Doubts
All Summer Long
"Well that's what I call inspiring!" The announcer said."Next up is what we think is the most improved student.Just like the last speech, he really has spirit. Nichkhun Horvejkul! Come on down I won't bite."
"What now is he most improved?" Taecyeon asked out loud."No of course not!" Taecyeon answered. "What about you?" Junho shook his head a simple 'no'.
"Don't be shy come on down!" The announcer called, while Nichkhun walked on the stage. "Nichkhun Horvejkul people!"
"I know what most of you are all probably thinking. What he's the most improved student? How did that happen? Well I actually have the same questions, but I know the answer to them all. Someone special once told me, to change so that my brothers would be proud of me, to change so that others will look up to me, to change so that my parents wouldn't hate me, lastly to change so that I could care for someone who truly cares about me." Nichkhun paused while looking at the crowd in search of that special someone. "I changed for my brothers, for my parents that sadly couldn't be here today, and for that special someone that I found out I truly care about him. I think that everyone needs to change, in fact it's their own personal right too, but not only that we need to change so that we can move forward with our lives. I want to, move on with my own life, have a big house, with that one person I truly care about. I know it sounds weird coming from me, but we all just gotta keep forward, keep changing, and growing into a more mature adult."
"He has helped him so much, and I have no idea how to thank him."Junho smirked back at his older hyung.
"I think he already knows how much we are grateful to him and how much Khunnie loves him. Even if it's been almost three months, and one of them they hardly dated because they hardly saw each other." Taecyeon said while getting up from the top step of the bleachers. "Come on guys we got to go and congratulate my brother."
Wooyoung also got up, waiting for the others to go near the steps of the bleachers, and he couldn't help but think about it all. In his speech does that mean Khun wanted to have a future with him? Does it mean that Khun really cares for him?Did Khun love him like he loved Khun?He knew he said a long distant relationship would work ,but now that he craves Khun's warmth, body, and touch how would it work then? Quiet frankly the possible solutions scared him to death, and in the grave. Obviously Wooyoung loves Khun, but there were certain doubts flooding his brain. If all the questions were negative, Wooyoung would die. If all the questions were positive he was still scared for the future.He decided then that it was Khun's day and that he should support his boyfriend no matter what.
On the other hand, a couple in front were holding hands and smiling cheerfully without having a mental war about the doubts. They began to slowly walk down the stairs. "I think this is my best summer vacation ever." Chansung admitted.
"Your just saying that." Junho playfully hit Chansung's arm with a slight giggle.
"No, I'm being very much serious. You made this summer amazing. To think I wanted to go to Honolulu." Chansung said.
"You probably would have found you one of the cute locals and would have started to go out with them." Junho teased.
"I'm going there for spring break maybe I might find me one." Chansung smirked.
"Yah! Don't you even think about it! You're mine!" Junho said letting go of Chansung's hand.
"You didn't even let me finish my sentence." Chansung said while trying to get Junho's hand.
"Finish it then!" demanded the devilish Junho.
"I'm going there for spring break and I might find me one more ticket for my cute jealous boyfriend to come along." Chansung smirked again.
"Yeah right!" Junho said with a weird face, grabbing a hold of Chansung's hand, while stepping off the last step of the bleachers on to the floor.
"Seriously, to be able to go to the one place I desire, and to have my wonderful boyfriend to come along wouldn't be so bad." Chansung said while letting go of Junho's hand so he could wrap around his hands around Junho's waist. He moved closer to whisper something inside Junho's ears. "Think of all the things we could do there, like banana boat riding, hand gliding, horseback riding, dancing, bicycle riding." Everything sent chills down Junho's spine.
"Yah! You ert!" He shouted and pushed Chansung off of himself. Everyone began to look their way and Junho started to laugh nervously. "Hahha! I love you though!"
"You shout it out loud all the time while I---" Chansung said, with a pause since Junho was chiming in with something.
"Channie~! Not now! Ok?" Junho said not caring what Chansung had to say, because he thought it was probably something nasty.
"But you didn't let me finish my sentence!" Chansung defended himself.
"I'll let you finish it later, at the tree house after midnight." Junho said with a wink. Even if it sounded like an open invitation it wasn't. Junho planned it all out this way,he wasn't going to let Chansung win just yet, even if Chansung didn't intend for that to happen. He wasn't getting his prize tonight, even if he wanted it.
Taecyeon and Minjun were on the search for Nichkhun. This couple had everything planned out. Minjun was moving there in the summer cabin with Taecyeon, and Minjun would be going to college there, while Taecyeon attends his last year of high school. They were ready for their future together, they talked to their parents about it and they certainly were excited for it. "Taecyeon! I can't wait for later on!" Minjun yelled and jumped up and down.
"Why is that?" Taecyeon questioned.
"Just because it's a surpirse!" Minjun said.
"Well it better be a good one!" Taecyeon couldn't help but also think of doing something naughty to Minjun.
"It's a fantastic one!" Minjun whispered to himself, while walking a little bit closer to Nichkhun not realizing that someone was missing.
"So what did you think of the speech?" Nichkhun asked his family (He even considered Wooyoung's brothers his brothers too).
"Yah! Why didn't you tell us?" Taecyeon asked while tackling his older hyung and giving him one good deserving knuckle sandwich.
"Because I wanted it to be a surpirse." Nichkhun said while giving his younger bro a smirk.
"Well you certainly surprised us all, right Woo?" Junho asked while glancing to the side of him, and Wooyoung was no longer there.
"Wait where is he?" Nichkhun asked.
"The last place I saw him was on the bleachers." Chansung said looking around.
"Where could he have gone? He doesn't even know where to go, and what if he gets lost?" Minjun said while sighing. He couldn't help but worry.
"Why would he just leave without telling anyone?" Nichkhun questioned before he took off to the nearest exit. His head was filled with thoughts, ideas, and doubts. Maybe he doesn't want to be with me? Did he play me? Are my feelings for him not good enough?
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