Leo stood in the middle of the room and breathed in. Your vanilla scent still lingered in the room. He walked over to a bookshelf and pulled out a random book. He flipped open and recognize the handwriting. His fingers trembled when he saw your name on the first page of the book. It wasn't just any book, it was your diary. He pulled over a chair which was next to the shelf and sat down.

He flipped open a random page and stared at the diary entry. 19 May 2014. Exactly a month ago.

'Dear diary, it's been 3 months since Leo oppa and I started dating. He hasn't really talked much as usual. I hope he'll open up to me more and i hope I get to see him smile soon!'

He flipped open another page. It was written about a few weeks later.

5 June 2014
'Dear diary, Leo oppa got mad at me today because I interrupted his reading session. I feel sorry for being noisy but I was glad he opened up a little! Now I hope he would smile...'
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23 July 2014
'Dear diary, I caught Leo oppa smiling today! He was playing with a puppy at the park. He really love animals. His smile was so precious.'
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17 August 2014
'Dear diary, Leo oppa took me to his nephew's house. His cousin was out of town for the day and we had to take care of their 2 year old son. His name was Sunwoo. He has a beautiful smile like Leo oppa. They were playing so happily I couldn't help but admire them. I wonder when we could play with our kids next time...'
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1 January 2015
'Dear diary, Leo oppa came home drunk today. It was unusual for him to do that. He kissed me really hard on the lips. It was my very first kiss from him as well. He crashed onto the sofa after that. Even though I was happy but I couldn't help but feel sad. This wasn't how oppa was supposed to be like...'

Tears started flowing out of Leo's eyes. His mind told him to stop reading your diary, but his heart told him the opposite. He flipped to another page. 10 May 2015.
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'Dear diary, Leo oppa completely lost himself today. He came home drunk again and started hitting me. I tried to push him away but he was clinging onto me. I felt disgusted. That wasn't how oppa was supposed to act. I gave him a really hard slap on the face and he left the house. I cried. So much, for the first time in my life. What has happened to the once quiet Leo oppa?'
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13 May 2015
'Dear diary, I have officially ended everything with Leo oppa. He wasn't himself at all lately. I caught him making out with a girl outside a club while I was shopping for groceries. I am so disappointed in him. I cried a lot, but I will not waste anymore tears on him. Goodbye Leo oppa.'
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Leo hung his head low, feeling absolutely guilty of what he had done. Tears streamed down his face. He tossed the diary to one side and broke down. He sobbed.

"I lost you" he muttered. "I'm sorry"