//Yoochun POV //

we arrived at the hospital and I directly ran to the information to know where her room is.
After she told me by cousin and I ran upstairs, when we walked in her room she was sleeping.
Right then a nurse came in to check on her

''how is she?'' I asked
''well its nothing worse she just has a high fever, but nothing we cant handle with''
''when can she leave?''
She looked at some papers ''tomorrow'' she simply said and smiled ''but now she need to take rest, please don't disturb her very long!'' she added, we nodded and she left the room.

''hyung lets go home'' I said
''but what about ____________-ah?'' he asked me
''I'll call JaeJoong and her family, its better for both of us to stay away from each other!''
''YooChun what do you mean by that''
''hyung I made a big mistake, I...I wish I could bring time back and confess to her before she met that JaeJoong''
''why don't you do it now?''
''I did hyung, I did but she still love him!''
''and what do you think is better? Maybe she don't love you the way you love her but theres one thing I know: she needs you in her live maybe as a best friend or as a brother! But you cant leave her like that YooChun''
*hes right! Why is he always right!? *
''hyung I need to. At least till her wedding. I need to stop thinking bout her, I need to control my feelings. Thats why I need to stay away from her, at least for a while!''
''but promise me you are coming back to be her friend?!''
''I promise''.

After that we walked out and I called the home from ___________-ah

''yob...yobseyo'' a sad male voice answered
''Sir Its me YooChun''
''YooChun _________ isn't at home...she is lost!''
''I know sir JaeJoong asked me to help searching for her. And thats why I call you, she is in the xxxx hospital in room. I was there a few minutes ago, she is sleeping but she is fine, just fever so no need to worry.''
''REALLY! OMG YooChun THANK YOU VERY MUCH! HOW CAN WE THANK YOU '' he yelled in the phone.
''no, its OK! I mean its ___________, my best friend!''
''thank you''
''your welcome sir. I think you should go to her now.''
''yes, we should, bye YooChun''
and he hung up.

I closed my eyes for a few minutes *thats the best for both of us ___________-ah *
my thought were interpreted by my hyung.

''I think I'm going to drive the way back home?!''
''yes please hyung'' I give him the keys and both of us get in the car right then two cars drove really fast in the park.
''her family is here'' JunJin said with sarcasm.
I just could smile bout his ''funny'' comment.

We went home and I buy a ticket to japan. My fly would be tomorrow.
I wrote a letter for ____________ and left that in her school locker.

*when I come back I hope I'm able to control my feelings for you! *
with that I begun to pack my clothes.

//end of YooChun POV//