//____________ POV//

We came into a unfamiliar room, I looked around to remember something but there was nothing,
I cant even remember who this JaeJoong guy is. He said he is my husband, but I cant remember to got married. And that YooChun, who is he.
I decided to walk around the house, which should be mine.
I first walked down and saw JaeJoong making tea, when he noticed me he smiled, his smile its so sweet and caring, no wonder he is my husband, he is such a handsome boy.

''to you want some tea too?'' he asked me interrupting my thoughts
''no thank you...hmm...is it OK if I look around the house ?'' I asked him
''sure its your house too, even if you don't remember, I'll wait till you collected all your memories''
''thank you'' I kindly said and was about to go up again to look around the other rooms, possibly I could remember anything, right?! But than I heard him say something else
''__________, no matter how long you need to remember me and everything...don't forget I will always love you'' he kissed my on my forehead and I could feel, wetness, *is he crying* without a word he broke apart and walked to our room.
I touched my forehead and felt his tear on it
*oh no hes crying because of me, please not, I cant stand seeing those beautiful eyes with tears*
I walked up to our room but he wasn't there, I then heard water splashing, *oh he's taking a shower well then I'll come later*

I walked to other rooms, but one cached my eyes, a room with baby furnitures *am I pregnant*
but then I remembered all came back in once.

//FLASHBACK//
~~~WEDDEING DAY~~~
//____________ POV//
*OMG I'm so nervous, what if something is not going like we planed *
my though were interpreted by YunHo, JunSu and ChangMin
''even if your not marrying YooChun, this is for you, our little princess'' YunHo said and gave me a box.
I looked at it curious ''what is that?''
''open and you'll see'' JunSu said
I opened it and it was a crown necklace (http://www.universalroyalty.com/Crown%20Necklace.jpg)
''OMO oppas-''
''can I help you to put it on?'' ChangMin asked
I looked at them and tears were filling my eyes, ChangMin took it, went behind me, and put it on my neck.
''It fits you really good'' YunHo and JunSu oppa said in the same time.
I giggled and somehow felt empty some thing was missing.....YooChun!
My mother peered in and looked at us.
''hello guys'' she said
The boys bowed and greeted her.
She smiled and turned to me
''darling its time''
''OK mom'' I said and the boys smiled at me and walked out
''are you nervous'' my mother asked while walking to the door
''yes I am''
''you don't need to, and remember, even if your married, your still our little baby''
''your mom is right, never forget that no matter whats going to happen OK?!'' my father went over to us ''but now we need to go out there'' he kissed my forehead and took my hand.
We walked to...JaeJoong...the boy turned around to take my hand from my father, and it was....
[the alternative ending for chun oppa will start from here on :)]
JaeJoong oppa, happily waiting for me I smiled and took his hand on the rest of our walk to the altar I saw YooChun oppa...he's here..oppa.
He smiled at me, but it wasn't his usual happy smile, it was a mix of his happy face with sadness.
After 'I do' and the party I said bye to all my friend and family.
And walked to Chun oppa
''opp-''
he hugged me tight!
''be happy little princess'' he said and smiled at me.
A single tear felt down my cheek and he whipped it away.
''I will oppa''
he kissed my cheek and called JaeJoong
''yo buddy, take care of her, or I'll break your bones one by one'' YooChun said in a deep serious voice
''even one tear of sadness, just one JaeJoong, then you can be sure your death is from my hand''
''If I'll make her cry, I'll kill myself, buddy''
they hugged each other
''but we have to leave now or we aren't going to catch the plane'' Jae said
''oh OK take care you two''chun oppa smiled a one last time at me and then we went to the limo which took us to the airport.
// end FLASHBACK//
*OMO YooChun my best friend and the other*

//another FLASHBACK//
At night, you and JaeJoong went to the bar outside by the beach. He ordered you your first non- cocktail.
You took a sip and immediately pressed your head from the brain freeze.
“You okay, cutie?” Jae asked.
You nodded, one eye closed.
Jae chuckled and kissed your cheek, “You’re so cute.”
You blushed.
“Want to try mine?” He asked.
You took a sip from the extra straw. It tasted minty and sweet. You took another sip when JaeJoong also took a sip. You met his eyes and two of you burst into laughter.
The two of you leaned in and took another sip, smiling at each other.
Jae interlaced his fingers with yours and squeezed your hand.
You took a shower, dressed, and came out to see JaeJoong lying on his side on the bed, watching TV.
You climbed into bed and cuddled next to him. “Hey, cutie” JaeJoong cooed and nuzzled your neck, “You smell good”
You giggled.
Jae glanced at you then groaned, “Oh God.”
“What?” you looked down and saw that the buttons of your hoodie were undone. “Oops, sorry oppa.”
You quickly buttoned them.
But he grabbed your hand and kissed you.
He glided his tongue into your mouth and passionately Frenched you.
At the same time, he turned the TV off and snapped his fingers.
The lights turned off.
As JaeJoong kissed you deeply, he slowly ed your hoodie. Then he broke away and gazed at you, “Is this okay?”
You paused then nodded.
“Good.” he whispered and proceeded on to make love to you.
// end FLASHBACK//

*my first time* I was about to go out of this room cause my head was hurting like hell.
But I fell on my knees

//third FLSHBACK//
''OK babe, tell me. I am really nervous'' he told me
''oppa I have to confess to you something''
''I'm listening''
''oppa I-I am pregnant''
silence
''WOOHOO'' he screamed, unfortunately, causing me to jump out of my stool, he ran to me and pulled me into a tight hug
''my baby is getting a baby'' he said full of joy
I then hugged me back ''I love you oppa''
''I love you too, babe. I love you too'' I let go of her.
''since when do you know that''
''since yesterday'' she told me ''I thought I just tell you today since it is your birthday''
''you know you made me the happiest person on earth''
we spent the day at the mall, looking for furniture, for the baby's room.

Days later we got into a car accident.
//end of FLSHBACK//

I ran to my room * and JaeJoong was out of the bathroom wrapped with just a towel around his waist.
I hugged him as tight as I could and began to cry.
''oppa, oppa I remember everything again, and OMO I'm sorry to bring you so much pain and I'-''
he shut me with a kiss
''I'm just glad you can remember again, cutie'' he said, and hugged me.
''oppa, what is with our baby, it still lives right?''
''no, babe, it died in the accident''
//end of POV//

//JaeJoong POV//
''oppa, what is with our baby, it still lives right?'' she asked, looking right into my eyes, with her big, beautiful, brown Bambie eyes
''no, babe, it died in the accident'' I tried to avoid her eyes.
she than began to cry and sob,
''oppa, oppa I really am sorry for not being able to carry your baby, oppa I'm really sorry..''
*oh no she's blaming her self for it*
''no babe, I should have drove more careful like you told me, but I didn't it was all my fault''
''oppa, our baby''
''look babe, I know its hard, but we're still able to do another, right? So don't blame yourself please!''
''can we do it every time we we want?''
''hmm...i guess.''
she then pushed me into the bed and crawled on top of me
''then I want it now oppa'' she said and kissed me before I could say something.
''please''
''OK if its what you want'' I said and we began to do it for the second time.
//end of POV//