seohyun entered the VIP club room , it was tiffany's party as she decided to invite all her friends and contacts .. 

seohyun wandered around the place and although she recognized most of the faces around her yet she didn't initiate any greetings

she finally noticed her unnies , sitting in some corner almost all of them were chatting with their respective boyfriends , she walked toward them , after all being with her unnies she feels safer and less pressured ... 

on her way she saw her - jungshin chingu - she smiled brightly and waved excitedly to him , jumping a steps to close the distance gap between both of them ,  they did a high five in the process 

" jungshin chinguuuu " 

" juhyuniii , i only attended to see you since i knew you would be here " jungshin said giving her his brightest smile 

" i was busy the past days i didn't even get to check my mail often , i'm sorry " seohyun explained sorry 

" i know you're busy with the musical " 

" next week let's meet at my building's garden and talk , like the old times " seohyun smiled warmly 

" that's a good idea for sure , i miss those days too when .." jungshin was saying but was intrrupted when yonghwa rested his hand on his shoulder 

" i've been looking for you " yonghwa said casually before he noticed seohyun , when their eyes met, he smiled  

" oh hyuuuun~ " his voice filled with aegyo

" yoong ~" seohyun replied and they laughed at their unique greeting 

yonghwa checked out seohyun from head to toe , he admired her elegance smoky eye makeup , her white simple dress looked stunning on her too , her hair shade was lighter as holler era and a little wavy ..

" waah you got more pretty again " he said in admiration 

~ we are not friends ~ 

" i've been always this pretty " seohyun said with an ego laughing , admiring his cute toothy smile

" don't use your pick up words on juhyun~ah , hyung " jungshin voiced his irritation, side glancing  yonghwa 

" i was stating a fact though " yonghwa in return glared at his dongsaeng , seohyun laughed again because it's lovely seeing yonghwa & jungshin interacting and nagging , yonghwa looked at her again thankful for her smile 

" oppa , how is she ? " seohyun asked yonghwa 

" she ? who ? " yonghwa asked with clueless frown

~ we are not lovers either ~ 

she smiled kindly " i mean your lovely girlfriend .. lizzy "  

" ahhh .. we broke up " yonghwa revealed calmly , he waved his hand in the air discarding the topic 

" eeeh already !! when was that ? " seohyun widened her eyes , not so shocked though

" last week .. " he answered smiling back while jungshin quietly watched them 

she lectured him casaully " agaaaaain !! like really she's the third girl you broke up with for this year !! what's wrong with you "  

yonghwa his hair , he laughed awkwardly " i'm all right , you don't have to worry about me " 

" who cares about you !! , i'm pitying them those poor girls .. you're such a play boy "

~ you have changed ~ 

" aishhhh , juhyun .. i really liked them but things happened and we found it more comfortable to break up " yonghwa explained looking directly into her eyes 

she didn't avoid his eyes either " anyway i hope you'll end up alone and save the other girls out there " 

" ohhhh do you hate me that much " he asked with a smirk 

" well ... " seohyun was talking but paused when she felt an arm surrounding her waist 

" sorry my love , i was late " changmin said to her as he surrounded an arm around her waist 

seohyun smiled at changmin " never mind , oppa " 

~ it's okay , because i've changed too ~ 
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" never mind , oppa " i smiled to changmin 

" ooh yonghwa and jungshin , what's up guys ?" changmin greeted them 

" you came too , after all  " yonghwa said 

" of course i would come , how would i leave a pretty girl like juhyunii alone " changmin said while gazing at me with a lovely smile 

" you are right " yonghwa nodded in agreement smiling , while i kept my gaze on changmin and only him 

love , you would never understand it unless you experience it , you would never know how it hurts to be heartbroken unless yo go through it , just then you will believe in the saying ' it's not all about love ' .. 
 sooyoung unnie told me once that ' you have to love with your brain rather than your heart ' , and i just tried out falling helplessly in love with all my heart once upon a time ... 
but this time i chose wisely .. changmin oppa , my boyfriend who i like , who i'm happy with , we are doing well .. so well 

" let's sit together and talk " changmin invited yonghwa and jungshin 

i was taken aback by this and widened my eyes at changmin to cancel his invitation , as changmin understood me , it was too late as yonghwa already accepted the invitation " ok , let's sit somewhere "

jungshin was already uncomfortable with this as he frowned hating it ..

time passed as changmin and yonghwa were lost in their topics , he ... looked serious talking about something , his long slender fingers came into the scene as he explained , his eyes were gazing at changmin but i can see it the beautiful mole in his left eye , his lips too were ... i gasped as i got my senses back ! what was i doing just now !!! my heart raced and i gulped troubled .. 

i finished my drink in one gulp and i filled my glass again , and drank it .. i kept repeating that to avoid the uncomfortable situation i'm facing .. god only knows how many time i filled my glass and drank it , then i started to get dizzy and sweaty , my body was hot too .. 

changmin who was sitting an inch away whispered to me " stop drinking " 

" eh but i want to have fun .." i said as i grabbed the filled glass looking at it pouting my lips 

" please , baby " changmin said as he grabbed my hand that was holding the glass gently , i curved my lips as i put down the filled glass on the table quietly 

i whispered to changmin " would you like to dance " , because i want to stay away from here , i want to escape his gaze 

changmin tucked the hair that was falling carelessly on my face behind my ear " you're drunk juhyunii ~ you'll get dizzy " 

love , i heard it's all about caring for each other , that you'll never feel lonely because you matter to someone , like how is your life precious because you are someone else's reason of happiness , your happiness too matters to someone .. 

" let's go hyung , i want to rest " jungshin said as he sighed 

yonghwa was still frozen staring at me and changmin , but the music was loud so it's possible that he didn't hear jungshin whining , he didn't even blink so who knows if he's staring or just spacing out

jungshin tapped yonghwa's shoulder and repeated his request .. yonghwa nodded at him quietly as he got his senses back ..

" oppa , let's talk " a girl came with a steady steps frowning toward our table , she was lizzy yonghwa's ex-girlfriend , she looked cute fully dressed , her expensive white watch too was a couple watch with yonghwa's .. 

yonghwa looked at her quietly with soulless glance ... 
she grabbed his arm ,gazing at his eyes to convince him ... he drank his drink in one gulp before he stood up to follow her 

he left .. finally .. i let out a tired sigh as i watched them holding hands and disappearing among the crowd 

jungshin's glance followed them depressed , he let out of a sigh too 

" would you like to go home and rest ?" changmin asked me , i wanted to shout YES i wanted to go home and never go out for days ! 

" if you want to stay longer .. " i said looking at the table , while i felt his gaze on me .. 

" no , let's go " he said and stood up , i was afraid what if he was aware of my emotions earlier , did he get angry ? 
he extended his hand to me to hold onto it , i smiled assured that changmin is still there for me .. i took his hand and stood 

i waved to jungshin a bye , signaling ' call me ', he smiled warmly winking at me 

following changmin's steps to the garage ..  

i saw yonghwa with lizzy talking in a corner in the garage , i looked at them without turning my head toward them and walking beside changmin .. 
yonghwa was talking to her seriously while being inches away from her face ,