There are times that i found Dreams are better than my Reality

and there are also time when i hope that Reality is my Dream. -

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{MYUNGSOO's POV}

The moment i opened my eyes, i saw the same view i've known before, it was sunggyu's room

i pushed the blanket and stepped out of the bed slowly. reaching out to the freezing wood floor

i looked at sunggyu who's sleeping in the hard couch just by the corner in his room.

i glanced at the clock, it was 8.40 in the morning and i streched my hand.

something feels weird.. i thought i was in the hospital yesterday.. and so how come i'm back in the castle?

i tried to remember what happened yesterday and realized i was asleep. he must've brought me back here..

sunggyu opened his eyes slowly, well, it didn't seem that he really wakes up since his eyes were only stripes of line

he scratched his brown hair and yawned. "sorry to wake you up" i said as i approached him

he shook his head and looked at the clock. "ugh.. hospital.. " he mumbled slowly

"huh? hyung? you're awake?" i waved my hands infront of his face and he slapped it away "of course babo! i am fully awake"

well, you didn't look like it.. just look at your small eyes, maybe you were sleep talking or something. i sighed

he handed me his phone and ordered me to phone the driver "who's his name again?" i opened his contact list

"dongwoo" he mumbled. he yawned a several times. i searched for it in his contact list and then stopped

my eyes widened when i go through one of the contact. he still kept her contact..

"myungsoo? ppali call him.. we need to get the princess" he stands up and stretched his arms.

"the princess? she's in the hospital?" i looked at him curiously

he nodded slowly "she accompanied woohyun"

"oh.." i didn't have a good feeling about this.. he likes her.. but, yeah he's in coma.. think positive, myungsoo! i thought to myself

 i quickly find dongwoo's number and called him

"uhm.. anyeonghaseyo.. uh.. sunggyu hyung asked me to phone you.. yeah.. get ready infront.. araseo.. "

i closed the call and give him back his phone

sunggyu packed in some food into the plastic bag and gave it to me, i took the plastic bag from his hand

i followed sunggyu hyung to the front door and hopped in the car.

"main hospital" sunggyu ordered and dongwoo nodded

he still does loves her... i bit my lips as i looked outside the car window. it seems a bit stormy.

i don't feel good about this.. bad things seems to occur during this kind of weather. i flashed my eyes back to sunggyu hyung

he was also looking outside the window, the look on his face were somehow sad.

"we've arrived.." dongwoo looked back at us and smiled. sunggyu and i walked out the car and went inside the hospital

when we enter, the patient were overloaded, some were coughing, some were badly hurted and the other were visitors..

we went straight to the counter "uhm.. visitor for nam woohyun in ICU room" sunggyu started

the nurse checked on his data and then asked the other nurse to lead us to his room. "follow me.." she smiled

i held the plastic bag on my hands and peeked inside. to be honest i was so hungry.. my stomach grumbled and i held in

"this room.." the nurse showed us the room and left.

i walked infront of sunggyu and opened the door slowly.

i dropped the plastic bag in my hand as i saw the view. it was a nightmare.

woohyun.. and her.. they were... kissing..?

i stood there motionless as sunggyu seemed to have his lips closed as well

she pushed him letting go of the kiss

she turned around with fears in her eyes. woohyun looked at us almost emotionless.

"my..ung.. soo.." her words are shaking. i couldn't say anything. i can feel my heart torned into pieces and anger has controlled me.

as if my body was electrified and frozen. i clenched my fist and started running towards him but then again, someone was in the way

she held my hand and stopped me. "please.. please don't hurt him.. please.." there were tears in her eyes

. . !! i held in my anger and put my hand down, forcely.

i looked at her feeling a slight betrayal. "i see.. you've changed your heart.. then all of these times, it was all lies..." i nodded and shivered a little.

i feel so mixed. betrayal, sadness and guilt controlled me. i feel so.. miserable.

then realized i couldn't control myself. i turned around and started running

i ran out the room. "yahh! myungsoo!!" sunggyu screamed as he followed me.

i heard a slight scream from the room, it was her voice. but i can't.. control.. myself..

myungsoo it was only a dream.. a nightmare. your worst nightmare.

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MY POV~~

i saw myungsoo clenched his fist, his furious, furious eyes was my fearful nightmare. no.. myungsoo it wasn't like that..

i couldn't say anything and i realized i was shivering "my..ung.. soo.." i finally opened my mouth

he ran towards woohyun and was going to hit him, i ran over myungsoo helding his hand, stopping him from the fight

 "please.. please don't hurt him.. please.." i shivered, tears are forming

he put his hand down and let go of my hand. his eyes were full of agony.

