Beach were the reason why she wanted to grow up fast, were the reason why she forced herself into fitting swimsuits that weren't appropriate for her age. They were also the reason why she starved herself, wanting to look good in a bikini, wanting to have long skinny legs. Her childhood was never ruined though. Dancing was her way out although she was exposed to cameras flashing and award shows at such a young age with girls four to ten years older. They too were the girls who helped her through the childhood she was supposed to have as a normal kid but she never really did anyway. It was impossible eversince she stepped into the entertainment. Everything was restricted, pulled and squeezed together in a whole and is expected to be that way. That was the showbiz. The society tells you to be yourself but then tells you again that that's not the way. Two years throughout her career was a painful one but she got through it. She got through it with the girls she has claimed to be her sisters. She grew from the hates, from the negativity filled in her mind. She grew up. 

Beach parties were also the reason why she whined and stayed in her room because the other members could go and she couldn't. Beach parties were the reason why she hated being young . Beach parties could destroy one in so many ways but who the cares when you're sixteen and restricted? Then again, Beach parties showed her a lot when she was able to go for the first time. Pool parties disgust her a year after. The sight of guys throwing themseleves on girls and disrespecting them wasn't what she was looking forward to. But it changed.

It changed when she met him.

Despite wanting more than just staying home, she was beginning to miss the peace she had back there. You could put the party and the dorm side by side and completely see the difference. Wondering why was she begging to grow up fast in her early days because right now, she was begging for the opposite. The atmostphere was wet and sticky everywhere. The odours of expensive perfumes from the different idols blend in with the smell of alchohol and sweat stimulating an aroma that lingers in the air. Yes. It was an idol beach party. Filled with idols she barely know or even better, have yet to even see before. This was the stupid party she had been craving and wanting to go to so bad. The place was huge, explaining the two different pools as well as a bar, spanning the length of the space at the back, countertops surprisingly made out of black granite and tempered glass - shiny and spotlessly clean. Champagne glass hidden somewhere as they replaced it with red cups, a stretch of different kind of liquid that is never able to allow you to see the surrounding in a proper way. Cushion stools neatly arranged with a silver metal stand and everything looked perfectly in place. The party that day was surprisingly better than the last one. Minzy bowed nervously when some unknown strangers which she assumes were idols greeted her. She was getting way more uncomfortable. The ladies were making her wait for it seemed like eternity. She hissed in pain as she turned to the person who smacked her bottom.

"Hyoyeon oh my god.." Minzy sighed in relief as she hugged her bestfriend tight. It's been so long since they met and also too long since she has been standing in the middle of a crowd of strangers. 

"Why are you tensed?!" Hyoyeon gripped on her shirt, tugging on it as she gave Minzy a look. "Are you kidding me?" 

"What? At least i'm wearing bikini bottoms. Stop being so fussy goddammit, you never change." 

"Whatever. Let's get you some boys, you need one." 

"What the hell?" Minzy turned, stretching out her arm to poke her bestfriend before she was pulled towards the crowd.

It was times like this that she wished her members were here. The loud bass rang across the entire party, the atmostphere heating up as time passes by and Minzy was beginning to feel completely bored. Minzy didn't miss the cliques forming, the one who looked alike congregating together to discuss the events of the after party or the upcoming summer. The irony was lost in her when she's actually standing with a group of girls who were talking about the after party. Are they not busy? Minzy's eyes pried away from them to look over to group of guys at the bar, leaning against the clean tempered glass as they held their drinks in their hand. They were attractive and they were the only guys she actually recognised. Not to mention, how they actually dance really well. She couldn't help but to pay attention to one of them, hair disheveled, body lean, skin tanned and how he was attractively tall. He was quiet. He was her in 2NE1. His eyes never left the DJ when the rest were busy checking out the chicks walking pass. He was just so different and captivating. 

Until their eyes met, his bottom lip sinking into his perfect teeth as he bit his lip, staring right back at her. Startled, she turned around, heading towards Hyoyeon. 

