i really thought hard on this, but i've decided to slip in a author's note along the way. i always get worked up when i see how the chapters are not arranged in order hahah (if you get what i mean smh) and figured that it's stupid and i should just get over it. well here it is hahahah /laughs awkwardly and hides/

i am really sorry for not updating these days and i hate myself for that (im sure you guys hate me too yes? yes.), but seeing that you guys read my story actively makes me want to continue, but i, on the other hand, have absolutely no damn idea what to write about that i want to kill myself. i feel so sorry towards you guys because you guys are so supportive and im here having trouble as to what to write for the next chapter.

i'm really sorry for dragging this this far and for making you wait so long. i'll just hope that an idea hits me smack in the face and motivates me to write a new chapter filled with excessive drama, smiling-to-your-phone fluff and maintained vulgarity (it just brings out the character's character and emotions more, do you see where im coming from). keep up with my scenarios post bc who knows i might update there more idk otl ;-;

and im really sorry if i kept your hopes up thinking this is a update! /frowns for the rest of my life/ on a side note, happy anniversary bangtan !!! and you can continue killing me with the teaser pics thanks.

~dumbye0l