 "i see.. you've changed your heart.. then all of these times, it was all lies..." he looked at me, his body trembled

he turned around and ran out of the room.

"yah!! Myungsoo!!" sunggyu screamed as he ran after myungsoo.

"myungsoo.. wait..!" i screamed

i tried to run over him but then someone hold me back. i turned around and saw woohyun gripping my hand tight.

"let go.. i have to run after him..!" i half screamed as i looked at him

he shook his head and looked at me, hurted.

i cried and cried as woohyun pulled me into a hug. tears are running down my cheeks and felt all the guilt filling every parts of me. 

"please don't leave me.. please.. i don't want to lose you anymore... i love you.." his soft voice whispered in my ears as he wrapped me

my heart was puzzled and full of despair. i want to escape his hug but then i coudn't.

woohyun has sacrificed so much for me but then.. myungsoo..

the tears are unbearable

his hands were tightly caging me. i can't.. he was holding me back. i could only see the back figure of myungsoo leaving

i can't.. i can't choose..

the day seemed longer and the relation between the three heart seemed to have lost its way.

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narator's POV~~

sunggyu ran after myungsoo and lost his trace.

he searched for him and finally found him in a small bar by the river

sunggyu sighed as he went in. myungsoo grabbed a big bottle of soju and drank it in one go. he slammed the bottle to the table.

he was depressed.

sunggyu sat beside him trying to have a talk but it seems that myungsoo was way too drunk.

he ordered another bottle and the bartender gave him another big bottle of soju

his face were all red and flushed. myungsoo looked at sunggyu irritated and smirked. "hey hyung.. wanna have some?" he offered him a new bottle of soju

"you're way too drunk.. let's go back to the castle" sunggyu whispered slowly as he pulled myungsoo's hand.

myungsoo slapped sunggyu's hands right away.

"i wasn't drunk!" myungsoo convinced as he stood up, but even a 5 year old knows that he was drunk. his body swayed and trembled once in a while

sunggyu shook his head and looked at myungsoo. after a few seconds of walking, myungsoo fell on the ground and knocked out

sunggyu raised one of his eyebrows, knowing that his could've happened, sooner or later or... now.

he dialed in dongwoo's number and as usual, the younger sighed as he was ordered to bring in another sleeping boy into the car.

he placed money on the table and left.

as they reached the castle, sunggyu would lay down myungsoo on his bed while he slept on woohyun's room.

this happened 3 times already and sunggyu started to pitied him. his whole runaway is just a stubborn act.

he didn't comment much. sunggyu would've seen a mirror of himself in myungsoo.

he was just worried that things would've turned out the way it was, once in the past.

Sunggyu heard someone mumbling and he realized that it was myungsoo's sleep talk

he snorted thinking that this guy sure's weird. then his anoyance turned into a serious expression.

he sat beside myungsoo and realizaed that he was mumbling the princess' name, over and over again.

sweat came down his face as he slept. he was having a nightmare.

sunggyu only sighed looking at him.

` no myungsoo.. you have to let go.. before it was way too late..`

sunggyu actually didn't quite hate him. for some reasons, he cared to much for this guy because he reminded sunggyu of himself.

but then again, he hated the fact that day by day, myungsoo was becoming more and more like him.

which brings in a lot of memories sunggyu won't be able to forget.

and he was not happy. he was not at all.

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On the other part of the town, in the hospital, precisely. there is another story unspoken by words.

she was crying. she was too fragile.. too weak to push him away. her tears fell into his hands that holds her tightly from the back, not letting go

he knew he was being arrogant, but he didn't want her to leave. he loves her too much that it's starting to control him.

after a few minutes of hugging, he finally let go. the view of myungsoo and sunggyu were dissapearing from their sight.

the room filled with despair. the two hearts are anxious and broken.

she didn't blurted out a single word since then. even still, she kept him company till night.

she sat beside him faking a smile while brushing his hair. she was just trying to make him feel better and it worked. "sleep tight.." she whispered slowly

woohyun smiled a little before drifting back to sleep. her touch brings in a lot of warmness for him.

he closed his eyes but his mind was still in reality. he could hear someone cried, softly almost unheard.

he peeked a little to his right, it came from a girl, her body trembled. her hands on her face, closing her her entire face

making sure no one knew she was crying

but it was too clear for him. he sensed a volt of electricity going through his veins torning every bits of his heart.

her tears gave him a deep guilt. he wanted to hug her tightly. he wanted her to feel the same way about him

but somewhere within himself stopped him. knowing that if he did that, she would've cried even more.

he knew that she was forcing herself to love him. she was fighting her own feelings. she was.. tired.

he pretended he was sleeping next to the restless girl who cried beside him. he never felt so miserable in his life. ever.

 what can he do?