// ____________ POV//

JaeJoong followed me everywhere this day, I stopped on the stairs on our way to the cafeteria
''JaeJoong why are you following me everywhere?!''
''well first of all why aren't you calling me oppa anymore?! And second I want to be near my soon-to-be wife, such a crime?!''
''ya I want some time with my friends, leave me alone!''
''no babe, your mine! I found you and not leaving you again, no matter what.''
''JaeJoong, look its not like I'm leaving ether I just want to be freaking alone with my friends'' I said sound to be still calm
''promise me to call me oppa and I will leave you alone''
''promise JaeJoong OPPA'' I said he just grinned *these bastard *
he left me and I walked to the cafeteria *at least hes keeping his part of the promise *

~

I looked for YooChun oppa, and found him on his usual table with his friends, he seemed.......normal?!
I looked to the rose *am I really just a sister for you oppa? *
I said Miyong that she don't need to wait for me at lunch, that I have something to do.
After that I went to YooChun's table.
''annyeong oppas'' I said and everyone was looking at me
''annyeong little princess'' ChangMin said at first
''hi there sweetie'' YunHo
YooChun just smiled and nodded
''want to sit with us'' JunSu asked.
''no thank you oppa actually I wanted to talk to YooChun oppa'' he looked up so me
''sure about what''
''can we talk,more........private?''
''uh oh.....sure'' he said
and we walked towards the music hall.

When we get in we sat on the piano bench
''so _______________-ah what is it about?'' he asked.
''just want to have time with you'' I answered.
He suddenly hugged me really tight and cuddled his head in my neck
''just let stay like this, I like that, your smell, your skin everything ___________-ah I love you why cant you see that'' he said as he began to kiss my neck.
I don't know why I couldn't tell him that I love him too *__________ do something *
''o...oppa'' I finally managed to say ''oppa this is wrong don't do that I'm engaged''
''I knew you wouldn't have feeling for me like I do for you'' he said ''and I really didn't know that you could forgive JaeJoong that easily'' he said as he kissed my lips, and I kissed him back and willingly opened my mouth to give him the to deepened the kiss, like I guessed he took the chance.
*why can I kiss him back, but cant him that I love you * I though as a single tear slide down my cheek. YooChun stopped the kiss and looked deep in my eyes, his own full of sadness
''I hope you'll be happy'' he said give me a kiss on my forehead and left me.
I touched my lips ''oppa...'' I whispered.

~

That day I didn't want to see anyone anymore, not JaeJoong nether my parents, I walked straight to my room and looked the door.
I lay on my bed and watched at a picture of YooChun oppa and me,as little children smiling and completely happy. We were really dirty because all the playing.
''I wish we could get back in that time'' I said and took a nap.
We arranged to eat at a restaurant with the Kim family.

//end of POV//

//YooChun POV//

After that with __________ in school, I stay In school to clean the cafeteria.
When I finished I went to a bar, I just wanted to drink one beer. Somehow I ended up drinking a lot more then I planed, all I know I didn't remember anything anymore.
At least how I ended up at my house. When I walked down the stairs I found my older cousin JunJin on the couch
he looked up me ''tsk tsk tsk, YooChun -ah! Where did you learn to get drunk like that''
he asked me I was still shocked to see him here, he was supposed to be in japan right now with his band members
''H-Hyung what are you doing here?''
''ya I asked first'' he said as he began to pout
''I'm sorry hyung I was just shocked to see you here'' I said as I bowed to show him respect ''I really didn't know what get into me'' I added.
''YooChun how much times do you want me to repeat that you don't need to show me this kind of respect, I'm feeling old'' he said as he winked me ''anyways we get 3 month break to rest and I wanted to visit my cousin''
I smiled ''hyung I haven't something to eat shall we order pizza?''
''that will be fine''
''but first I need a pill, this headache is killing me'' I said as I walked into the kitchen
''hyung how did I end up at home''
''well there where thee boys who bring you home. I was already waiting in front of your door, like a lost puppy'' he said and both of us begun to laugh *he really knows when I need him * I though

~

We ordered pizza and waited while watching a Anime and I'm telling him the whole story bout _________-ah and the wedding. He already knew I was in love but I never told who it was.

Our pizzas came and we ate, quietly!

//end of POV//