~meanwhile~
//_______________ POV //

The doctor said I was able to go back home. So JaeJoong picked me up and drove me home.
''the ride to my home was silent till he broke it
''___________-ah! Baby! Listen! I know you love him but does he too?''
*yes he does * I thought ''and will you be happy with him ___________ I don't want you to get hurt''
''JaeJoong... I-I''
''Baby girl, your mine!''
We drove in front of my house. And stayed in the car to end our talk.
''but shouldn't you let me go for my own happiness?''
''maybe I should! But I know sooner or later you'll fall in love with me too!'' he leaned in and kissed my cheek.
''I'll wait, sweety''
I took a deep breath and walked out of his car, directly in my room.
My parents were at work, like usually.
JaeJoong came after me in and knocked on my door.
''____________ I'm going home call me if you need anything''.
I then heard how the front door got closed.

I looked at my phone and dialed a number.
After the 4th try I wasn't able to control my tears anymore
''oppa *sob * why aren't you *sob * picking up*sob *? why did you gone away *sob * from the hospital, and didn't wait *sob * for me to wake up?'' *like you always do *
I cried myself into a deep slumber.