Hard Decisions...
"Will I Ever Move On?"“Hey, Guys?” I shook the bodies that were laying beside me in deep slumber “What?” Hyunjoong groaned eyes still closed “Uhm how should I say this?” I scratched my head “Spit it” this time Sooyoung said with annoyance “....Were here!” I screamed in their ears “ah!” they sat up with their hands on their ears “Why did you do that?!” they said while glaring at me, “cause you guys are hard to wake up” I pouted “He is but not me” Sooyoung denied while pointing at Hyunjoong. “Says the girl who sleeps a lot” Hyunjoong said half screaming “Bye! See ya!” I said waving at them “Haejung! Wait up!” they quickly took their belongings and ran after me.
I just laughed at them when they were catching their breaths “That was not funny” Sooyoung crossed her arms while refusing to look at me. “Well I didn’t want to hear you screaming to each other, I might get involved” I said while both of them just looked away from me. “Come on don’t be mad” I held onto their hands but they smacked my hand away “We’re not mad” “but why aren’t you looking at me?” I hugged them this time. “Just because” they looked at me with mad eyes “Okay! I admit defeat!” I said with both my hands in the air, there’s no way I’m gonna keep this up. “Hey! There’s a play ground!” they said running towards the see-saw while I was standing there just laughing at them.
“Hey come on!” they shouted towards me, I hurried my steps towards them “Can I join?” and the answer was definitely NO so I went towards the swings my favourite thing since I was little. I started to hum my grandma’s lullaby that I always listen to before I sleep, I close my eyes and started to sing the song.
(Lullaby)
Close your eyes my little child,
Close your eyes,
Forget about the past,
Forget about the painful memories,
And go to sleep,
May you have happy dreams not nightmares,
Close your eyes and go to sleep,
May you be happier,
May tomorrow be a better day than today,
For you my child....
I smiled as I sang the lullaby; it was my favourite song until today. I opened my eyes and saw that my friends were staring at me weirdly. “What?” I asked them while giggling “What’s up with you? You rarely sing cause you get embarrassed easily.” They stated which made me blush “Well.... I just miss my grandma!” I said looking up at the trees. “.....It’s been a long time since I saw her” I said and looked at them with a sad smile. “Hey! Which school did you choose to go to next year?” they asked me but it was a tough question. “Uhm.... Seoul High School, I guess” I simply answered not wanting to continue this conversation “You guess?” and I just nodded “Why?” they couldn’t stop asking? , I just sigh before answering “Well I made a promise plus I didn’t get the offer to the other school I applied” I said with tears in my eyes. “You know you’re lucky cause Sooyoung will be in the same except for me!” he said he’ll be entering Seoul Arts High School “but I dunno?” I blurted out “Dunno what?” they looked at me “well I wanted to go to another school since I was little... but I dunno which one to choose!” I said messing up my hair “Well let’s wait till next week kay?” they said and I just nodded “Let’s head home” I said getting off the swing “Home!” they said. They’re lucky cause they just applied for one school but I have to wait for the other offer and it’s been giving me a headache! Which school will I’m gonna pick?????......
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