Hey! I just got my time to update! I'm really really really sorry for being so slow because there's so so so so so many things to be done. It's almost the end of the year guys, every company is busy in that time. huh! This update is quiet short, and I don't know it's worth your waiting or not. I was kind of stuck here n there, but... just read! Don't forget to comment! Thank Gyu!!

There was a huge shadow glooming inside the room, suffocating and making Woohyun feels like breathing in air along with fire. His throat burns and his mind turned, went into a huge hole when he heard the word that came from the leader trembling mouth. He puts a strong face but he keeps the shock in his eyes. The room went into a very deep silence. Nobody is moving and no one seems like breathing. They never thought that it was that serious.

Sunggyu look like that he’ll faint soon and Myungsoo wanted to move closer to hug him but Woohyun was faster. He saw how Woohyun moves out of his wheelchair and took Sunggyu’s trembling hand into his, eyes dewy looking into the leader’s red one and the small smile on his shaking lips. Sunggyu keeps his eyes closed, trying to contain himself from getting panic.

“T-hey keep h-hurt-ing me... and... J-jung-ryul-hyung..even tryi-ng to f-force himself on-“ He choked on another sob, and this time Woohyun stops him with a bone crushing hug.

“S-stop...it’s enough hyung...d-don’t force y-yourself...” He could feel the huge and fast trampling of Sunggyu’s heart and he put a hand on his chest. Woohyun could feel he’s wetting Sunggyu’s clothes but he couldn’t care about it at the moment. His leader is crushing down in front of him. He’s losing himself. Sunggyu was practically gasping for air but he looks like he won’t stop.

“-they killed Y-oon Ji be-because of me... He kidnapped us be-because of m-me... He h-urt y-you...be-because of m-me...” He felt Sunggyu grabbed on the back of his shirt tightly and Woohyun shook his head.

“Please...hyung... s-stop.. don’t say anything...” He pulls himself from the hug, taking Sunggyu’s face into his hand. Woohyun is looking at the leader face with his own face fills with tears and the pity look that he gets from Sunggyu was crushing his heart.

Sunggyu’s breathing got harsher and the tight knuckle is now clawing on his shirt. He grabs on Sunggyu’s hand, trying to calm the leader down.

“H-hyung... everything is fine... please... breathe..hyung...please” He continue on hugging the leader while the other members are fidgeting on their place, trying to control themselves from breaking down after hearing the whole new but overwhelming information.

"It's…too much… it's h…hurt so much…" Sunggyu keeps crying and Woohyun followed crying too. Hoya has brought Sungjong to cry outside the room and they were hugging by themselves out the door. The scene was too heartbreaking and Hoya couldn't help but his mind kept playing on the scene where they found Sunggyu who was trembling under Jungryul on the bed. He understand why Sunggyu feels like resigning but, if Sunggyu really resigned, everything will be wasted. All of the leader effort of bringing them back together sound and safe will be wasted if the leader is not with them.

"Hyung… you're doing good.. calm down, hyung…." He could still hears Woohyun comforting voice lulling him and his breathing immediately went calmer. Sunggyu is still gripping hard on the back of Woohyun's shirt but none of them could care about anything right now. The tears is still failing and Woohyun couldn't imagine on how much more tears the leader should be shedding.

Sunggyu closed his eyes, his mind is still fuzzy from crying and his body feels tired. The warm hold that Woohyun is giving him was making Sunggyu feels peaceful and he wanted to appreciate the moment. His eyes is still closed but he could hear the loud thumping of Woohyun's heart and how his shoulder is soak by the younger's tears.

"Hyun…" He called, voice merely whispering. Woohyun hummed in reply.

"You… are not disgusted with me..?" Woohyun could practically heard his own heart cracking and he shook his head, pulling himself apart so that he can look into Sunggyu's eyes deeper.

"No, hyung. Stop thinking like that… You're just perfect...You're fine…" He rubbed the leader cheek before Sunggyu closed the distance and hugging him again, this time a small smile was formed on his face. Woohyun could hear Sunggyu muttering his small thanks before the leader went completely still and falls to sleep. Crying was tiring. Woohyun feels like he had over used his energy that he falls himself together with the leader on Sunggyu's bed. Woohyun could feel his body relaxing and he follow the leader, falling asleep, hands still hugging the leader deep into his chest.

Myungsoo saunter closer to the bed, eyes not leaving watching how Sunggyu seems to find his own confidential place, his own serene air around Woohyun and he couldn't help but to smile a little. He never thought that things was so hard for the leader. He was regretting every single things until now, and after hearing Sunggyu's story today, the regret seems to be larger and is digging a painful hole into his heart. He grabbed on to the blanket and spreading it slowly on the top of both Woohyun and Sunggyu and his hand finding its way to move the strands of hair from the leader's side face. He has been holding himself from crying and he couldn't hold it until now. The strangest feeling in his heart is getting into him and Myungsoo didn't know where to hide, or where to pour everything.

He gritted his teeth down and balling his fist until the knuckled was showing his protruded bone and white. He heaved a huge breath, trying to calm himself down before he turn, walking slowly outside the room. Dongwoo who has been watching him from the side, feeling worry at the sudden dark aura surrounding the visual, so he follow Myungsoo's speed walking toward the hospital rooftop. 

He reached the door of the rooftop before he could hear a loud thud followed by Myungsoo voice screaming his heart out. Dongwoo open the door, and run toward Myungsoo who is venting his anger toward the white cement wall of the rooftop with his bare fist. Dongwoo took Myungsoo's hand before it could punch the wall and he struggle to keep Myungsoo from getting agitated. Dongwoo took Myungsoo's bleeding knuckle into his hand and slowly blowing it, ignoring Myungsoo protest to keep punching the poor wall.

"Damn it! Myungsoo! Control your self!" He shouted, suddenly feeling annoyed with Myungsoo over reaction. Myungsoo flinch before he keep quiet, face looking on the ground with his tears keep falling down the cheek. His was controlling his sobs down and he could feel the sudden sting coming from his hand. He sighed.

"I'm sorry, hyung" He whispered, other hand messily wiping his tears. Dongwoo followed sighing before he pull Myungsoo into his hug.

"Don't be sorry, Myungsoo. It wasn't your fault in the first place. Let's be thankful that we have each other right now…" Dongwoo said, patting the visual back lovingly. Myungsoo continue sobbing while shaking his head.

"If I didn't left, we might be able to save Sunggyu-hyung… Things might be different. He won't be ra-" He couldn't continue his word but to continue sobbing. Dongwoo keep calming him down, keep repeating his word by saying that it wasn't Myungsoo fault in the first place.

They both went quiet after Dongwoo brought Myungsoo to seat on small bench by the small garden at the rooftop. It was quiet up there. The sky was also darkening, shadowed with heavy cloud, covering them from the glaring sun. Dongwoo took Myungsoo's hand, examining it again.

"You need to treat this…" He said, taking the slightly swelling hand into his. Myungsoo didn't reply it, but only appreciating Dongwoo's warm hand, enveloping the stinging palm.

"You know, Myungsoo. On the day we