"I won't glorify or romanticize heartbreak, for me it was a kind of death and I was forced to keep living." -Warsan Shire. 

That was her favourite quote. She lived with that saying throughout her life. She was immune to heartbreaks and as she thought about it, it got extremely depressing that she had to live her life that way. A life that was dull since the day she was introduced to the world. A life that was filled with nothing but a happiness she had to fake when she was in the classroom, trying to hide the sadness deep inside her. A life that was indeed full with heartbreaks that she had to deal with.

It's been two years since that fight the couple had. Thinking about it now, she felt awkward and embarassed that she acted that way. It felt as if it was a drama and that she was being filmed and she couldn't help but cringe at the idea of Jongin looking at her face filled with tears and mucus all over. It has also been two years since she found herself imersed in her first ever job and never see herself quiting. Minji is a writer now. She spent her lonely days reading books and writing. It effectively helped her get through the depression she was facing and to be doing it now as a lifetime thing and also not to mention, being paid - she had never been genuinely happy with her life. And so here she is, working on a next best selling book. Lights dimmed, a cup of tea and her husband on the bed, reading. It all equals to a pleasant night and never had she had that atmostphere. It was always filled with anxiety and an air of depression. Pleasant had never been in her dictionary until she met Jongin. He had been a . But to see him changing for the better, changing for her, she was more than grateful. She was too lenient at the start of their relationship. Giving in to all his wants and needs just so she could see him happy and not get him angry. But she finally learned how she shouldn't be setting herself on fire just to keep others warm. It was just so wrong in many ways and it affected her life, her future. Minji cared a lot about what he thought about her. Starving herself and acting like someone she's not was the worst decision in her entire life. Caring about what he thinks about her and she ends up being his prisoner. But all has changed after these years and she was more than ready to start a new leaf and accept him wholeheartedly. 

"This is important," Jongin said as he pushed the laptop gently of the lady's lap. "But food is way more important."

"C'mon, I only have a few to work on and i'm done." 

Her remark was no use when she saw the glint in his eyes, showing some kind of displeasure. "Eat baby."

The two words got Minji on her feet, pushing her husband who was blocking her way lightly as she walked out the room.She was annoyed and he knew it but he loved it. A smirk displayed on his face as he followed Minji to the kitchen, grabbing her lightly as he pushed her gently against the wall. His hands caressing her waist as it moved up slowly to her cheek as she stared at him blankly. Jongin smiled, a mischevious smile as he squeezed her cheeks, flustering her at the moment. Her frown got him laughing as he hugged her, pulling her by the waist. 

"Don't be mad. I know you're working hard on this, but it's hard for me to see you skipping meals. You can always continue later, you know that. You're just too attached to that laptop."

"Yea, I am. Way more attached than I am to you. "

Jongin faked a gasp as he moved his hands to his chest. "Oh how could you?"

Minji's laughter got both of them panting after a solid five minutes. Jongin smiled. He was so happy, no words could describe the feeling he's having. It was all too overwhelming and he loved it. He love seeing Minji smiling genuinely, he loved how she's opening up, he loved how she doesn't flinch when he touches her, he loved how she was braver now and is not intimidated by him. He loved how he has someone who is genuinely in love with him and is accepting every single flaw he has. He loved her and she knew it very well. Their lips sealed as he kissed her. Her lips has always been his favourite. So plump and soft, red just like a cherry. It was beautiful and... alluring. She hummed as he pulled her closer, wanting to feel her body against his and even at this point he still felt like it wasn't enough. God he just can't get enough of her. His hands travelling south slowly from her waist as she smiled. Her hand slapped his arm and pushed him away with a little force because this man was way too strong. He looked so hot but she had no choice but to restrain herself. Her husband isn't getting any after stopping her from work earlier. His hair disheveled, his lips pink and plump and his sweatpants wasn't even covering anything by now. Minji chuckled as he stared at her questionably, annoyed that she stopped him.

"You wanted me to eat. I'm hungry." Minji shrugged, smirking as she walked past the unsatisfied man. 

The air was cold and he was no doubt filled with much annoyance and anger that she left him hanging but still sat down quietly at the dining table, watching her cook. Even so, he still wanted her to eat. He watched her pacing around the itchen preparing her dish as he leaned back against the chair. Smirking, he placed his arms behind his head and watched his wife dancing to the beat only she knew exist as she cut the onions. This was getting way more exciting than he expected it to be. Her hips swaying  and his eyes travelled down to her bottom. Her lips was his favourite but that couldn't beat the love he has for her thick amazing thighs and . He could touch them everyday and never get bored of it. They were magical to him and thinking about those now isn't making him feel any better. His imaginations were disrupted by the sound of glass hitting the marble table as she sat down, ready to eat. 

"You do know i'm gonna make sure you don't get away with what you did just now right?"

Minji raised her eyebrows, facing her husband, "I have no idea what you're talking about sweetie."

"Oh." Jongin rested his chin on his palm and smiled sweetly. "Okay then." 

She sensed the sarcasm but there was no way she was giving him. Minji smiled back, twirling the spaghetti on her for slowly as she raised it up to him. "Want some?"

It was Jongin's turn to an eyebrow and no matter how delicious and appetizing it looked, he shooked his head no, knowing she was playing a game. Jongin hissed as she shrugged, sensualy bringing the fork to and slurping the noodle and then the leftover on the utensil. He frowned, leaning against the chair as he waited patiently for the lady to finish her meal - or more like finishing minutes of teasing. Her plate was empty not long after as she faced him, smiling cheekily as she stood up and head to the sink. He knew she was taking her time. He knew she was purposely making him wait. He knew all of that but today just wasn't one of those days where he's down for waiting. He walked towards her, her back facing him as he put the plates down back into the sink and washed her soap filled hands. She gasped when she no longer felt the ground as he carried her back to the bedroom. Throwing her lightly on the bed as he hovered her. 

Nothing else mattered and he was going to take her the way he wanted to tonight. Her flustered face got him smirking as he leaned down, kissing her and then making his way to her neck. She whimpered and  he slowly made his way up to her ear as he whispered. "Do you have any idea now? sweetie" 

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A/N 

You guys were probably expecting more than just this stupid plot but I'm sorry if it didn't reach your expectations. It's 2 in the morning here and i'm freezing and my mind is so cocked up with so many things. Anyway have you guys heard about 21st November? I'm really hoping for 2NE1 cos im thirsty for kaiminzy or sehunzy and furthermore, I really wanna see bom :( I miss her so much. And now they're saying it's CL's solo and i've never been so angry before. Call me biased but i'm sick and tired of CL, I need the other girls. I need them back together. I need OT4. I need them to slay the charts and show the others that they're basic es and 2NE1 are lifetime queens. GOD YOU GUYS FEEL ME?????????? and do you guys support chaekai? (CL & Kai) Do you think kai likes her? AHAHAHAHAH honestly, sometimes I think he does and it makes me sad. But then I watch those KaiMinzy videos and i'm like nevermind. Screw that.  Anyway, talk to me guys!! I wanna get to know you guys. Be my internet friends AHAHAH bc goddamn my life is as lonely as it gets TALK TO ME U INTERNET FAGGETS  <333333333333333