Jongin grinned the moment she looked away, taking a slow perusal of her appearance. Her red jersey shirt stopped right above her grey bikini bottoms revealing smooth honey toned thick thighs that looked tempting enough to . She was wearing a pair of black slippers on her dainty little feet ; the slight wiggle of those toes widened his grin. As his gaze trailed up, Jongin lost his smile and swallowed, his throat suddenly thirsting for more than water. Her was perky, bigger than most of the other girls he looked at. She was curvy and that wasn't something he had expected to see. She was all flawless shimmering skin beneath the waxing beams of moonlight filtering in through the sky. Jongin never knew that shoulders and arms could be so y. The heat of his gaze burned along Minji's skin and she was slowly attracting him. 

His swallowed when she moved nearer to his side, Hyoyeon pointing to some dudes for her to approach but he smiled when the girl laughed it off - completely not intrested. His eyes glancing to the way she moved her body to the beat, not dancing randomly but actually popping to the song. It was intresting, his eyes travelled down to her thighs when she covered it embarassingly. She must've been teased about and he wished he could come up to her and just appreciate those thighs and tell her how beautiful it is. She was left alone when she pushed Hyoyeon to talk to the bartender, giggling when her friend began to whine asking for assistance. Her smile was insanely adorable as he smirked, she was too cute to handle. Jongin looked up, he lost his smirk when a guy approached her. They were smiling now. To each other. And he had never felt so jealous and insecure. Jongin saw how she nodded shyly as the guy walked away, perhaps taking her a drink. He felt like a loser. 

Jongin averted his gaze to the guy, only to see girls grinding on him and it didn't seemed like he mind. What the ? Eyes were back on Minzy and he was surprised to see her smiling with her arms crossed. Hyoyeon approached her not long after,  excitedly asking her about the guy but stopped when Minzy pointed towards the jerk, who was totally immersed with the ual act given to him. Hyoyeon pulled her, ready to start a fight until she pulled away. Shaking her head no and he saw her mouthing 'just watch' as she continued smiling. Jongin felt intimidated. It seemed like she could do anything to embarass the hell out of the guy but she wasn't predictable and that turns him on. How lightly she took it, how she didn't seem upset. It was as if she knew it was going to happen. Like an expert. His attention was interuppted with a nudge on his elbow. He turned to Sehun, looking at how he too was pointing at Minzy and the guy. Jongin rolled his eyes, nodding as he turned back to her. Her smile was still there, but her eyes were flaring. 

Jongin straightened up when she began to walk. She stretched her arms, innocently heading to the guy as she picked her drink from the table. He watched how she thanked the guy and laughed at how startled the guy was. She crossed her arms, his arms pushing the grinding lady away as he started mumbling incoherent words but Jongin knew she wasn't listening when she turned around, faking a yawn as she nodded dumbly. She turned to group of guys staring at her, including Jongin as she smiled, bowing as the guy continously tried getting her attention. It was getting hilarious and the boys couldn't help but to laugh at the scene. Her tiny pale hands grabbed on his, putting the drink back as she mouthed something before walking away. He couldn't grasped what she said, but it sure must've been offensive when he was left speechless as she walked away. 

Minzy left. The atmostphere was nearly suffocating and she needed nothing more but fresh air. It wasn't much of a good idea since her entire leg was exposed and the weather was no where near humid. She walked further into the beach, far away from the crowd and stopped to climb up onto the huge haystack rock. She hissed when her pale legs scratched against the sharp side but brushed it off, finally reaching the top. The peace she had been craving for was finally fufilled and she had never felt any better. She shivered when she felt a gush of wind, finding warmth as she brought her knees up against her chest, hugging herself. She was taken in by the soothing atmostphere that encircles her. She closed her eyes, letting herself absorb the blistering moonlight on the cold niht. She is comforted by the sound of the ocean; the rhytmic pounding of the waves repressing all of her worries She clooked into the sky and see the perfection of life. Then again she wondered, why was she running to grow up for a beach party when there's so much into life? Her trail of thoughts continued and she sinked in the calm surrounding. Her heart pounded in her chest when she heard sounds of tumbling rocks and rustling. Her hands reached out for a useless stick as she cautiously stood up, ready to attack. She jumped seeing the guy hadn't expected to be in her sight. She sighed, closing her eyes as she pulled the guy gently up. 

