In the afternoon, Jessica sits at the porch alone. She is thinking about what Yoona said yesterday that she has to be more aggressive towards Lu Han, if she doesn’t do that their relationship won’t go anywhere. She sighs, thinking that Yoona might be right. Oh wait, Yoona is always right. But it’s easier said than done. Well, it’s easier if she was Yoona because she is pretty.

Sica looks at herself and lets out another sigh. She is not pretty or tall like Yoona or Victoria, and so unattractive, that’s what Kyuhyun said and maybe it’s true. She has three pimples in triangle shape on her forehead now. She doesn’t blame Lu Han if he doesn’t want to kiss her.

But Lu Han doesn’t kiss. So, she’s never worried.

All she has only her talent. And her brain. She likes everything about arts. Like painting or sketching. She’s also ranked first in her class. But boys usually don’t like smart girls. They like pretty girls, don’t they?

Honestly, she still doesn’t understand why Lu Han agreed to be her boyfriend. Could it be that he made a bet with Kyuhyun that day? Or maybe he was drunk or in druggs? Or.. the worst of it all.. he was just pitying her. She immediately shakes her head. Brushing away those thoughts.

Lu Han is not that cruel. She keeps telling herself.

Lu Han never ever for once calls her. She even doubts if he has her phone number. It’s getting sadder everytime she thinks about it. Almost everyday he comes over, but it’s never for her. They meet everyday at school, but never talk. Before they started dating, she was so happy everytime he comes, it was enough to just see his face everyday. But now, she is sad and angry everytime he comes just to play games with Kyuhyun.

She feels like she has gone crazy now with all this thoughts about Lu Han. When she sleeps at night, she dreams about him. And even when she’s not sleeping, she starts imagining him in her head. Lu Han with red jacket and white shirt.. handsome like usual. Walking to her.

“Sica..?” suddenly it talks.

She just blinks and after a few seconds of unresponsive she then realizes that she is not imagining things. This one is real. In front of her face.

“hmm?” she asks back, still in shock.

“are you okay?” he looks worried.

She nods slowly while trying to put herself together again.

“are you.. sure?”

“yeah, I’m fine. Why?”

“huh?..” he rubs the back of his neck. His eyes look at everywhere except her. He looks like he is thinking hard about the answer. “well.. you just looked like you’ve been bothered by something. Maybe it’s just me. Anyway, is Kyuhyun home?”

Kyuhyun. Always Kyuhyun. It’s Saturday night and all he asks about is Kyuhyun.

“Isn’t he always home?” she says curtly. Earning a frown from him. She bites her lips and looks away. Too annoyed to care about his reaction.

He looks at her confused, and then takes a seat beside her. They sit there in si