*C.A.P’s P.O.V*

It was like they were new tattoos. They burned so I was able to feel them. The parts of my skin the fallen angel had touched. Hell! I was completely insane!

ChangJo and I were violently shoved and pulled towards the casino we wanted to visit. Or to be exact: I wanted to visit before we had met the guys.

Three in number, I think.

I really had preferred to lengthen the time we had with them.

Let’s start again from scratch.

Me and my best friends were on the way to see Seoul’s newest and best equipped casino. Today it would be the first day people could enter it. To be exact only the ones having private invitations, but of course, we, as the sons of three of the richest families in Korea, had no problems to get them. Under normal circumstances boys like us would me driven right to the entrance of the casino but I had insisted to walk half of the way since the weather was quiet fantastic today.

So when we walked down the streets, we were stopped by three mute kids, wanting us to give signatures for… what was it? A children’s home for deaf-dumbs? I don’t even remember. I’m really not the type of man to give any guy coming along my autograph. Due to our background we were rather popular and I didn’t want to read in the newspapers: “Bang Minsoo donates for an orphanage.” or worse “Bang Minsoo makes friends with disabled”

When you ask me my memory of the exact happenings is rather dusted. All I knew was, that suddenly the one guy, the one with chin long hair and fish-like lips was about to peck my cheek. Or at least I thought so. Actually he didn’t really kiss me, but hell… who wouldn’t want to feel those lips?

No, Minsoo, no he’s most likely a little disabled child. What do you want from him? Don’t turn e! And then… he is a guy. I’m still not used to me being attracted to men. Even tough I already know that for quiet some time.

ChangJo and L.Joe kept teasing me with the incident before.

“Come on… you’re sure that you don’t wanna him? Kiss those oh-so-y thick lips?”

ChangJo, I’m so gonna punch you in your face when nobody looks.

I just smiled and shook my head. Pretended to be not bothered by him. Not at all. That he was speaking out my thoughts… I think I’ll never tell him.

“He really seemed to like touching you.” L.Joe mentioned grinning.

Did… did he?

I don’t really think so.

“Shut up shorty. Go and the blonde.” I mumbled to defend myself.

I think he did that to every person he wanted to have money from. And if that was the case… he had found the right person in me. I’d fall for his touching again every time. Again I’m sounding like a pedo, right?

“But the blonde didn’t touch L.Joe hyung like the thick lipped touched you! And you have to admit that you enjoyed his touches… or else you wouldn’t have given him so much money.”

Where from should I know how L.Joe was touched? My eyes were busy checking out the kid in front of me.

Did I really just thought that?

And then… our youngest was brighter than I thought. He realized more than usual people did. I mean… how was he able to see how much money I handed the fish-lipped?

Plus, for us… “It wasn’t that much!” I tried to talk my way out.

“For such a dirty beggar it was. These little liars don’t deserve a single dollar” L.Joe proclaimed disgusted.

Beggar? Liar? I… I don’t believe him to be. He is just a poor being wanting to collect money for his home. It’s not his fault that he wasn’t able to hear and talk. And we as the rich should help and support them. No way he had tricked me. I believe in the good in every person. I knew there were people tricking you with pretending to be disabled but somehow I really believed him.

Suddenly I remembered: “But you still gave it to him.” L.Joe had also donated, he must have.

“Yeah… it was because you two also gave them money!” He spitted angrily.

Well, I can tell the boy was rarely that pissed. The three dudes really make im ponder.

Or was it just me? Was I the only one affected?

This time I really wanted another topic. Maybe we could pretend this all never happened.

“Whatever! Let’s just forget about these boys…!” I said rather halfheartedly, but I was relieved that my friends nodded agreeing. Thank God!

A hand touched my biceps and wandered to my chest. The cold fingers travelled their way downwards. As soon as the slim digits had reached the edge of my jeans I woke up, panting hard.

In my mind’s eye I could clearly see the silhouette of his face. I sighed. Him. Yet before bed time my thoughts just wouldn’t want to leave him. What do I do?

Drink tea. I heard tea is somewhat of a panacea.

But I’d have to get up to make the tea… nope. Being the lazy self I was I’ll definitely not get up in the middle of the night to cook me some stupid tea. I blinked several times, trying to get out of my dreamland.

I should go back to sleep and forget about this… dream. Next time, I was sure of this, his hand wouldn’t stop right before my jeans and having wet dreams about someone you don’t know is strange. Very strange.

I closed my eyes and fell back to sleep.

Nearly!

I was already half asleep when I felt a hot breath against my cheek. ing hell! I sat in bed, totally soaked.

At least I had to admit it. I fell for a stranger. I fell for a pretty little disabled kid.

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