Coming to terms
If we could live forever.TAEYEON POV
Is this the greatest joke ever?!
I was about to end my life and she "saved" me to give me an eternity of loneliness and sadness.
I couldn't think straight, i just need to get out of here for some fresh air.
I ran as fast and as far my legs could bring me.
Then i came to the beach.
I fell on the sand, panting for air.
My mind is in a whirl.
All i know is that my tears are falling and falling.
And i'm trembling uncontrollably.
SUNNY POV
I chased her and we reached the beach.
She was crying.
And i didn''t know what to do.
I stood still for a moment then i approached her and gave her a hug.
Hugging her as tight as i could.
As much as i know i couldn't bring her any warmth, i was just hoping she knows that there's someone there.
Someone she could rely on.
After a minute of silence, she spoke.
"Kill me."
"No."
"Just kill me."
"No way."
"What's wrong with you?!" She shouted.
"What's wrong with you then?" I challenged.
"I hate you, why did you save me?! Just kill me and let me die!" She burst out and punched me.
I wasn't expecting and i fall on my back.
She threw me another punch.
I didn't dodge nor retaliate.
Another, another and another.
She seems to have lost control. She was just going on and on throwing punches at me.
Then i cried. Not because of physical pain, but because i could see her hurting.
Hurting with each punch she threw at me.
I could smell my blood, i'm sure i looked like a bloody mess.
Suddenly, she stopped.
She looked at the tears on her fist and back at me in shock and in shame.
"What have i done?!" She fell on her knees burying her head in her hands.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry..." She chanted and chanted, breaking down completely.
"It's ok." I embraced her in my arms again, rubbing her back.
It's ok no matter how much it hurts, as long as i could take some pain away from you.
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