated* christmas everyonee (:

      and @JenieceVu1007 : pease don't be dissapointed.. i love woohyun too and i think woohyun deserves someone else (: someone better.. and i know that

      woohyun loves you :*

oh and i do think i at this chap -___________- .. *sobs*