"What are you doing here?" Minzy harshly whispered when he was finally up.

"I followed you." He replied, as if it was the most natural thing to say.

He took in her flustered face and the wooden stick in her hand. "And what were you going to do with that?" 

"Well I don't know." She gave him a look. "Beat you to death." 

She earned a laugh before he stepped after after her. "Can I.. join you?" 

Minzy contemplated, he could be murderer.  His eyes lightened up as he chuckled, as if reading her mind he continued. "I'm harmless, you don't have to worry." 

On cue, she nodded, sitting down and as he followed suit. They stayed that way for a while, enjoying the rustling sound of dried leaves and the ocean waves. Until she realised how rude it was to not catch his name. 

"Uhm.." He turned, immediately acknowledging. "You're Kai right?" 

"Jongin." He corrected. "That's a stage name. I'm not him now." 

Minzy hummed, nodding her head as her attention went back to the ocean. She felt his gaze on her and she was beginning to flush. "What?"

"Nothing. You're just really beautiful." Minzy frowned, looking at him as she scoffed. 

"C'mon. I had to deal with one boy down there just now, I don't need another one." 

"That's a pity. I too wouldn't want to deal with one." He arched an eyebrow. "You're really captivating and I really wanted to tell you that when I saw you hiding your thighs because Hyo teased you." 

"You've been looking at me?.." 

"Longer than you'd know. It's been a year since I last saw you and you still catch my attention."  

He waited for an answer but all he got was a flushed Minzy who was completely mute as she stared infront. She couldn't trust her voice to answer back. It was unexpected. He unpredictable and it turns her on. God could this guy get any better? 

"Are you cold?" Minzy gently held his arms when he was already tugging on the hem of his shirt, trying to remove it. 

"It's okay, I'm probably heading home soon so I'm gonna change, don't worry about it." 

His eyes averted to her hands, smirking as he nodded. He bit his lips, preventing a grin as he nodded, facing the ocean again. Minzy let out a cough, letting out a breath as she did the same. Only thing she didn't know if it was possible to stay there any longer. He was so attractive and she found her self esteem dropping because of a guy. It was absurd. His hazel eyes reflecting the moon perfectly and she was wondering how does a guy, with swimshorts and black shirt with disheveled hair could look insanely attractive. It was getting on her nerves. Shaking the thoughts away, she stood up. Suprising the gentleman as he did the same. 

"You okay?" He asked, panicked. 

"No no I'm fine. It's just.." She bit her lips. "I sh-should go.. it's late..thank you, for being with me." 

He let out a short 'ah' nodding his head as he smiled. His perfect teeth showing and she was melting so hard on the inside. This guy was beyond perfect. She nodded unconciously with a purpose, bowing slightly as she turned around. Not like she could afford to take another step anyway. She clenched her fist, groaning as she turned again. Facing Jongin who's head was down, his feet kicking unknown particles on the rock as he looked up again to meet her gaze. He hummed, asking if she needed help. She neared him, her eyes staring into his and he wasn't sure if she wanted to say something or kiss him. Though he preffered the latter because she was way too close to him. Minzy stood on her toes and pressed her lips to the corner of Jongin’s sensuous mouth. 

"Thank you." She whispered. "For calling me beautiful." 

Jongin eyes was probably bulging out by now. His hands shaky, cold sweats dripping down his forehead. He had never been so nervous. Then again, he didn't want lose her. He want to know her better, be with her, be the one to call her beautiful everyday. His eyes watching twitch, probably embarassed by what she did as she turned around once, ready to leave. He panicked, feet rushing towards her as he tugged on her wrist, pulling her close by the waist. 

"Wanna get out of here?.." 

Her wide smile was enough as an answer. He bit his lips, placing a light kiss on her cheek as they eagerly rushed to a place where no one else was there, but them.

Another update because I have nothing to do and I updated my chaptered fic after ten years. So check it out if you want to. 

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/903006/beautifully-insane-kaiminzy