the moonless night was so lonely. Dark it was, for night had fallen and settled.

i looked outside the window and let out a small sigh. the gentle wind blew and the tree danced with the rythm of the autumn breeze.

the clock shows 2.00 in the moring.

i felt so tired yet i can't sleep. everytime i tried to closed my eyes, it will bring back nighmares and ended up feeling more miserable than ever.

i blinked my eyes a several times making sure that i won't fell asleep.

the room was filled with endless silence. the only sound that i could hear right now is his slow breathing.  

my right hand brushed his brown messy hair slowly as the other hand held his hand slowly.

i bit my lips. "i'm sorry.. woohyun-ah" i bring both of my hands holding his hand, it gently. a single drop of tear fell on his hand.

the night seemed longer than it suppossed to be. i feel like being in this room forever, i was burdened with deep guilt

i lay my head near his warm arms and unknowingly drifted to sleep.

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`princess..` a soft voice whispered in my ear. i woke up and looked around.

i wasn't in the hospital room, there were fields and more fields. i turned around and noticed i was outside the castle.

a small boy appeared before me `princess.. look! i found a blue butterfly, the one you've always searched!`

he approached me handing me a blue butterfly in a jar. he was smiling widely.

i realized that that small boy wasn't very small, instead he was taller than me.. i was shocked finding myself in a body of a little girl

then i finally found out that i was back to when i was around 6. oh yeah.. i was asleep.

he looked at me confusely as i dazed.`princess? what's wrong?`

i blinked my eyes and looked at him. why couldn't i remember him? i took the jar in his hands and looked at it carefully

the blue butterfly, it is true that i've always loved blue butterflies. i smiled at him and he replied with a grin

it was then we heard a voice from behind `princess! it's time for your studies!` it was na eun's mother behind her stood the little naeun

i looked at them and opened my mouth slowly `please wait a minute` they walked inside the castle

i turned back at the boy who was still there looking at me.

he gave me a sad look and smiled weakly 'princess.. actually this is going to be the last time i play with you.. i'm going to move city`

i could feel that my heart ached, not remembering his name i could only open my mouth with awe.

'wae..? you are my friend, right?` i looked at him trying to draw in the memory but i seemed to not remember

he shuddered and gave me a slight nod `don't worry we're going to meet each other again in the future`

somewhere inside me teared into pieces `in the future? when is that?` he looked at me and walked closer

he kissed my cheek slowly as i blushed. `we are going to meet again. don't worry..  goodbye princess!` he ran away after doing that, his face were red

my heart beats faster `wait..! what's your name?` i shouted at him as he turned back

`do you forget me that fast, princess? it's me, woohyun!` he smiled and ran away

i looked at his back dissapearing. still feeling a bit surprised. woohyun.. as in nam woohyun?  `

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i opened my eyes as the light entered the room. it was already morning.

i glanced at the clock and it's already 9.00 AM

i looked at woohyun and remembered my dream. all these times, woohyun was waiting for me to remember...

that's why he was so nice to me.. that was nostalgic.. but then again, he said he likes me

my face flushed and i can feel my heart is starting to beat faster again. oh gosh just stop it!

i looked back at woohyun and suddenly his eyes opened a little.

i widened my eyes while looking at him. "woohyun? are you awake? did you hear me?"

he blinked a several times and tried to move his body and he hissed as he pained.

he looked around the room unfamiliar, he seemed to be confuse and might've felt dizzy

he looked at me puzzled.

i looked at him worried "wait woohyun, do you even know me?"

gosh i've watched too much drama, i joked a little but somewhere inside me felt a bit scared as well that it actually turns into a reality

"woohyun..? who's woohyun..?" he mumbled.

oh no no no.. this is not happening. someone tell me it's not happening!

a slight silence appeared. my eyes were filled with fears and tears.

he looked serious and i become more worried that he really forgets everything.

oh God.. this is not happening.. this is not happening

he shuddered and looked away from me. i looked at him confused

then suddenly a laughed broke the tense atmosphere in the room

"ha! got'cha!" he laughed hard uncontrollably

"of course i remember, princess.. i think you've watched to much drama" he laughed but then again cussed feeling the pain in his leg

i glared at him feeling tricked. i even can't find a word to start with. my face were flushed

"yahh! that happens a lot you know! i just... afraid that you would exprerience the same too.."

i raised my voice then lowered it a bit.. i pouted. he giggled feeling quite happy that he got me.

"are you worried about me?" he smiled jokingly

"of course i am! you're my bodyguard and also childhood friend anyway!" i looked at him feeling a bit frustrated but at the same time, glad

i leaned in closer and hugged him "sorry woohyun.. sorry to put you in such condition... " i brushed against his back

"so.. you finally remembered me?" he whispered slowly

i let go of the hug and nodded slowly. he smiled relieved.

"and so... i was wondering about yesterday's talk..." i bit my lips.. "you're not going to quit right?" i glared at him.

i give him a 'if you do i will definitely kill you' look. he giggled "what?" i am serious..

"in one condition.." he smiled and then looked a bit unsure

"what it is? i'll do anything.. just don't quit, woohyun-ah.." i begged him

"you sure you'll do anything?" he bit his lips, uneasy

"yeah.. i'm sure" i smiled

"then.. if i ask you to not be with myungsoo, will you do it?" he mumbled slowly

"eh--?" i thought i misheard him. he's not answering

he then pulled my hand and kissed me on the lips. it was too sudden but i couldn't resist it.

i realized what happened and pushed him from me.

suddenly i heard something dropped behind me. i looked back and my whole body trembled with fears.

it was myungsoo and sunggyu who stood behind him. his eyes widened and stood motionless.

i couldn't say anything and so does woohyun.

the whole room has once again filled with tense and fear.

i could feel the tears are swelling up my eyes. no myungsoo it wasn't like that..

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ps:

soo.. if you have to choose between your childhood friend who saved you from an accident and your first love who loved you with all his heart eventhough he might've gotten himself into danger, who would you choose?