There was no way she could avoid the attractive guy, standing at the end of the stage. Eyes roaming around as the event slowly came to an end. The year end show ended succesfully after long hours of other different groups showcasing such amazing performances. The girls no doubt owned the stage, leaving a strong aura to the other idols at the audience. Not forgetting the amount of mouths hanging opened during their performances due to the amount of charisima the girls potray with a powerful song that empowers the confidence of a women. Most of their songs were about that, however. They had learned alot, to be confident and take pride in what they had to do. But then again, they too are humans that has feelings and carries their daily life just like every other human out there. Breathing the same air, eating normally and does activities that the non-idols does. Not only that. They love too, the develope feelings for people and that was one very hard thing for Gong Minji. 

Eversince the hot debut of the rising star from SM, EXO. She had always paid attention to them. Not because they were good looking or they had what she expect in a guy, but their stage presence showed her they were going to be big sooner or later. And she right. They were all over, tons of awards given and that was all she paid attention to until he caught her eyes. He seemed different. It was so wrong in many ways to fall for him considering his best friend was someone she wish she would never come across ever again. Then again, this guy had showed perseverance, he was passionate and sincere about his job and incredibly warmed hearted. Everything she looked for in a guy was him. He seemed like a whole package with his appearance added in. She never thought about guys alot, especially the ones in the korean industry. The last time was back in 2011 and she had focused more on foreign guys and didn't look into asian guys that much. Until he came up. They had met alot, Music awards,music shows, awkward backstage moments but still none of those had brought them together to even friends. Both were too shy to admit they liked each other and both hesistated thinking they were not each other's type. She did caught him staring once when she was discussing with the girls about their stage during the award show. About the lighting and more but that was she could take and she already turned a ver light shade pink. He also did smile everytime he sees her, bowing and greeting politely. But most of the time, he would just stare and it would leave Minji wondering why.

EXO Kim Jongin, known as Kai. This guy was one of a kind indeed. He knew there were alot of stunningly beautiful girls out there in the industry. Good music and good fashion or whatever but none caught his eyes more then the coming legends of kpop, 2NE1. He admitted, he hated girls who dresses like boys. He prefers feminine and girly but they were different. They potray a strong image that brings out the confidence of a woman and is also incredibly talented. Each and every one of them. Their looks may be different but they were not the average cute-ulzzang looking girls. They were fierce and that made a whole lot of change to their appearance. They had recently changed their theme to a girly one and he had a hard time dealing with it but that didn't stop him to let out his inner fanboy. Another reason was because they had an explosive confidence of their body as well. But his eyes were always set on the youngest. She is a down to earth person to his eyes, a warm hearted girl with an absolute pure mind. Even with her daily fashion and her light make up, despite the strong image she upholds, for her innocence was still there. He liked that alot about her. Her body was thick and she takes good care of her health, knowing after constant stalking on her social media accounts. He was attracted to her in so many ways. Yes, even with the ones if you are thinking about that. He knew that was mad insane but she had always been the one he wanted as his lady. 

The stage soon cleared after the idols bid their goodbyes to their fans durind the ending stage. Minji pouted when she saw him heading backstage first and there she was, still stuck at the other end. Waiting for the rest to move. However, she could not unseen the small smile he gave her when he turned to lock eyes with her. It was if he was finding her. Minji hoped they wouldn't be heading back too fast for she wants him to approach her to at least say something. A few minutes past and the girls made it to the backstage, bowing to their juniors and head into their dressing room. She walked his room and stared at it as her eyes widened when the door suddenly opened as he came out with a simple black tee on and a pair of jeans he wore earlier. He met her eyes and they stared at each other for a good two minutes before the girl was pulled back into her room. She sighed, relief but dissapointed. Oh how she wish she could stare at him a little longer. That man had gotten feel so many ways. Till when are they going to keep up with this. Letting out a tired sigh as she took of her heels, putting on a comfortable footwear, she changed into a casual outfit and told the others she would be heading to the car first. She was just to exhausted. In fact, there was no point to bump into him anymore. She knew he didn't feel anything for her. Those smile, those stare was a sign of the affectionate person he is. Those mean nothing. She means nothing to him, period. Minji twisted the door knob, her eyes on her phone as she stepped out the busy hallway. Juniors, aka, fanboys bowed immideatly as she chuckled awkwardly, bowing to them back and then heading to the exit. Just as she reached for the door out, she heard a few laughters and tilted her to the right. 

She knew then there was no way she could compete with her. She was skinny and pale. A very beautiful smile that shines insanely when Kai said something that apparently got her laughing. How he tapped on her shoulder gently as he ruffled her hair, wishing her goodluck. Just when she thought she had a chance. Just when she thought he had something for her. Things were a complete opposite. It hurt, crushing on a guy for nearly two years, only to see him with another girl. Her legs heavy, her eyes watery. She needed to walk away, ignore them, remind herself there was no way he would pay attention to her. The fact that they were at a quiet and dark place, pretty much shows how they didn't want people to see them conversing. Minji ignored the big lump in throat and proceeded to push the exit door open but it squeaked as Jongin and Sojin turned their attention towards Minji.

The girl bit her lip, cursing herself mentally. She decided to ignore their stare and walked out immediately.

Walking towards the left, she head for the lift. Sobs were heard, she didn't know why was she overreacting but at that point, she couldn't take it anymore. She wiped the teardrop, sniffing a little before stepping onto the elevator. She had expected too much, she hoped for so much to happen but yet this was what she finally got. A sight she never dreamed of. Maybe it was true, she was never good enough. Pressing the button to the basement, she faced infront. The door sliding to close slowly as she wiped the constant tears dropping. Seconds later, her eyes instantly widened. She stared at the familiar figure, watching him staring right back at her panting. The doors finally closed as she cried harder.

Kai had actually ran for her.

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i accidentally published this without re writing. sorry to those who already read it.